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When when you hear people say that others thrive off of chaos. This is a huge case of that matter. For whatever reasons, I am fully aware that I have been gang stopped, harassed, thought stalk, lied on, slander and God knows what else. But I do no that I am a fighter. Not the type of fighter that goes looking for fights and thrive off of chaos. That's not me. But the type of fighter that will give it her all no matter how many weapons, people try to form against me. The Lord is my shepherd and I shall not want,. I love the Lord and the lord loves me and people felt to realize that God sees every thing. Every every plot of the enemy, every secret meeting, every secret conversation, the death that took place.I mean God literally sees everything. But yet people will still try to play a position that is above God and take matters into their own hands, when the entire time the double fed them bait. Now don't get me wrong it can be painful you know especially when it's evolving your family and any kids that you love, trust trust trust I miss my nieces and nephews so much. But only if they knew how wicked their grandmother is and for years I protected her, when in all reality the woman that gave birth to me, was my biggest abuser. You would think that it would stop as a child, knowing I'm still Loving her helping her and willing to be in her life, at least 3 years ago. Sadly I have walked away and accepted that I just do not have supportive parents in the love was always false but no longer will allow them to control my life, no longer will I allow them to put me down and or abuse me because both parental figures was abusive. Mistakes I can forgive cuz we all make mistakes. But the things that were done to me since a child till this very day has been evil plots, calculated and all out of jealousy. it's crazy cuz the people that hated me the most had more than me. They just missed the point that it was never about material things or about my beauty it was my inner beauty and my protection from God that kept me. Even in My darkest hours I pray.

That weird moment, you didn't ask for 😂. The wink, y'all know what that wink 😜 means lol. No no no! Am getting a little sick 🤢 from dating. Leave me alone 😂.

Actually I never left for my energy will stay with you forever. I constantly slay demons and demonic people. For that reason I go harder, not, quick. No matter what was done ✅ to me throughout my life, still I stand! I will 🚫 not, give up. I love 💕 my son's, way too much to quick. When you fall down 👇, you pick ⛏️ yourself back up and keep it pushing. If God is on your side, who can come against,you? The answer is so easy, Nobody! I pray 🙏 all is well. No matter where you are at in this world, no matter how much you have been through, I know you can do it! Just love right and give but trust me the seeds you ☘️ plant, must grow and will. Fear nothing or no one but God. Love 💕 always, T.

So loving it and thank you all and God most importantly. Despite all i have been through, being used, abused, gaslighted, loosing just about everything, smear campaigns and evil plots of the devil himself, am still alive, motivated and protected. God is real and he will carry you, just never forget who you are and what the most high spoke to you. Never ever, give up on you!

Just listen 👂 everyone, lol. Its breakfast time for me and my plate is patiently. As always, i pray that all of you are in the best of health, mentally and physically. Thank you for all the support, prayers and all donations. People would love for me to just shut up lol 😂 but they motivate me so much more.

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Who really wants it? I fear God only and the evil people who allowed the devil to temp God bless your entire existence. But i regonize lost souls and I don't have a heart for manipulation. Keep your vibes high. The devil will make you a using vessel to hurt and harm you. I wish i had been taught more about spritual warfare which is why I try to spred the word and teach many people.

Life. That word itself, is so deep. I know that I'm young but guys I have experienced so much good and bad. But these last 3 years, I have been awakened to some type of nightmare, LOL. I have to laugh, from all out of tears, I've been crying and crying and crying since I was a little girl. The crazy part about it is most people never knew. The smile I carried was so bright and people will never have imagined that at one time I didn't even want to be here. But I grew so far from that person, that girl, that little girl. I say little girl because I had to heal my inner child. It is nothing but the truth that I really never had any idols. In most rooms as a child I felt like I was way more mature, and saw things that the adults should have saw. But I wanted to remain respectful. At the times that I got disrespectful it said that none of the guardians, stopped to ask me if anyone ever hurt me. At times when I was trying to warn my own mother of men she dated and some moved in, was no good, I was then accused of being too grown. But it turned out that everyone I said gave me a bad feeling, was something sent to destroy her. If only she had listened years ago, if only so many other people had just listened to me. Now I'm at the point where there's no more warning anyone. If you don't have the gift of discernment or you can't use common sense I want no part. I have been held back long enough from my destiny, my Jeopardy and my assistance that was needed to people who were in need of my services. I know now that I am a healer by nature. Now I see why so many people needed to be around me, all the calls and texts were all just distractions. I realize I can't help everybody, for as I share everybody doesn't want to be healed. I totally get it cuz at one time I didn't want to hear that s*** neither. I was always on the go mode and focused on the next dollar. I feared homelessness, I feared being without, and I never could go at night not at least trying to give my kids whatever they ask for. Not going to make this too long but to sum it up, I came too far, I accomplished too much, and I'm not giving up on me.

Haven't met 💗 her yet but saw her pictures. But she was meant to be here for she confirms, it's time for Justice to be served. I made it despite them wanting me to lose all because they allowed the devil, to mislead them. The devil, comes to kill, still and destroy. He makes promises, that he never plans on staying committed to. He breaks up homes and families. He will make you believe, his way is the way out and then leaves you to fend for yourself. Meanwhile his laughing that he was able to fool you. Been there, done that and he damn sure had me following him. Again, nothing but a big deceitful parasite.

Like I said, it's the attention for me. I can be a very forgiving person and I have forgiven many times and many people. I also ask that the Lord forgive me for my sins for I know that I am not perfect and I have made many many mistakes. But one thing I can honestly say about myself, is that I am very loyal. At one time family meant everything to me, and the hustle was always for them. I mean for myself as well, shopping is one of my favorite hobbies, and I had habits that I had to financially maintain along with being a mother. I enjoyed being a mother, despite them getting older and being snobby and fussy, and or lazy, LOL. I have always loved my boys. I wish I had given them so much more so much earlier, but seriously guys, for years since a child I have been dealing with a lot of manipulation, gas lighting, false love and abuse for a long time. Sometimes abuse is not always what we think it is. Like, I noticed in most urban communities, we tend to be very hard on our kids. This is by way of verbal brutality. I did it too. But after spiritually awakening, I swear I started to see everything. It was like life as I knew it was all a lie. Not to mention there were so many lies hidden from me. I know for sure that this stems from a lot of envious, dislike and maybe some hitting pains. But I would have never suspected to be away from my family for a little over 2 years now. They don't even know exactly how a lot of this has affected me. I will never be the same again but I will always have this big hole in my heart from my nieces and my nephews. Everything just messed up now and the boys are just about grown, even with the new one a new kid, it can't replace the two young men that I have dedicated my soul too. They admitted some pain too in which I learned how the way I was living or persay movement was affecting them. But only if they knew, what Mommy wanted. I can't say sorry for speaking my opinion on people that have convinced,me. There was just wasn't a normal bond between my parental figures. I always knew I was alone, especially being the oldest of five others. I really had nobody to go to, in times of need. And the woman that I acquainted myself with over time, I don't want the same issues of jealousy and or them always ,in lack which drove me crazy. It's like damn do I always have to pay when we go out just because I'm a dancer?. I mean it gets no deeper than you know your ex or exes being in competition, Gross. At this point I just want peace and justice but I know for sure that the Lord and God our Father ❤️, rah, Allah, is with me at all times. My brother St. Michael has to cease and step in but crying has left my heart.

Everything is self-explanatory, especially after tuning in and listening to this segment. But it is definitely dedicated to one my niece who was adopted by years back. It was too many of us/family, too loose her. On top of life battles, demons I was battling at that time and many other things, I was in no space to do anything. I don't blame anyone but at times, myself. Till this day, I cry 😢 and miss you so much. I pray for you more then you can imagine. I miss you and I know this will, find you. I know you are headed to success and I will be there, cheering you on.

Enough said 😏💖💞.

Just providing my cash app information to anyone who would love to donate. When you have your identity stolen and constantly battling evil, they would love to see you without. I don't know what all my enemies have done for attention or to steel from me more. But I felt the need to share my current cash app information for these people who have been receiving benefits, donations and created several accounts, that I had no knowledge of. Donations are not 🚫 expected however received with gratitude. I am highly thankful, just to be alive. No weapons formed against me shall prosper. In the most high name, Amen. Peace and blessings to you all. ❤️

Hi guys, yes it's a girl ☕ Tea. Just checking in and the episode today just speaks about staying persistent and having good energy so that your dreams can come to fruition. Life can sometimes come and wipe the one out of you and make you give up. Sometimes splitting up from people you have known all your life or that one me you thought would be forever, can take you so far away from what your heart actually desires from life. You get so caught up on being a good partner and building this life with this person, the dreams of you being an astronaut just disappear. Before you know it for example six years one more and it didn't work out and now you feel like those pictures you could have been using towards being an Astronaut. Yes I see Astronaut, something different something people would not have expected. That's the point! Never let nobody tell you that your dreams are insane or that they're impossible to achieve. Listen to the voice of the most high, whatever you choose to call him mother that is Allah,Ja,Rah, or just simply God. Please remember to consult him first. This makes it so much easier to achieve these goals, and know that this is the path should be on. But once you get confirmation you keep on going and don't you stop until you achieve what you believed in the first place. I believe in me and I believe in you too. Thank you for listening to this episode and actually hope that something in this recording session gave you some type of encouragement or uplifting spirit. Sincerely said, I love you.