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No, I have not been silenced, but I've been silent. Reporting from my childhood bedroom. Pen name revealed. Check out kpbj.fm for extra projects by muah (me).

Lets go back in time. I've been missing living on my own, away from the city. Here's a clip of when I had a mouse in my house on Thanksgiving Day.

I am not an influencer. I am just me with opinions, a past, thoughts of the future - I’ve tried in the past to be unfiltered but I misunderstood that. I started twisting my own words, and so were others.

I don't want to sit on my hands anymore. Yellow!

October 15, 2023 I was in a dark spot (lol). I wasn’t hanging out with very many people, I would go out after 9 pm, and I would Doordash every meal. I was so emotional about my life that I would just talk to myself and driving around the valley. There were times I would drive all the way to Long Beach to just walk around, listening to music. “My body wants to go everywhere at once,” is the truest statement of my 20s. “I don’t know what to do first, so I get stuck.” I freeze. I’m in that state of life again. It’s different though, I want to feel in this uncomfortable position I’m in and see what happens.

sorry for not uploading on-time. I’ve been stressed…but in a good way.

10/3/24

I talk about eating disorders and share a story about having an accident at Six Flags. Fun right? I just want to be real on this podcast so I can live my life without overthinking. I guess I thrive on my embarrassing stories now that I've realized that it's just a "funny story to tell."

Learning to be more vulnerable again. I woke up in the middle of the night, early morning really - and couldn’t sleep.

I'm struggling to be comfortable on this podcast again and the only way that I can be held accountable is by seeing my peers do the damn thing. It's amazing how Owen decided to pack his things and move to South Korea to teach English. He's been recording his day-to-day on his Instagram which made me think, the only person holding me back is myself.

hello hello life continues, the earth spins, the moon rises, and that's okay. Follow the podcast awkadultingpod for short life stories when they happen. Midway through the episode my friend came over ('speak of the devil') and had some Domino's pizza, pretty sweet.

Terrible audio quality in the last episode, but this one, loud and clear. I've been struggling with being alone and leaving California behind. I've been missing all the 'ships - relationships, friendships and even situationships. Life has been crazy.

Goals for 2024 is not fearing fear, being true to myself before others, sleeping more (and less), drinking more water and talking more.

Hi. Personal episode, please disregard my emotional state. I look forward to looking back and opening up. Being somewhat shy and socially awkward I've always turned to the internet for connection, I discuss more in this episode.

This is a bonus episode in collaboration to a project I did in the Spring semester of my time at CSULB; a radio station called Black Ink. Under 22 West Radio I had the opportunity to volunteer my time to learn how to practice talking about music over sound waves. In this first episode I’m finally uploading audio interviews I’ve done in the past with artists I’ve come across during my time learning about journalism. I’m excited to share but nervous because of the time it took for me to finally upload. Bone apple teeth. Thank you Nathan for allowing me to interview you. (underground superstars is apart of this un-uploaded folder) Music: https://www.bensound.com License code: 3DSNPIHHTNKFKBK0 badass https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4cvae4ZjAM Check out YoungKenway on Spotify, Apple Music and YouTube.Young Kenway - Instabio | Link in bio