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I feel like there's pasta all over my brain napkin and my I'm trying to keep my square-tire body from becoming infected because of the dead parts. How's that? That sound okay?

I'm like 70 in bipolar years I swear to God. This is asinine. Yeah. I'm about done. XD

Just some corrections: Opalite isn’t the song where she says, “I’m not a bad bitch and this isn’t savage” that was Eldest Daughter, I believe. Have I  listened to it, no, so I could still be wrong, but I think I’m right this time. Probably. Another apology to Kayla Nicole for f*****g her name up. Hell. I don’t even know if that’s how she spells it but listen I’m not gonna do research on these people. I forgot to do “if this episode weee a song” but honestly I don’t even know if I could give it one. Maybe Bo Burnham’s Welcome To the Internet? I think I’m forgetting one. Damn. Something else had to be corrected, I think…. Wellp, no goin’ back now. 😂 Also, I’m like 93% sure this relationship is PR. 

Ummmm so I was admitted. Wanna know what my week was like?  No? Well fine. Go somewhere else then! Damn!  UPDATE: Brianna messaged me back! She’s so cool! ☺️ Also, Brittany…. Dude I dropped her stuff off and she was talking to me like we were friends and I was like “no” and she was like “I wasn’t mad about no heat press or money” like NO, BRO. I’m done. I have had enough of this year. My house isn’t even ready for a birthday party yet and it’s in a couple weeks. 😔 It’s my golden birthday and I don’t even know if I’m gonna have a party. 😔

Dude… I think I’m done here.  This is literally just a rant. I’m just yellin’. I’m just clipping my audio and yellin’. It doesn’t get easier. I can’t be around other people and that’s a BUMMER, dude. Totally harshes my mellow. I don’t wanna do this anymore. That’s it. That’s the post. I don’t wanna do this anymore. 

This is literally just me bein' in a bad mood. Go listen to something else. LMAOOOOO This won't be relevant until I actually lose my mind and end up in one of those jackets.

Sometimes the choice is made for you. I don’t know. Sometimes you just have to. I don’t know about all the time, but dammit, sometimes, you just do the thing and figure out how to move forward. Another huge thank you to Maya for being on another episode! 

When do you know that it’s time to do “the thing”™️? That’s the question. When is it time? How do you know? Do you have an answer for this one? What was your thing? Have you done it? Do you have a thing yet? 

I have a new song idea! I'm excited about it! Help me naaaame iiiiiit. 🎶☺️🎶

I want this podcast to actually sound like a podcast. Am I getting any closer? YouTube University is failing me. I would love your assistance. Thank you.

I'm literally just tsting the audio for this new setting.

I think it’s easy to look at someone and quickly label them bitter and jealous, and it’s a lot harder to consider that maybe we don’t know everything because we can’t possibly know everything. I think people forget that we are the main character in our own stories, but the word is not one big story about us. We can only see things through our own eyes, but that doesn’t mean that different perspectives don’t exist. Everyone has their own challenges. Every group of people has its own set of challenges. Talk to people. LISTEN to them. Try to understand them. Why wouldn’t you wanna do that? I mean, it’s easy not to, but you’re not learning anything! Does that not bother you?? 

This is my take on pretty privilege. This is my experience as someone who doesn’t have it. I’m not the most eloquent speaker in the world, but I hope I was at least somewhat effective at getting my point out there.  If you were someone who dismissed people like me before, I probably didn’t convince you otherwise, but I don’t know. Maybe I did. It’d be a lot cooler if I did. People tend to get MAD defensive when the word “privilege” is brought up in any conversation, but it is a very real thing and should be acknowledged and respected by every one of us.  I would love to hear you talk about your experience. If it’s the same as mine, cool! If it’s the opposite, cool! Just be mature. Be open-minded. I’m not here to start a war. I’m trying to end one, actually. 

Hey. Do you remember AstroWorld?  Do you believe in magic?  Do you have any weird superstitions?  How heavy does music influence you?  What’s your favorite musical conspiracy theory? Do you believe it?  My thoughts are literally so disorganized at all times. 😂 💀

I'm just goin' through it. I feel itchy, but like, emotionally. I just needed to get that out. Thanks.