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Dear Tamice, Malynda, Kristian and Ciarra — This is the 1st draft of this letter. That is mostly a note to self, because I keep thinking of the stutter in terms of one I started to write on April 7th of this year. Similar in tone but to someone completely different. Someone we all know, and anyway, I never finished that letter. I thought this would be a continuation, a spinoff of that, but reading that other draft of that other letter? Ugh. Not only was it for someone I don't speak to anymore, it was from someone I don't speak as anymore. Honestly, I couldn't even finish it. It was embarrassing how gentle it was.  Before reading it, I had a thought that maybe I would go back to one of the last official religious resignation letters I wrote. Maybe the one from nine years ago to the lead pastor of the mega church I was part of, or maybe the open letter from six years ago that kinda catapulted me into this space when I wrote about the evangelical behavior of that pastor when it lost him his job. To see, and, I guess, prove not only how much I've grown, but that I grew up here, in front of y'all, to prove my right to be here, and to say what I'm about to say. To show you all my papers, 'cause that's what we've been conditioned to do as black folks.  But, turned out there was no need for me to go that far back to be cringeworthy.  Daniel and I, as Cat Tetris, are posting something to social media every day in August. He's got the odd days. I got the evens. And today is an even day, so...  We are posting to make ourselves practice a few different visibility skills, including no disclaimers. So we've got a 10 word caption limit. Because there is never a day when I legitimately have nothing to post, but there are infinite times I don't, because I feel like I need to explain what I'm sharing, and I can't, because what's understood doesn't need to be explained. So the fact that I'm constantly expecting to be misunderstood here, that's actually red flag shit, 'cause it didn't used to be this way. I didn't used to feel that way in or about this space.  The whole way I fell in was just speaking my mind and connecting with people who were in the same spiritual and or emotional and or mental place at the same time. And for a while, it was fine. But at some point, we lost the plot, because we stopped following it. We stepped into the space and started just standing around, commiserating instead of conspiring, plodding in circles, instead of plotting and planning. Settling instead of setting off.  One of my best friends just FaceTimed me. I told her I was writing this letter, and that it's a step in my plan to give us free. I know she believed me about this letter. I hope she believed me about the freedom, and I hope I come through.  So I didn't end up looking back at either of those other letters. They don't matter. They were to and for an audience that has aged badly and is looking more and more like its parents.  I'm handwriting this letter. When I finish this draft, I will go back and rewrite all of this, to satisfy the people pleasing part of my brain that likes being known for my handwriting. I'm not going to type it, because typing allows for a certain level of convenience that lends itself to wasting words. But when handwriting, ain't nobody got time for all that. So it helps me stay focused.  I'm leaving the deconstruction space for real and for good this time. I've been trying to leave for the past few years, which is extremely reminiscent of how I left, and how I felt, leaving evangelicalism. There were attempts, and then there, eventually, was a definitive break. This is my definitive break from exvangelicalism, which is literally just new evangelicalism. And y'all are the new tokens.  Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

To be completely honest, I don’t know exactly what this is. I mean, it’s a podcast episode, but the precise genre? Unclear. So when it comes to describing it, the only thing I can say for sure is that I like it. It basically began as a sermon (did I mention that I’m starting a church?** 👀), that became the beginning of an ongoing conversation I hope to keep having with whosoever will. ** That bit about “did I mention that I’m starting a church” is obviously a joke — I’m well aware that I haven’t mentioned it. And it’s absolutely true. Drapetomanic Ministry is a real thing I am really starting and that I really hope you’ll support in whatever way makes the most sense to you. So check out this episode of drapetomanic behavior and then, as the spirit leads… Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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A quick heads-up before you hit play: God Has Not Given As A Podcast is never coming back, but the work is evolving. Welcome to a special broadcast introducing better gods—an offensive Christian podcast hosted by Janice Lagata where she doesn’t talk to people she doesn’t like. Consider this episode a masterclass in friendly fire, a clearing of the decks, and the official introduction to the next phase of Janice's public ministry. If you’ve been following Janice's journey through the deconstruction space, you know she left her social media platform last year. In this premiere episode of her new venture, she explains exactly why she left, what she learned from the outside looking in, and why she is completely done investing hope in white male proxies or centering aggrieved white women who can't hold nuance or see Black women as actual people with agency. From the dehumanizing "White Shirt" tier systems of her past Christian employers to the shallow, capitalistic numbers game of the modern exvangelical movement, Janice holds nothing back. What You'll Hear in This Episode: The Origin Story: Why this episode drops on May 18th—the birthday of Janice's late cat, David. The Bubble Problem: Disillusionment in the exvangelical space and the rise of the mediocre white "midman". Imagined Communities: The deep sociological difference between a country and a nation. The Announcement: A breakdown of the new bi-weekly better gods schedule, the Study To Be Quiet Hour, and the upcoming BYO Elder Book Club. Where to Find the New Space:The old email address isn't going anywhere. If you want to submit to be on the new show for Tell Me About Your God, apply for Debate Practice, or get information on the Study To Be Quiet creative hours, reach out directly. 📬 Get in Touch: [email protected] 🎧 Subscribe to the new feed: Search for better gods on your favorite podcast platform to catch every new episode dropping bi-weekly starting the week of Juneteenth. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this episode of 'God is Not Given,' host Janice Lagata, joined by guests Ashlee' from Seattle and Gael from South Carolina, explores the intricate dynamics of current political developments, focusing on Kamala Harris as the Democratic nominee. The discussion highlights the varied Internet reactions, the unique challenges faced by Black women online, and the polarized views surrounding the election. The group delves into the moral compromises of political roles, critiques figures like Jill Stein, and debates Black Americans' potential for colonization, ultimately affirming systemic barriers prevent it. They emphasize the importance of nuanced discourse, community, activism, and individual contributions to societal betterment, wrapping up with a call to engage with diverse media perspectives and humorous reflections on recent debates. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Natalia Terfa, (@nterfa) a progressive ELCA Lutheran pastor and co-founder of the podcast 'Cafeteria Christian,' shares her journey through faith, life, and community. Natalia emphasizes that all ways of connecting with the divine are valid and advocates for questioning and modernizing Christianity. The podcast 'Cafeteria Christian' caters to those disillusioned with traditional church experiences, offering a community for faith deconstruction and discussions on doubts. Through playful Q&A segments and deeper conversations, Natalia aims to liberate and affirm individuals while promoting everyday acts of subversion to challenge oppressive systems. Her passion for digital engagement supports her vision for a more inclusive, updated approach to scripture and faith. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Join Janice and her friends Ashlee' and Gaël for a blackity-Black conversation with their recaps and responses to recent shenans against Black folks. We're talking about: Michael Oher and all of us being blindsided by the cruelty hiding beneath The Blind Side The Alabama Riverboat Brawl (aka The Montgomery Mollywop) and the Chair Man of the Dock Jamie Foxx and the not accidental and not on purpose use of THEY that led to a lot of THEM being decidedly anti-Black (Originally release 8.23.23) WHERE TO LOCATE: ASHLEE' @unashamedly_ashlee || instagram GAËL @gaellissa || instagram Janice @godhasnotgiven || instagram janicelagata.com || dotcom SW-6260-3309-8908 || switch Hit the LINKTREE for more info on: Becoming a Jodly or Jodwilling Patron Grift of God, an exvangelical game book Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

WHAT AI HEARD: Join Janice for this fun episode! Deconstruction Girl—an anonymous Instagram influencer—discusses her journey through religious deconstruction, the motivation behind her meme account, and how it unexpectedly resonated with a large audience. She delves into the challenges of maintaining anonymity, the complexities of her family dynamics, and the mixed reactions she has received from followers. The conversation also touches on broader issues within evangelicalism, the value of humor in serious discourse, and strategies for protecting mental health while managing a social media platform. LINKS TO FIND/FOLLOW/SUPPORT: DECONSTRUCTION GIRL @deconstructiongirl | instagram JANICE @godhasnotgiven | instagram janicelagata.com https://janicelagata.substack.com/ LET ME READ TO YOU | PODCAST (Spotify Link) Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This episode captures a profound exploration of identity, faith, and creativity with Gail and Nate from the Full Mutuality podcast. It encompasses their journey of deconstructing their evangelical upbringing and the challenges of reshaping their identity and beliefs. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of critical thinking and self-discovery, particularly in regards to sexuality and personal belief systems post-evangelicalism. Furthermore, it celebrates their achievements in the realm of digital media, noting the power of storytelling and creative expression through podcasts and other platforms. The script also entertains the idea of adding a contemporary voice to biblical texts, reflecting personal and modern insights. Overall, it encapsulates a narrative of transformation, community building, and the artistic reinterpretation of faith through the lens of digital media. LINKS TO FIND/FOLLOW/SUPPORT: NATE & GAIL: @fullmutuality | instagram @natenakao | instagram JANICE @godhasnotgiven | instagram janicelagata.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this in-depth conversation, April Ajoy shares her unique journey from being raised in a Pentecostal household with a strong belief in Christian nationalism, through personal and family experiences leading to her deconstruction of faith, to confronting issues of gender identity within her marriage. April discusses the impact of her upbringing on her views, the transformative effects of encountering diverse perspectives, and the challenges she faces from the evangelical community due to her progressive stances. The discussion also touches upon the intersections of faith, politics, and identity, April's upcoming book on Christian nationalism, and the importance of humor and joy in addressing serious topics. Additionally, April offers insights into navigating marriage with a non-binary spouse, the implications of purity culture, and her advocacy for LGBTQ+ acceptance within religious contexts. LINKS TO FIND/FOLLOW/SUPPORT: APRIL AJOY: @aprilajoy | instagram Evangelicalish Podcast | Wednesday on YouTube The Non-Binary Marriage Podcast | Listen on Apple TNE Weekly Roundup | Fridays JANICE @godhasnotgiven | instagram janicelagata.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This podcast episode delves into the admiration and personal connections The IV Most Wanted (aka: Janice, Melanie, Sarah and Joanna) have with Beyoncé's music, particularly focusing on the transformative nature of her albums 'Renaissance' and 'Cowboy Carter'. It begins with a playful denial of Beyoncé's influence, quickly transitioning into heartfelt discussions about how her music has been a source of strength, community, and artistic inspiration. The IV Most Wanted discuss their evolving appreciation for the thematic depth in Beyoncé's work through various life stages. They particularly emphasize the inclusive and genre-defying aspects of her recent albums, engaging in debates over favorite tracks and their significances. Through theoretical speculation about Beyoncé's future projects and reminiscing about concert experiences, the episode encapsulates a collective appreciation for Beyoncé's unifying presence in both the music industry and the personal lives of her fans. IV MOST WANTED: Janice | @godhasnotgiven Melanie | @climbholamel Sarah | @officialsarahnaar Joanna | @josiny Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Theologizin' Bigger with Trey Ferguson In this engaging and wide-ranging discussion, Trey Ferguson offers insights into his book 'Theologizing Bigger', aiming to challenge conventional religious narratives and encouraging a broader understanding of faith. He and Janice discuss his position in Christianity and evangelicalism, emphasizing the importance of larger theological perspectives beyond deconstruction. Trey’s commentary not only probes the complexities of faith and identity but also underscores the necessity of embracing diverse interpretations and the pursuit of genuine understanding and love in religious discourse. LINKS TO FIND/FOLLOW/SUPPORT: TREY: @pastortrey05 | instagram @pastortrey05 | twitter pastortrey05.com JANICE @godhasnotgiven | instagram janicelagata.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

According to AI... In this episode, Janice Lagata discusses her thoughts and experiences with Christianity and evangelicalism. She delves into the traumas associated with being raised in an evangelical environment and the impact it has on individuals. Janice emphasizes her mission to challenge evangelicalism and speaks about the subjectivity of truth, challenging the idea of a single, cookie-cutter experience of God and emphasizing the importance of personal truth. Janice also critiques evangelicalism and its alignment with capitalism, highlighting the role of money in society. She explores the power of art and storytelling as a means of resistance against oppressive systems. Janice invites listeners to imagine a world without capitalism and prompts them to consider their own natural rhythms and desires. AI's TOP THREE TAKEAWAYS: Being raised in an evangelical environment can result in traumas, particularly related to purity culture and the concept of inherent sinfulness. Evangelicalism often promotes a single, cookie-cutter experience of God, which may not resonate with everyone. Janice's mission is to challenge evangelicalism and encourage critical thinking about religious beliefs and practices. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

WHAT AI HEARD... In this conversation, Janice and Scott Okamoto [author of Asian American Apostate] discuss various topics related to deconstruction, cultural identity, and belief systems. They explore the deconstruction of deconstruction and consider the possibility of punching Nazis. They also delve into the impact of human nature and capitalism on society, as well as the concept of winning and losing. The conversation highlights the need for self-reflection and the recognition of deep-rooted problems in order to foster understanding and progress. WHAT AI LEARNED -- TOP FIVE TAKEAWAYS... Art and words have been used to manipulate and control people, but they can also be powerful tools for self-expression and growth. The deconstruction community is evolving, and it is important to recognize the need for change and growth in personal beliefs. Challenging assumptions and examining ethical beliefs is necessary for personal growth. Accepting different ways of fighting and understanding different perspectives is important. Decolonizing thinking is a difficult but necessary process for white people. LINKS TO: FIND/FOLLOW SCOTT: @rsokamoto | instagram @rsokamoto | twitter Chapel Probation Podcast rscottokamoto.com CONTENT WARNING -- Happening soon and very soon! [FEBRUARY 17th & 18th in Portland, Oregon] Don't miss out! contentwarningevent.com SUPPORT THIS PODCAST and/or JANICE janicelagata.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

According to AI... In this episode, Janice discusses various topics including oppression, voting, and the role of privilege in society. She reflects on her fear of dying unfulfilled and the importance of making the most of life. Janice also explores the idea of reading the Bible without preconceived notions and empathizing with the oppressors. She delves into the concept of the United States as the Titanic and the machine of capitalism. Janice challenges listeners to examine their role as accomplices to the oppressor and discusses the importance of Black people's votes. She concludes by urging individuals to choose their allegiance and root for change. AI Takeaways: Make the most of life and do not fear dying unfulfilled. Question preconceived notions when reading religious texts. Examine the role of privilege in society and its connection to the machine of capitalism. Challenge the idea of empathizing with oppressors and strive to be an ally to the oppressed. Recognize the importance of Black people's votes and consider sacrificing privilege for the greater good. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices