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Lust and gluttony don’t start in your body, they start in your story about what will finally make you feel okay. We go after the deeper question behind the habits: what am I trying to soothe, and what am I willing to cross to get it? We pick up our Lent teaching series on the seven deadly sins by naming why these two are so persistent. Drawing from John Cassian, Augustine, and Aquinas, we talk about why lust and gluttony are “long wars” and why they often drive the excuses behind other struggles. You’ll hear a reframing that cuts through shallow definitions: lust isn’t only sexual sin, and gluttony isn’t only overeating. Gluttony is consuming a good thing beyond its purpose to medicate pain or insecurity. Lust is craving fulfillment in a way that bypasses God’s will, timing, or boundaries. From dopamine shopping and information overload to validation chasing, relationship dependency, and achievement obsession, we apply ancient wisdom to modern patterns with a clear goal: move from the city of man, where we try to fix ourselves with man-made steps, to the City of God, where we live by the Spirit and the blood of Jesus. We close with Galatians 2 and a simple, searching practice: ask what love requires of you right now. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

Our phones have trained us to escape the moment, and the cost is higher than wasted time. Emily and I talk candidly about the seven deadly sins as more than extreme “bad people” problems and how moralism can distort sin into either self-righteousness or quiet despair. Drawing from the wisdom of the early church fathers and the desert mothers and fathers, we name what many of us feel but rarely confess: we cannot fix our sin nature on our own, and we cannot become like Christ without Christ. We dig into acedia, the restless refusal to do what love requires, and how it shows up in modern life through constant distraction, multitasking entertainment, and numbing behaviors. We share real examples from parenting, relationships, and everyday pressure, plus a simple diagnostic that keeps coming up: what is my motive right now, and what am I trying not to feel? We also explore nostalgia and why it can either become gratitude that anchors you in the present or despair that makes you want to live somewhere else. Along the way, we reflect on Walden by Henry David Thoreau and how media can give a false sense of awareness while blinding us to the people God actually placed in our care. If you are hungry for Christian spiritual formation that leads to repentance, presence, and deeper dependence on Jesus, you will find practical next steps here. Subscribe so you never miss an episode, share this with a friend, and leave a review if it helps you rebuild your attention and your joy. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

Restlessness has a way of disguising itself as normal. Sometimes it looks like scrolling before we even get out of bed. Sometimes it looks like a packed calendar and a “successful” life that still feels hollow. Today we name that ache for what it is: acedia, the ancient spiritual struggle the early church called the noonday demon. We walk through the meaning of acedia as more than laziness. It is resistance to the demands of love, a heart that stops caring about the right things. Drawing from John Cassian and Thomas Aquinas, we explore why acedia can show up as total withdrawal or as hyper-productivity, and why our culture often praises the very pattern that keeps us spiritually numb. We talk about how acedia whispers, “If God loved you, you’d be somewhere else,” then pushes you toward distraction, avoidance, chronic dissatisfaction, and treating prayer, Scripture, generosity, and forgiveness like optional add-ons. Then we get practical. The historic cure is not more noise or a new escape plan. It is presence. It is forcing ourselves back into the “cell” of our real life, noticing the sun rise and set, and choosing gratitude that watches, waits, and remembers. Whether you feel stuck in your calling, checked out in your relationships, or unsure you’re making a difference, this is an invitation to show up with your whole self and do what love requires right where God has you. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the reason we feel stuck isn’t a lack of effort, but the wrong target? We take a hard look at moralism—the checklist faith that rushes people through spiritual “levels”—and show why it can’t heal the heart. Instead, we trace a slower, deeper path where sin is seen as disordered love and distrust of God, and where union with Christ restores what rules cannot. We start by challenging the fast-track myth and naming pride as the root that feeds so many branches of sin. From there, we reframe three everyday struggles—envy, wrath, and greed—through a practical, pastoral lens. Envy often hides a lie about God’s love; we counter it by celebrating others from a place of secure affection in Christ. Wrath thrives on control and vengeance; meekness becomes strength under God’s justice, refusing to multiply harm. Greed promises security through possession; generosity, sourced in Jesus rather than habit, trains our trust and loosens our grip. Along the way, we explore how culture normalizes the “religion of self,” why private choices aren’t really private in a communal body, and how virtues lose power when detached from the Vine. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the sin you confess isn’t the sin that’s driving you? We draw from the early church’s wisdom on the seven deadly sins to diagnose the roots beneath our most familiar habits. Rather than chasing quick fixes, we ask the harder question: what's your motivation behind the things you're doing? We start by reframing confession. Overwork, gossip, withdrawal from church, and short tempers with kids often look like problems to solve, but they’re usually symptoms. Pride can whisper “I’m indispensable,” greed says “never enough,” and acedia numbs us with distraction and listlessness until silence feels unbearable. By tracing actions back to motives, we show how real transformation begins when desires change first, and behaviors follow as fruit. Pride takes center stage because it hides in plain sight, quietly corroding  relationships. You’ll hear twenty practical “fruits of pride” to spot in everyday life—sinful competitiveness, people-pleasing, craving recognition, resentment in serving, self-sufficiency, interrupting, and the subtle “I deserve it” mindset that kills gratitude. We connect the dots with Scripture, from Jeremiah’s blunt diagnosis to James’ promise that God gives more grace to the humble. Along the way, we tackle parenting anger, church disengagement, and the restless boredom of acedia, offering language and examples that make the inner landscape unmistakably clear. We close with three simple practices to kill pride and grow humility: make your life about others, submit to trusted people who can name your blind spots, and repent often by naming the root sin, not just the behavior. If you’re ready to stop managing symptoms and let grace heal the cause, this conversation will give you a path forward. If this helped you see your heart more clearly, subscribe, share it with a friend, and leave a review to help others find the show. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

The heavens open over the Jordan and a voice calls Jesus “Beloved.” Moments later, the Spirit leads him into a wilderness where every shortcut beckons. That tension—identity affirmed, then instantly tested—anchors our journey through Matthew 3–5 and frames a richer understanding of Lent as a season of honest formation, not hollow performance. We explore how the early church guarded truth by retelling it, and how desert fathers and mothers chose prayer, fasting, and solitude to hear God clearly. Along the way, we map the three ancient temptations that still stalk modern life: the urge to provide for ourselves on our terms, the impulse to protect our image and avoid pain, and the lure to promote ourselves with power divorced from obedience. Each is answered by Scripture not as a slogan but as a story lived—words planted in childhood, prayed in community, and practiced in secret. From the Kidron Valley’s shadow to the quiet room of Matthew 6:6, we show why turning down the world’s volume is the only way to notice God’s whisper. We talk identity before activity, and offer simple, concrete rhythms to carry you beyond a sprinting faith: close the door, open your Bible, sit in silence, and let gratitude steady your heart. If you’ve felt the pull toward shortcuts or the pressure to hustle your way through a dry season, this conversation will help you reframe the desert as a place of clarity, courage, and character. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

Hope doesn’t live behind us; it’s being prepared ahead. We dive into Advent as a season of patient, forward-looking formation, pushing back on the rush to celebrate early and the nostalgia that quietly tells us the best days are gone. From Mary’s courageous yes to the early church’s costly love, we trace a simple thread: God meets us in the middle of ordinary life, and hospitality is how hope takes shape. We unpack Luke 2 with cultural clarity: the “no room” moment likely refers to a full guest room, not a failed inn, placing Jesus’ birth inside a bustling home where animals warmed the night. That shift changes everything. The manger sits in the center of human life, not on the edges, and the incarnation becomes a model for how we welcome Christ now—by welcoming people whose presence may complicate our schedules and challenge our assumptions. Mary’s forward-looking faith counters the despair of longing for rooms we can’t return to; Advent trains us to prepare a place while Christ prepares one for us. From there, we connect the dots to the early church’s witness. The gospel spread less through polished arguments and more through embodied compassion—tables set for strangers, care for the vulnerable, and courage to love beyond convenience.  As we move toward Christmas, we name the most sacred work many of us will do: set the family table, slow down enough to notice the lonely, and make room for God in the mess, the noise, and the real. If Jesus was born in a house, then our homes can become holy ground today. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the way we tell time shapes the way we love God? We trace the deep roots of Advent and Candlemas to show how the early church used feasts to form memory, kindle joy, and carry light from the sanctuary into ordinary homes. Along the way, we meet Anna in Luke 2—a widow of great age whose quiet devotion becomes a loud sermon about steadfast hope. Her story pushes back on the myth that only big platforms change the world, revealing how staying, fasting, worshiping, and praying can open our eyes to recognize Christ when He draws near. We explore how secular calendars took center stage and why the church once organized life around retelling God’s acts. From the Nativity candles taken home as living reminders to the offering of light returned on Candlemas, these practices were never about optics; they were about formation. We dig into the history, the Reformers’ calendar cuts, and the way those choices still shape how we mark the season today. Then we contrast Zechariah’s divinely imposed silence with Anna’s honored voice, highlighting Luke’s careful theme: God dignifies the overlooked and entrusts His message to those the culture underestimates. This conversation is both historical and deeply practical. You’ll leave with simple ways to embody Advent: light a candle and pray at dinner, choose a modest fast to make room for presence over hurry, begin and end each day with short prayers, and serve quietly without fanfare. If you’ve ever wondered how to move beyond holiday noise into holy attention, Anna’s life offers a clear path—steady, unseen, and radiant with hope. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the pace you live at is starving the person you’re becoming? We explore why a culture of acceleration cannot produce a deep soul, and how real spiritual formation requires a slower, steadier path. Using a simple visual of four concentric circles, we show why the inner life—personal growth, healing, and spirituality—sets the ceiling for everything public and visible. When the outer expands faster than the core can sustain, life forms sinkholes. The antidote isn’t more polish or better systems; it’s a return to presence. Together we walk through five stages of prayer that unfold across a lifetime. Verbalization honors the dignity of your voice and the beauty of asking. Reflection shifts the question from “Do this” to “What are you already doing?” and trains your attention through daily examen. Listening often arrives through a dark night, where feelings fade and obedience deepens around the still, small voice. Watching loosens our grip on outcomes as we keep people and plans on the altar and let God move. Being, inspired by Brother Lawrence, becomes a quiet, continual awareness of God in ordinary moments—no performance, just presence. Along the way, we name the risks of leading from the outer rings and the quiet practices that strengthen the center: unhurried Scripture, honest confession, patient silence, and gratitude in the everyday. We challenge the myth that growth must be fast, and we pray for a pace that your soul can carry. If you’ve been measuring success by visibility, numbers, or timelines, this conversation invites a reset toward depth, sustainability, and joy with God. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the biggest reward for your life isn’t a title or a win—but the people who cross into eternity because you stayed faithful and chose unity over pride? We dive into Philippians 4:1–3 with a clear lens: joy follows the mind, unity fuels mission, and spiritual maturity is measured by how quickly we reconcile rather than how loudly we insist we’re right. We start by tracing Paul’s pattern—orthodoxy before orthopraxy—showing how belief shapes practice and why surface fixes never stick without a transformed heart. From there, we look at his tender yet urgent appeal to Euodia and Syntyche. He doesn’t air the details; he calls them to share the same mind in the Lord. That phrase becomes the engine of the whole conversation: the mind of Christ from Philippians 2, the low road of humility, the willingness to lay down reputation for the sake of unity. Along the way, we call out the “autoimmune church” problem—when the body attacks itself through gossip, factions, and stories we invent about each other’s motives—and offer a practical, pastoral path toward reconciliation that moves beyond venting and into repair. We also highlight the often-overlooked strength of women co-laborers in the early church, naming Euodia and Syntyche alongside Clement to show how gospel work has always been carried by women and men together. Finally, we lift our eyes to the book of life and the eternal perspective that frees us from craving credit and anchors us in quiet, faithful service. People are the crown. Unity is the lane. Joy is the byproduct of a mind fixed on Christ and a team committed to peace. If you’re leading, serving, or simply seeking a healthier church life, this conversation will give you a hopeful, sturdy roadmap for navigating conflict, nurturing humility, and keeping your eyes on what lasts. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What if the real test of faith isn’t what you believe in theory, but how you walk it out with other people—especially the ones who rub you the wrong way? Journeying through Philippians 3, we explore why Paul refuses to let belief stay abstract. He moves us from orthodoxy to orthopraxy, from ideas to daily habits, and he roots the entire shift in one provocative claim: Christians don’t live fragmented lives. Our heavenly citizenship informs everything—work, politics, relationships, desires—because Jesus is not a weekend identity; he’s the organizing center. Expect some holy discomfort as we challenge fragmented living and gimmick-driven spirituality. Paul’s invitation to imitate his life confronts our obsession with polish and ease. He was poor, opposed, often alone—and deeply content. The early church saw glory through a cross-shaped lens, not a pain-free one. That vision steadies us now: we can lean into community when offended, guard doctrine without losing love, and set our minds above without abandoning the world we’re called to serve. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What's worth more than your most impressive accomplishments, your proudest moments, your deepest knowledge? According to the Apostle Paul in Philippians 3, absolutely nothing compares to knowing Jesus Christ. Paul's credentials were impeccable: properly circumcised, pure Israelite lineage, from the prestigious tribe of Benjamin, Hebrew-speaking, Pharisaically trained, zealously religious, and legally blameless. By all cultural standards, he had every reason to boast. Yet he declares all these achievements as worthless—literally "dung" or "rubbish"—compared to knowing Christ. The episode traces Paul's spiritual journey from intellectual knowledge of Christ to intimate relationship with Christ to fully experiencing Christ through resurrection power, suffering, obedience unto death, and ultimate resurrection hope. This progression challenges us to examine our own spiritual development: are we still clinging to religious accomplishments, family heritage, theological knowledge, or even past sins as sources of identity? Most powerfully, we confront the question: what are you boasting in? Whatever credentials or achievements you value most, Paul invites you to count them as loss for the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus as Lord. Only when we release our grip on everything else can we truly gain Christ and be found in him. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What are you truly trying to attain in your spiritual journey? This question anchors our exploration of Philippians 3:12-14, where Paul reveals the delicate balance between who we already are in Christ and who we're becoming. The spiritual life isn't about finding some secret formula or hidden path—it's about the gradual transformation into Christ's image. Paul gives us a three-part framework that revolutionizes our approach to discipleship: forgetting the past, embracing the present, and looking ahead to the future. This isn't just theoretical theology; it's practical wisdom for anyone who feels defined by their history or stuck in their current circumstances. One of the most powerful concepts we unpack is the Michelangelo metaphor of spiritual formation. When the famous sculptor was asked how he created his masterpieces, he explained that he simply removed everything from the stone that didn't look like the image he saw within it. Similarly, God sees the masterpiece within us and is carefully chiseling away everything that doesn't reflect Christ's image. Your mistakes aren't marring the sculpture—they're being removed to reveal the true you. Perhaps most revolutionary is the shift in how we view others. When we understand that the ultimate goal is union with Christ, we stop seeing people as obstacles, competitors, or even just friends—we see them as image-bearers whom we're called to help move closer to Christ. This transforms how we approach marriage, leadership, conflict, and every relationship. Instead of merely avoiding sin, we actively pursue honoring others as Christ. Whether you're wrestling with past trauma, feeling frustrated with your current spiritual progress, or unsure about your future direction, this message offers a fresh perspective that combines theological depth with practical application. Join us as we discover what it means to press on toward the goal for which Christ has taken hold of us. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

The study of Philippians 3 offers a refreshing counterpoint to our culture's constant pursuit of novelty. When Paul writes, "For me to write the same things to you is not tedious, but for you it is safe," he strikes at the heart of effective spiritual leadership. Drawing from basketball analogies, this episode explores how the greatest NBA players—Kobe Bryant, Michael Jordan—never outgrew practicing free throws. Similarly, spiritual maturity isn't about discovering exotic new truths but mastering foundational ones. Just as championship games often come down to free throws, our spiritual effectiveness depends on consistently returning to basic gospel truths. The Apostles' Creed serves as a powerful example. These twelve simple statements weren't elementary teachings to eventually outgrow—they were core truths Christians would "repeat until the day we go to glory." From God as Creator to the resurrection of the body, these fundamentals provide spiritual protection in a world constantly pulling us away from truth. Paul's stern warnings against "dogs," "evil workers," and "the mutilation" reveal his concern about legalism creeping into the church. Those imposing religious requirements missed the essence of true faith. Paul counters with a beautiful definition of genuine believers as those who "worship God in the Spirit, rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." This tension between legalism and grace remains relevant today. As leaders, we must guard against both legalistic tendencies and the temptation to seek novelty over substance. Our cultural drift away from foundational truths makes Paul's message more urgent than ever—repeating core values isn't tedious; it creates safety for those we lead. What free throws of faith do you need to keep practicing? Which foundational truths need renewed emphasis in your leadership? This episode challenges us to embrace the power of spiritual repetition in an age obsessed with the new and novel. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok

What makes someone willing to risk their life for people who don't even appreciate them? This powerful examination of Philippians 2:25-30 unpacks the extraordinary example of Epaphroditus, a man whose faithful service nearly killed him—yet he was ready to do it all again. The passage reveals five critical roles that define authentic Christian service: brother (shared identity), coworker (shared purpose), soldier (shared fight), messenger (shared message), and minister (shared burden). These distinctions aren't just theological concepts but practical guideposts for how we relate to one another in ministry contexts. Epaphroditus exemplifies extraordinary commitment, carrying on his ministry despite knowing the Philippian church might have preferred Paul or Timothy instead. His story challenges us to examine our own motivations. Do we serve for recognition and appreciation? Or are we willing to persist faithfully even when it costs us dearly? Most importantly, we learn that joy isn't the absence of sorrow but can exist alongside it when we remember who we ultimately serve. Whether you're feeling unappreciated in ministry, wrestling with difficult relationships in your church, or simply trying to understand what faithful service looks like, this message offers profound encouragement. Share this episode with someone who needs the reminder that their service matters to God, even when others don't see its value. My hope is that this podcast helps grow your faith and equips you to accomplish your dreams and goals! Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Facebook Follow me on TikTok