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Inches From a Sniper Round in Syria | Graham Paul Roberts
2026/10/12
Graham Paul Roberts was 15 meters from a building in Syria when a man leaned around the corner. They saw each other and froze. The man stepped back, came out again, and raised his weapon. Graham fired first. Later, in a wood by the Menai Strait, while searching for his son, Graham saw that same man lean around a tree.
Graham Paul Roberts, author of Echoes in the Silence, sat down with Combat Story to tell what came before that moment and what came after it.
Graham was born in Wales in 1976, six weeks early and weighing two pounds, and doctors told his parents he would not live past 16. He spent 19 years in the Welsh Guards, from sentry duty at Buckingham Palace to patrols in Northern Ireland, instructing at Pirbright and Sandhurst, and a tour in Helmand Province, Afghanistan, in 2012. After leaving the Army he worked close protection in Iraq and became project manager for a team of about 100. In 2015 he took a private military contractor job in Syria, mentoring a special battalion of Syrian fighters in the fight against ISIS.
In this conversation, Graham takes us through a childhood in a special educational needs unit and the bullying that came with it. He tells the story of a decision in Kenya, when he had a young soldier bury a grenade and a belt of ammunition to protect his company's name, and the rank it cost him. In Syria, he describes living in a mountain bunker, building a replica trench to train his battalion, first contact at 15 meters, a day pinned down in an olive grove, and a sniper's round from roughly 1,000 meters away that tore the rifle from his hand. He explains the moment he accepted he was going to die and the peace that came with it.
Then he follows the story home: the nightmares, the drinking, the face he began to see in every room, the loss of his sister and his mother, the point where he planned to end his life, and the day he asked for help. He talks about the diagnosis of complex PTSD, the way he learned to face his memories, the work he does now with children who have special needs, and the book he wrote hoping it reaches the right reader.
CHAPTERS
0:00 Cold open and introduction
3:29 Born at two pounds
6:58 Joining the Welsh Guards
16:50 9/11 and Northern Ireland
22:00 Pirbright, covert surveillance, and Sandhurst
34:29 Kenya: burying the ammunition
40:00 Afghanistan and Bastion
47:35 Close protection in Iraq
51:21 The call that led to Syria
1:01:11 Crossing into Syria
1:14:27 First contact at 15 meters
1:21:12 Pinned down and the sniper
1:28:02 The moment he accepted death
1:31:09 Beirut, an IED, and a destroyed town
1:41:48 Fighting ISIS
1:48:52 Coming home
1:53:35 The woods and asking for help
2:00:14 Finding purpose and writing the book
2:05:00 Living with the echoes
Find Graham:
Echoes in the Silence (US): https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/echoes-in-the-silence-graham-paul-roberts/1150973652?ean=9781972688755
Echoes in the Silence (UK): https://www.waterstones.com/book/echoes-in-the-silence/graham-paul-roberts/9781972688748
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/roberts0902/
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AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans and extraordinary individuals share honest, unfiltered stories of combat, survival, leadership, and life after adversity.
Find AJ online:
Darkhorse: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/Darkhorse
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
If you are a veteran in crisis or thinking about suicide, call or text 988 and press 1 (U.S. Veterans Crisis Line). In the UK, call Samaritans at 116 123.
The Manhunt for Saddam Hussein | Lt. Col. Steve Russell (Ret.)
2026/09/28
On December 13, 2003, a battalion commander's six-month intelligence hunt ended in a spider hole outside Tikrit, and the man hiding in it was Saddam Hussein. Lieutenant Colonel Steve Russell, U.S. Army (Ret.), led that hunt, and he sat down with Combat Story to tell it from the inside.
Steve Russell spent 21 years as an Army infantry officer, with deployments to Kosovo, Kuwait, Afghanistan, and Iraq. In the spring of 2003 he took command of 1st Battalion, 22nd Infantry Regiment, 4th Infantry Division, and spent the following months building the intelligence network that led to the raid that found Saddam Hussein hiding on a farm near ad-Dawr. The capture was a combined effort, Russell's soldiers working alongside Task Force 121, and it was Ambassador Paul Bremer who told the world "we got him" the next day. That line became the title of Russell's memoir, We Got Him!: A Memoir of the Hunt and Capture of Saddam Hussein. After retiring in 2006, Russell went on to serve in the Oklahoma State Senate and then the U.S. House of Representatives, representing Oklahoma's 5th district from 2015 to 2019.
In this conversation, Steve takes us through becoming an infantry officer, the deployments before Iraq, the grind of a manhunt that ran for months before it produced a break, the night it came together outside Tikrit, and what it was like to watch that moment become a headline and then a book title. We also get into his second act: the jump from battalion commander to state senator to U.S. Congressman, and where his sense of service has taken him since.
Guest:
Steve Russell is a retired U.S. Army Lieutenant Colonel who served 21 years, deploying to Kosovo, Kuwait, Afghanistan, and Iraq. In 2003 he commanded 1st Battalion, 22nd Infantry Regiment, 4th Infantry Division, whose intelligence-driven manhunt near Tikrit led to the raid that found Saddam Hussein. He later served in the Oklahoma State Senate and as the U.S. Representative for Oklahoma's 5th district from 2015 to 2019. He is the author of We Got Him!: A Memoir of the Hunt and Capture of Saddam Hussein, available wherever books are sold.
Find Steve online:
Book: https://www.amazon.com/We-Got-Him-Capture-Hussein/dp/B0F5RNSBN4/ref=monarch_sidesheet_title
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/SteveRussellOK/
Host:
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans and extraordinary individuals share honest, unfiltered stories of combat, survival, leadership, and life after adversity.
Find AJ online:
Book: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/Darkhorse
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
Reconnaissance Man — Episode 3: Evil Eye
2026/09/21
The Cold War was fought long before the first shots of Vietnam captured America's attention. By 1966, more than 400,000 U.S. troops were committed to the war, Marine Corps Captain James "Jim" Steele among them, on his first trip back to Vietnam since advising South Vietnamese forces in 1961. The war had escalated fast: an August 1964 attack on a U.S. Navy ship in the Gulf of Tonkin, and a second reported attack that later analysis showed never happened, pushed President Lyndon Johnson to commit American combat troops to the fight. This time, Steele was there to fight, and he would need every bit of his reconnaissance training to survive what came next.
Episode 3 opens with Steele trading his assigned radio call sign, "Lavender Lace," for one he chose himself: Evil Eye. From there, we follow him through a training exercise in the Philippines that turned into a night spent tied to palm trees waiting for a tsunami that never arrived, and through the hard lessons of a second combat tour: picking up the remains of a Marine after a mine strike, discovering a fellow Marine killed by recoilless rifle backblast, and confining a Marine who fragged a fellow officer to an improvised cell until Division could take him away.
The episode also tracks two of the tour's defining threats: a defective batch of M16s that jammed in the field and got Marines killed before the Marine Corps traced the problem to the wrong gunpowder, and a night ambush in which Steele's experience in nighttime combat pistol matches let him take out four infiltrating enemy soldiers by instinct, in the dark, before they reached his position.
It builds to late April 1967, when a machine gun round passed through both of Steele's legs, narrowly missing the bone and a main artery. His rifle jammed. He dodged a grenade thrown at him, threw two of his own, and made his own tourniquets while his corporal was killed running to his aid. Wounded and bleeding, Steele talked his own medevac helicopter down to his position by radio. What followed, a mixed-up Red Cross telegram that told his wife Marlene he'd been shot in four places he hadn't been, an experimental surgical technique to save his legs from infection, and Steele altering his own service record to get back to the war before a doctor ever signed off on him, reveals a Marine who had trained himself, by his own account, to feel almost invincible.
Reconnaissance Man is more than the story of one Marine. It is the story of reconnaissance itself, told through the career of one of its pioneers.
In this episode:
The Gulf of Tonkin incident and the road to a 400,000-troop war Getting the call sign "Evil Eye" A near-tsunami during training in the Philippines Toughening up: picking up the pieces after a mine strike Fragging in the ranks and Private Washington The M16's deadly jamming problem in the field Volley grenades, pistol tactics, and calling in fire support A night ambush: taking out four infiltrators with a pistol Wounded: shot through both legs in late April 1967 Losing a corporal, and talking down his own medevac A telegram mix-up and an experimental surgery in Guam Rewriting his own paperwork to get back to the war If you enjoyed Episode 2, Episode 3 follows Steele into the war he'd only advised on before, and the night that nearly ended his life.
Chapters:
0:00 The Road Back to Vietnam
4:00 Tied to a Tree: The Philippines Tsunami Scare
6:45 Turning Hard: Picking Up the Pieces of War
10:35 Fragging in the Ranks: Private Washington
13:01 The M16's Deadly Jamming Problem
17:19 Grenades, Mortars, and Calling In Air Support
22:51 Night Ambush: Four VC in the Dark
27:14 Wounded: Shot Through Both Legs
33:15 Talking Down His Own Medevac
36:10 A Telegram and an Experimental Surgery in Guam
45:34 Getting Back to Vietnam Before His Legs Had Healed
Created by investigative journalist Ashly McGlone in collaboration with the Marine Reconnaissance Foundation (MRF), and visually brought to life by Combat Story, Reconnaissance Man is a nine-part limited series following Steele's extraordinary 30-year military career through Vietnam, the Cold War, and beyond.
🎙️ Guest — James Lyle Steele
James Lyle Steele is a retired U.S. Marine Corps Lieutenant Colonel whose 30-year career carried him through Vietnam, the Cold War, and beyond. A member of the original generation of Marine reconnaissance men, Steele's story offers a rare firsthand look at war, survival, and service across decades of American military history.
Ashly McGlone is an investigative journalist and the creator of Reconnaissance Man. As Steele's granddaughter, she pairs reporting, narration, and historical context with family connection to bring his extraordinary story to life with depth and care.
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reconnaissanceman/
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🎙️ Host — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans and extraordinary individuals share honest, unfiltered stories of combat, survival, leadership, and life after adversity.
Find AJ Online:
Book (Darkhorse): https://www.ajpasciuti.com/book
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
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Why the Marine Corps Killed Sniper School | The Four Horsemen
2026/09/14
Four career Marine scout snipers packed into one room, no script, no agenda — and what comes out of it is some of the funniest, most specific war stories you'll hear all year, sitting right next to a dead-serious reckoning with what their own community did to itself.
AJ Pasciuti sits down with three of his closest friends from the sniper and reconnaissance world — Mic Skinta, Roland LeBlanc, and Dagan Van Oosten — four storied careers in one conversation. Combined, this is decades in the Marine Corps sniper community: schoolhouses, deployments, instructor duty, and the fight to keep the program alive. As AJ puts it going in: some of it gets serious, most of it doesn't, and it's a solid few hours of the guys doing what they're actually best at.
That means this one runs the full range. Stories that only make sense to the four people who lived them — getting "hugged" in the sniper school stalking lanes, a prank war that turned an officers' briefing upside down, a care package of garage-sale He-Man toys that became a running joke on an FOB in Afghanistan for weeks. And then, without ever losing the room's energy, a real conversation about the three-star ultimatum that nearly ended Marine Corps sniper school, why they saved it, why it got cut anyway, and why they see the same pattern playing out with the Corps's scout program today. It closes on the case all four of them actually believe: invest in the person holding the rifle, not just the gear in their hands.
Chapters:
0:00 Cold open
1:01 Meet the Four Horsemen
2:26 Pig hugging: sniper school stories begin
29:46 A He-Man care package to Afghanistan
35:28 The BRC prank wars
44:16 The three-star ultimatum that could've killed sniper school
52:09 Rebuilding the course — and winning it back
59:30 What stalking never actually tested
1:06:44 How the sniper community wrote its own ending
1:35:28 Building the Infantry Marine Course
1:39:06 The refrigerator that said everything
1:45:29 Budget, standards, and the Ranger comparison
2:02:09 Today's fight: GRC, ARC, and a fear for recon's future
2:19:18 Invest in the human, not just the gear
2:20:07 Train smarter, not harder
2:28:26 Have we lost yet?
2:31:41 Closing thoughts
Guest Information — Dagan Van Oosten
Dagan "Hoot" Van Oosten is a U.S. Marine Corps veteran, Reconnaissance Marine, and former Scout Sniper who deployed to Iraq before spending more than a decade in federal contracting supporting U.S. government operations overseas, including as a contractor for the CIA. Today he's an entrepreneur and co-founder of Nomadic Research, where he also hosts the Nomadic Research Podcast.
Find Dagan online:
Nomadic Research: https://nomadicresearch.com/
Nomadic Research Podcast: https://www.youtube.com/@nomadic-research-podcast
Nomadic Research Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nomadic_research_podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dagan_van_oosten/
Guest Information — Mic Skinta
Mic Skinta enlisted in the Marine Corps in 1995 and spent nearly three decades in the scout sniper community — sniper team leader, platoon sergeant, platoon commander, and instructor at Scout Sniper Instructor School and Scout Sniper School Kaneohe Bay — before being selected for the Marine Gunner Program and commissioning as an Infantry Weapons Officer. He deployed in support of Iraqi Freedom, Enduring Freedom, and Inherent Resolve (Iraq, Syria, Jordan, and Kuwait), closing out his career as Regimental Gunner at School of Infantry West before retiring in 2022. His decorations include the Legion of Merit and the Combat Action Ribbon with two stars. He's now Senior Business Development Manager, military division, at Ultimate Training Munitions.
Guest Information — Roland LeBlanc
Roland LeBlanc served 20 years in the Marine Corps as a Reconnaissance Marine and Scout Sniper, including a stretch with 1st Force Reconnaissance Company as a Point Man and Scout Sniper. During a 2010 deployment to Afghanistan he was awarded two Purple Hearts and a Navy and Marine Corps Achievement Medal with "V" for valor. He went on to instruct at Recon Training Company and I MEF Special Operations Training Group, serve as a Platoon Sergeant with 2nd Force Reconnaissance Battalion, and work overseas as a senior advisor to Dutch special operations forces, earning the Meritorious Service Medal. He retired as a Master Sergeant in 2026 and is now in outside sales at MATBOCK.
Host Information — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans and extraordinary individuals share honest, unfiltered stories of combat, survival, leadership, and life after adversity.
Find AJ online:
Darkhorse: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/book
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
"From the Infantry to Fighting for Allies" | Andrew Sullivan, No One Left Behind Executive Director
2026/08/24
Andrew Sullivan led an Army infantry platoon through two tours in Iraq and commanded a company in Afghanistan — and says his own interpreter carried more risk, and more of the war, than he ever did. Today Andrew runs No One Left Behind, fighting to get America's wartime allies home before it's too late.
Andrew commissioned as an infantry officer out of Virginia Military Institute and served over nine years in the U.S. Army, deploying twice to Iraq and once to Afghanistan, with a later posting to Latvia as tensions rose with Russia. He led a rifle platoon through a leadership crisis in Iraq's Mesan Province, ran the drawdown at Al Assad Air Base, and commanded a company working alongside the Afghan National Army in Zabul Province — where he grew close with his interpreter, Amodi, and first learned what the Special Immigrant Visa program actually promises the people who serve beside American troops. He's been fighting for that promise ever since: first as legislative director at With Honor Action, now as executive director of No One Left Behind.
The conversation covers Andrew's path to service after 9/11, Ranger School and where Army and Marine Corps training genuinely differ, the leadership mistake he says he still hasn't forgiven himself for, two deployments to Iraq — including the unglamorous work of shutting down a forward operating base — and a company command in Afghanistan defined by firefights, IEDs, and a 250-lb bomb that landed in the middle of six Afghan soldiers without detonating. It closes on the work he does now: what the SIV program actually requires, why it's stalled, and what's at stake for the tens of thousands of interpreters and soldiers still waiting on America's word.
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Guest Information — Andrew Sullivan
Andrew Sullivan served over nine years as a U.S. Army Infantry Officer, deploying twice to Iraq and once each to Afghanistan and Latvia. After leaving active duty, he became Executive Director of No One Left Behind, a nonprofit fighting to get Special Immigrant Visas issued to the Afghan and Iraqi interpreters and allies who risked their lives serving alongside U.S. forces. Under his leadership, NOLB has helped drive an approved backlog of more than 30,000 allies forward while operating almost entirely on private funding — the program currently receives $0 in direct government support. Sullivan continues to push for the visas, resettlement support, and follow-through the U.S. promised the people who fought beside it.
Find Andrew online:
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/andrew-sullivan-a2a97755/ NOLB LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/no-one-left-behind NOLB Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/NoOneLeftBehindUS NOLB Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nooneleftbehindus/ NOLB YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGYfopN1o2D79z2xsWeyKnA/videos
Host Information — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner) with 21 years of service and multiple combat tours in Iraq and Afghanistan. He is the author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life and the host and creator of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, combat experience, and life after war. Through Combat Story, AJ's mission is to capture the real moments that shaped warriors—not invented drama, but the specific incidents and choices that define character—and to honor the lineage and lessons of military service.
Find AJ online:
Book (Darkhorse): https://ajpasciuti.com/darkhorse Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com Instagram: @ajpasciuti Chapters:
0:00 – Cold open
1:52 – Introduction
3:54 – What called him to service, and 9/11
18:49 – Virginia Military Institute
23:16 – Commissioning and infantry training
27:40 – Ranger School
50:04 – First duty station and a last-minute orders swap
58:43 – First Iraq deployment begins
1:00:00 – A platoon's entire leadership gets fired
1:14:00 – The "manifesto" email — and the lesson that followed
1:27:00 – Second Iraq deployment: shutting down Al Assad Air Base
1:36:00 – Coming home
1:44:00 – Afghanistan: company command in Zabul Province
2:08:00 – The JDAM that didn't go off
2:25:00 – Meeting Amodi and what he learned about real sacrifice
2:30:00 – Inside the Special Immigrant Visa program
2:54:00 – How to help No One Left Behind
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Why a Wounded EOD Gunnery Sergeant Refused to Leave His Team & What Happended After| Timothy Colomer
2026/08/03
Gunnery Sergeant Timothy Colomer was a decorated EOD technician in Iraq when a daisy-chain IED detonated directly beneath his truck. The blast broke his helmet in half. It should have sent him home. Instead, he made a choice that defined his character—he stayed deployed to lead his team.
But the war wasn't over when the deployment ended. Back home, Timothy faced something harder than combat: uncontrollable rage, traumatic brain injury, and the struggle to find purpose. Then, unexpectedly, he picked up a paintbrush.
In this episode, AJ sits down with Timothy to explore his unlikely journey from bombs to canvas—and how a single painting of a female warrior reconnected a suicidal Marine with her daughter, leading her to therapy, recovery, and reconnection with her family. Timothy shares how his art went viral on cruise ships, how his work will be etched into marble at the Marine Corps EOD Monument at Quantico, and what it means when the tools that kept you alive in war become tools that destroy you in peace.
This is a story about transformation, the power of vulnerability, and finding a new way to serve.
Guest Information — Timothy Colomer
Gunnery Sergeant Timothy Colomer is a retired U.S. Marine EOD Technician who served multiple deployments including one combat deployment in Iraq. On December 11, 2006, he sustained severe blast injuries from a daisy-chain IED that fractured his helmet and caused traumatic brain injury—yet chose to remain deployed to lead his team. After leaving active duty, Colomer transitioned to professional artist, using his work to process trauma and support fellow veterans. His paintings have reconnected suicidal Marines with their families, gone viral globally, and will be permanently etched into marble on the EOD Obelisk at the Marine Corps Museum in Quantico, Virginia (unveiling May 2027).
Find Timothy online:
Art Portfolio: www.littledogartstudios.com
Instagram: @littledogartstudioshouston
Host Information — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner) with 21 years of service and multiple combat tours in Iraq and Afghanistan. He is the author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life and the host and creator of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, combat experience, and life after war. Through Combat Story, AJ's mission is to capture the real moments that shaped warriors—not invented drama, but the specific incidents and choices that define character—and to honor the lineage and lessons of military service.
Find AJ online:
Book (Darkhorse): https://ajpasciuti.com/darkhorse
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com
Instagram: @ajpasciuti
LinkedIn: /angelo-pasciuti
Combat Story Podcast: https://combatstory.com
Sniper Alex Lemons: Friendly Fire, the Battle of An Najaf, and the War Still in Veterans' Bodies (Part 2)
2026/07/27
Alex Lemons survived the Battle of An Najaf without a scratch from the enemy — and nearly died from friendly fire instead, when a young Marine mistook him for an insurgent and put six rounds past him from fifteen yards away.
This is Part 2 with Alex Lemons, a former Marine Scout Sniper, Iraq War veteran, and co-author of Warbody with environmental historian Joshua Howe. We pick up in Najaf and Fallujah in 2004, follow Alex through two more deployments including a year advising Iraqi and Polish forces under General Petraeus, and then get into why he and Josh wrote the book: the case that concussions, PTSD, and toxic exposure — lead, burn pits, contaminated water at Camp Lejeune — compound on each other in ways the military has never fully accounted for, and what that means for how we treat veterans of every generation who've served since.
This one's long, and it's worth sitting with. Especially if you've served, or you're close to someone who has.
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Guest Information — Alexander Lemons
Alexander Lemons is a former U.S. Marine Scout Sniper and Bronze Star recipient who served multiple combat deployments during the Iraq War, including Nasiriyah and Fallujah. He is the co-author of War Body: A Marine Sniper and the Hidden Violence of Modern Warfare, a powerful look at the hidden physical and psychological costs of combat and what war leaves behind long after the shooting stops.
War Body: https://wwnorton.com/books/9781324066330
Featured Article: https://www.hcn.org/issues/57-2/a-veteran-transforms-a-legacy-of-violence-into-a-campaign-for-restoration/
Host Information — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, and life after combat.
Find AJ online:
Book (Darkhorse): https://ajpasciuti.com/darkhorse
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
Chapters
0:00 – One round, twelve inches from his face
2:37 – Chasing a flyer into the sniper platoon
13:14 – A guerrilla war nobody upstairs would admit to
17:29 – Sniper school, and the partner he lost before he ever deployed
48:38 – Into the Battle of An Najaf
58:36 – The 1,600-yard shot, and the tank he had to call in
1:12:17 – Losing Sergeant Rochas — then almost losing himself to his own side
1:22:45 – Two stories through a roof: the injury that started the clock
1:26:16 – A second deployment, and leadership that nearly got them killed
1:41:19 – Walking away from the Corps to advise generals in Iraq
1:50:26 – Coming home to a Marine Corps — and a body — that didn't fit anymore
2:00:24 – The anorexia, and the lead he didn't know he was wearing
2:44:37 – Three forces: concussions, PTSD, and toxicants
3:19:47 – "The war is continuing in everybody's body"
946 Days as a Hostage in Iraq | Peter Moore's Only Full Interview
2026/07/20
He thought he was accepting a routine IT contract. Instead, Peter Moore disappeared into captivity for 946 days.
In 2007, British IT consultant Peter Moore traveled to Baghdad believing he would be helping rebuild Iraq's Ministry of Finance from the safety of the Green Zone. Days after arriving, he and four British security contractors were kidnapped by an Iranian-backed militia.
Peter would spend the next 946 days as a hostage.
For more than two and a half years, he endured isolation, psychological torture, repeated mock executions, and the daily uncertainty of whether he would ever see his family again. The four men kidnapped alongside him never made it home.
This is Peter Moore's only long-form interview about his captivity.
In this extraordinary conversation, Peter shares the full story—from accepting what he thought was a routine overseas contract to surviving one of the longest hostage ordeals of the Iraq War. He reflects on the mindset that carried him through captivity, the routines that kept him alive, the power of hope and humor in the darkest moments, and what it means to rebuild a life after unimaginable trauma.
This isn't simply a story about being held hostage.
It's a conversation about resilience, perspective, and the extraordinary strength of the human spirit.
CHAPTERS 00:00 Peter Realizes He's Been Kidnapped
02:00 Introduction
03:02 Peter Moore's Background
10:14 The IT Contract That Changed Everything
15:11 Why He Accepted a Job in Baghdad
25:52 Arriving in Iraq
32:39 Day One in the Green Zone
40:28 The Kidnapping Begins
53:37 Life as a Hostage
1:06:58 The Mock Execution That Changed Everything
1:15:47 Deciding to Survive
1:27:41 Building Routines to Stay Alive
1:44:26 The Interrogations
1:58:11 Humor as a Survival Tool
2:10:54 Learning the Fate of the Other Hostages
2:24:37 The Day He Was Released
2:39:15 Returning Home After 946 Days
2:46:22 The British Embassy & The First Taste of Freedom
2:52:18 Life After Captivity
3:00:46 Final Reflections on Survival & Resilience
Guest — Peter Moore Peter Moore is a British IT consultant who traveled to Iraq in 2007 to support reconstruction efforts following the Iraq War. Just days after arriving in Baghdad, he and four British security contractors were kidnapped by an Iranian-backed militia. Peter spent 946 days in captivity before being released in December 2009, making him one of the longest-held Western civilian hostages of the Iraq War. Today, he speaks about resilience, survival, and the mindset that carried him through one of the most extraordinary hostage experiences of the 21st century.
Host — AJ Pasciuti AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans and extraordinary individuals share honest, unfiltered stories of combat, leadership, resilience, and life after adversity.
Find AJ Online:
Darkhorse: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/book
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
About Combat Story Combat Story is a podcast featuring authentic, long-form conversations with veterans, intelligence professionals, first responders, and remarkable individuals whose experiences offer lessons in leadership, resilience, and service. Every episode goes beyond the headlines to explore the human stories behind extraordinary events.
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Writing Darkhorse, Carrying Combat Story, and What Comes Next | AJ Pasciuti & Ryan Fugit
2026/07/14
What happens after the writing is done and the book has to face the world?
Nearly two months after the release of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, the microphone changes hands.
Combat Story founder Ryan Fugit returns to interview current host AJ Pasciuti in a candid conversation recorded in New York City just days after the launch of Darkhorse. Together, they reflect on the journey from manuscript to publication, the emotional weight of sharing deeply personal stories, and why the mission has always been bigger than a single book.
The conversation explores the lessons behind Darkhorse, the Marines and mentors who shaped AJ's life, the realities of publishing a memoir, and the future of Combat Story as a community dedicated to preserving the stories of those who have served while inspiring leadership, resilience, and service beyond the military.
Whether you've been with Combat Story since Ryan hosted the show or recently discovered it through AJ, this special episode offers a rare behind-the-scenes conversation about where Combat Story began, how it has evolved, and where it's headed next.
CHAPTERS 00:00 Intro
02:46 The Fear of Publishing a Memoir
04:46 Arnold Schwarzenegger's Endorsement
07:50 Writing a Memoir Without Sounding Like a Narcissist
10:20 Breaking Into Publishing
12:02 Who Is Darkhorse For?
13:50 Fact-Checked by the Director of the Marine Corps Museum
18:35 Cold Calling the Sergeant Major of the Marine Corps
20:20 The Weight of Carrying Combat Story
22:10 The Desert Storm Podumentary
25:36 The Darkhorse Ethos
34:14 Reading the Comments After the Big Podcasts
36:10 The Push Behind Darkhorse
38:22 Ryan's New Podcast: Restricted Handling
40:07 Ryan Reveals His Book
AJ Pasciuti AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, and life after combat.
Find AJ Online:
📕 Darkhorse: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/book
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
💼 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
🌐 Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
Ryan Fugit Ryan Fugit is the founder of Combat Story, a former U.S. Army AH-64 Apache pilot, former CIA Operations Officer, and host of Restricted Handling, where he explores geopolitics, intelligence, and national security with experts from around the world.
Find Ryan Online:
💼 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ryan-fugit
🎙️ Restricted Handling: https://www.restrictedhandling.com
Follow Combat Story wherever you listen to podcasts, and join us for new episodes every other Sunday.
The Air Assault That Changed Modern Warfare | Frank Hancock on Desert Storm
2026/07/06
What does it take to lead one of the largest air assault operations in military history?
Retired Army Colonel Frank Hancock joins Combat Story to share a firsthand account of planning and executing the historic 101st Airborne Division air assault during Operation Desert Storm. From intelligence preparation and mission planning to leadership under fire and the evolution of Army doctrine after Vietnam, Frank provides an inside look at one of America's defining military campaigns.
AJ and Frank also discuss mission command, the role of intelligence in combat, how military leaders make decisions in uncertain environments, and why the lessons of Desert Storm continue to shape modern warfare today.
Whether you're interested in military history, Army aviation, leadership, or Special Operations, this conversation offers valuable insights from someone who helped lead one of the most significant operations of the Gulf War.
In This Episode Frank Hancock's journey into Army Aviation Rebuilding the Army after Vietnam Planning the 101st Airborne's Desert Storm air assault Intelligence failures—and successes—that saved lives Leadership under extreme pressure Mission command and decentralized decision-making Lessons from Desert Storm for today's leaders This episode is part of Combat Story, where veterans and leaders share the experiences that shaped them in combat and beyond.
Chapters
00:00 Introduction
02:34 Frank Hancock's path into Army Aviation
09:42 Learning leadership as a young officer
17:26 Building the 101st Airborne after Vietnam
27:11 Preparing for Operation Desert Shield
38:54 Planning the largest air assault of Desert Storm
52:37 Intelligence that changed the mission
1:05:48 Launching deep into Iraq
1:18:42 Leadership under uncertainty
1:31:57 Mission command and battlefield decision-making
1:44:23 Lessons from Desert Storm that still matter today
1:57:36 Advice for the next generation of leaders
2:05:18 Final thoughts
Guest — Frank Hancock
Retired U.S. Army intelligence officer, Desert Storm veteran, and author of Operation Desert Storm: How Two Young Intelligence Analysts and an Infantry Battalion Changed the War in Iraq. Frank brings firsthand experience from one of the most successful military campaigns in modern history, offering a rare insider perspective on intelligence, leadership, and warfare.
📘 Operation Desert Storm
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1036130437
✍️ Signed Copies
https://www.whistlestopbookshop.com/operation-desert-storm
📘 Facebook
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61579963121498
Host — AJ Pasciuti
Retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Marine Gunner, author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of Combat Story.
📕 Darkhorse
https://ajpasciuti.com/Darkhorse
📸 Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
🔗 Website
https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
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Reconnaissance Man EP. 2 - Caribbean Confrontations
2026/06/29
In Episode 2 of Reconnaissance Man, presented in partnership with Combat Story, we follow U.S. Marine Corps Lieutenant James "Jim" Steele through two defining Cold War flashpoints: the Cuban Missile Crisis and the Dominican Civil War.
After returning from Vietnam and serving at Parris Island, Steele finds himself watching the Cuban Missile Crisis unfold from stateside. Unsatisfied with secondhand reporting and eager to understand what American forces were actually doing at Guantanamo Bay, he carries out an unauthorized mission of his own making, sneaking onto a military transport bound for Cuba during one of the most dangerous moments in modern history.
What he finds at Gitmo surprises him.
Despite the world standing on the edge of nuclear war, Steele sees defensive preparations that fall far short of what he expected. The experience reinforces one of his lifelong lessons: reconnaissance means seeing for yourself.
The episode then follows Steele to the Dominican Republic during Operation Power Pack, where U.S. forces intervened during the Dominican Civil War. There, Steele serves as an aerial observer, helps locate a hidden enemy tank, calls in fires, and reflects on the poverty, instability, and human suffering beneath the larger Cold War struggle.
This chapter of Reconnaissance Man is about initiative, risk, Cold War tension, and the instincts of a Marine reconnaissance officer who was never content to stay on the sidelines.
CHAPTERS
00:00 The Cuban Missile Crisis Begins
01:44 Introducing James "Jim" Steele
03:01 A Hard-Charging Marine Instructor
07:29 Sneaking into Guantanamo Bay
11:20 Life Inside Gitmo During the Missile Crisis
13:53 What Steele Found Defending Guantanamo
16:52 Cold War Technology and Burst Communications
17:56 The Cuban Missile Crisis Comes to an End
19:43 The Court-Martial That Never Happened
21:40 Operation Power Pack Begins
24:23 Deploying to the Dominican Republic
27:58 Hunting an Enemy Tank from the Air
31:53 The Reality Behind the Headlines
34:17 Fighting Poverty, Not Just Rebels
36:02 How the Dominican Civil War Ended
36:54 Episode 3 Preview: Back to Vietnam
Created by investigative journalist Ashly McGlone in collaboration with the Marine Reconnaissance Foundation (MRF), and visually brought to life by Combat Story, Reconnaissance Man is a nine-part limited series following Steele's extraordinary 30-year military career through Vietnam, the Cold War, and beyond.
🎙️ Guest — James Lyle Steele
James Lyle Steele is a retired U.S. Marine Corps Lieutenant Colonel whose 30-year career carried him through Vietnam, the Cold War, and beyond. A member of the original generation of Marine reconnaissance men, Steele's story offers a rare firsthand look at war, survival, and service across decades of American military history.
Ashly McGlone is an investigative journalist and the creator of Reconnaissance Man. As Steele's granddaughter, she pairs reporting, narration, and historical context with family connection to bring his extraordinary story to life with depth and care.
🔗 Find Reconnaissance Man and Ashly McGlone Online:
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reconnaissanceman/
📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ashlyreports/
✖️ X (Reconnaissance Man): https://x.com/ReconManPod
✖️ X (Ashly McGlone): https://x.com/AshlyReports
🎙️ Host — AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, and life after combat.
🔗 Find AJ Online:
📕 Darkhorse: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/Darkhorse
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
📘 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
🔗 Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
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James Stejskal: The Secret Green Berets of Cold War Berlin
2026/06/22
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In this episode of Combat Story, AJ Pasciuti sits down with retired U.S. Army Chief Warrant Officer 4, former Green Beret, former U.S. Foreign Service Political Officer, military historian, and author James Stejskal to explore the little-known story of Special Forces Detachment A Berlin, a classified Cold War unit tasked with operating behind Soviet lines in the event World War III broke out.
James shares his journey from Nebraska to the 82nd Airborne, Special Forces selection, and 10th Special Forces Group before pulling back the curtain on life inside divided Berlin. He explains how Green Berets prepared for sabotage missions, resistance operations, intelligence gathering, clandestine identities, and counterterrorism missions while surrounded by Soviet and East German forces.
Along the way, we discuss Cold War espionage, unconventional warfare, the evolution of Special Forces after Vietnam, early counterterrorism operations before Delta Force, and the lessons modern operators can learn from a generation that spent decades preparing for a conflict that never came.
This is a fascinating look at one of the most secretive units in Special Forces history and the men who stood ready to fight World War III from behind enemy lines.
In This Episode: Growing up in Nebraska and joining the Army 82nd Airborne and Special Forces selection Robin Sage and earning the Green Beret 10th Special Forces Group Special Forces Detachment A Berlin Cold War espionage and clandestine operations Sabotage plans against Warsaw Pact targets Counterterrorism before Delta Force Life behind the Berlin Wall Military history, writing, and preserving hidden stories Guest: James Stejskal James Stejskal is a retired U.S. Army Chief Warrant Officer 4, former Green Beret, former U.S. Foreign Service Political Officer, military historian, conflict archaeologist, and author of 12 books.
He served 23 years in U.S. Army Special Forces and special mission units before continuing his government service overseas. He is the author of Special Forces Berlin: Clandestine Cold War Operations of the US Army's Elite, Masters of Mayhem, and The Snake Eater Chronicles Cold War espionage series.
Website: https://www.jamesstejskalauthor.com
Host: AJ Pasciuti Retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Marine Gunner, author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of Combat Story.
Darkhorse: https://ajpasciuti.com/book
Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
Chapters 00:00 Introduction
01:08 Meet James Stejskal
05:35 Growing Up in Nebraska
13:42 Becoming a Green Beret
24:10 Life in 10th Special Forces Group
34:22 The Road to Berlin
44:05 Special Forces Detachment A
56:48 Inside Cold War Berlin
1:08:14 Preparing for World War III
1:18:37 Sabotage and Unconventional Warfare
1:28:21 Espionage and Tradecraft
1:39:52 Resistance Networks Behind Enemy Lines
1:49:46 Counterterrorism Before Delta Force
2:00:33 The Soviet Threat
2:10:18 Lessons from the Cold War
2:18:55 From Green Beret to Historian
2:26:48 Preserving Hidden History
2:34:10 Leadership and Service
2:41:30 Final Thoughts
From Army Ranger to The Apprentice Winner | Kelly Perdew
2026/06/08
How does a West Point graduate and Army Ranger go from military service to winning The Apprentice and building one of the most successful veteran-focused venture capital firms in America?
In this episode of Combat Story, AJ Pasciuti sits down with Kelly Perdew to discuss leadership, service, entrepreneurship, and the lessons that carried him from the U.S. Army to the national spotlight and beyond.
Kelly shares his journey through West Point, Army Intelligence, and Ranger School before discussing the experience of competing on—and ultimately winning—Season 2 of The Apprentice. He reflects on the leadership lessons he learned in uniform, how military experience shaped his approach to business, and why veterans often possess unique advantages as entrepreneurs and leaders.
The conversation also explores startup failures, venture capital, the founding of Moonshots Capital, and the importance of backing mission-driven founders who can thrive in uncertain environments.
Throughout the discussion, Kelly offers practical insights on leadership, resilience, accountability, and what it takes to build successful teams both inside and outside the military.
In this episode, we discuss:
West Point and Army leadership development Ranger School and lessons in perseverance Winning The Apprentice Season 2 Transitioning from military service to business Entrepreneurship, startups, and failure Building Moonshots Capital Investing in veteran-led companies Leadership under pressure The value veterans bring to the private sector Creating impact after military service Whether you're a veteran navigating transition, an entrepreneur building a company, or simply interested in leadership and personal growth, Kelly's story offers valuable lessons from both the military and business worlds.
Chapters
00:00 Leadership Wins Everywhere
01:12 Meet Kelly Perdew: West Point, Ranger & Apprentice Winner
06:22 Why Military Leadership Translates to Business
12:54 Choosing West Point and the Path to Service
23:23 Ranger School and Learning to Embrace Hardship
29:56 UCLA, Entrepreneurship & Building His First Startup
48:10 Inside The Apprentice: How Kelly Won Season 2
58:39 From Reality TV to Venture Capital
1:05:42 The ID.me Story and Betting on Veteran Founders
1:18:23 Building Moonshots Capital
1:30:29 Why Veterans Make Exceptional Entrepreneurs
1:35:46 Transitioning Out of the Military Successfully
1:41:14 Leadership, Service & Leaving a Legacy
1:45:56 Final Advice for Veterans and Founders
🎙️ Guest — Kelly Perdew
West Point graduate, Army Ranger, entrepreneur, author, winner of *The Apprentice* Season 2, and co-founder of Moonshots Capital. Kelly has spent his career leading teams in the military, building and scaling companies, investing in founders, and helping veterans successfully transition into business and entrepreneurship.
📸 Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/kellyperdew
💼 LinkedIn:
https://www.linkedin.com/in/kellyperdew
𝕏:
https://x.com/kperdew
🚀 Moonshots Capital:
https://moonshotscapital.com
📘 Book — Take Command: Leadership Principles from the Military to Business:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1596980001
🎙️ Host — AJ Pasciuti
Retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Marine Gunner, author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of Combat Story.
📕 Darkhorse: https://ajpasciuti.com/Darkhorse
📸 AJ Pasciuti Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti
🔗 Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com
From Iraq to Firefighter | The Weight of Service
2026/05/25
What happens after the uniform comes off?
In this episode of Combat Story, AJ Pasciuti sits down with Army combat veteran, firefighter, MMA fighter, and author James McDevitt for one of the most honest conversations we've had about service, trauma, purpose, and the lifelong search for meaning after war.
James shares his journey from growing up in a military family to deploying to Iraq as an 18-year-old convoy gunner during some of the deadliest years of the war. He talks about football, failure, identity, and the difficult transition from combat deployments back into civilian life.
The conversation also dives deeply into the emotional realities of firefighting — including the lasting impact of trying to save a young child trapped in a house fire — and the psychological burden first responders and veterans often carry long after the moment ends.
AJ and James discuss:
What it feels like to make life-or-death decisions at 18 years old The addiction many veterans feel toward combat and high-stakes environments Why being "left out of the fight" can deeply affect soldiers psychologically Brotherhood, love, sacrifice, and why war creates bonds unlike anything else Football, MMA, firefighting, and finding identity after losing purpose PTSD, suicide, vulnerability, masculinity, and the importance of mentorship Why failure often teaches more than success ever can James also discusses his debut novel, A Walk Among Heroes, a story inspired by true events that explores war, love, loss, and what it means to come home after conflict.
This episode is raw, reflective, and deeply human.
If you're interested in military service, combat psychology, firefighting, leadership, masculinity, veteran transition, or the emotional realities behind war stories, this conversation will stay with you long after it ends.
🎙️ Guest — James McDevitt
Army combat veteran, firefighter, MMA fighter, and author of A Walk Among Heroes. James writes and speaks about war, brotherhood, trauma, resilience, and the lifelong search for purpose after service.
📸 Instagram: @JamesMcDevittAuthor
🎵 TikTok: @JamesMcDevittAuthor
▶️ YouTube: @JamesMcDevittAuthor
📘 Facebook: @JamesMcDevittAuthor
🔗 Website: JamesMcDevittAuthor.com
🎙️ Host — AJ Pasciuti Retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Marine Gunner, author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of Combat Story.
📕 Darkhorse: https://ajpasciuti.com/Darkhors
📸 AJ Pasciuti Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
🔗 Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
CHAPTERS
00:00 – The House Fire That Changed Everything
01:06 – Introduction | James McDevitt
03:20 – Why James Wrote "A Walk Among Heroes"
07:40 – Growing Up in a Military Family
13:10 – Football, Identity, and Young Masculinity
18:45 – Joining the Army After 9/11
25:00 – Iraq at 18 Years Old
31:20 – Convoy Combat and Daily Violence
39:50 – Brotherhood in War
47:10 – The Addiction to High-Stakes Environments
54:20 – Coming Home from Combat
1:01:40 – Firefighting and Exposure to Death
1:09:15 – Trying to Save a Child in a House Fire
1:18:20 – PTSD, Suppression, and Emotional Numbness
1:26:30 – MMA Fighting and Finding Purpose
1:34:10 – Veterans, Suicide, and Isolation
1:42:00 – Why Failure Shapes Us
1:49:15 – Writing Fiction Inspired by Real Experience
1:56:30 – Advice for Young Men Considering Service
2:02:10 – Final Thoughts on Brotherhood and Purpose
"We Thought We Were Going to Die Every Night" | Ramadi Veteran Story With Marin Raider Joshua Shores
2026/05/11
Today on Combat Story, we hear the story of Joshua "Josh" Shores — Marine infantry combat veteran, Purple Heart recipient, former Marine Raider, retired firefighter, entrepreneur, and author of Counting on Death: A Marine Infantryman's Journey from the Front Lines of Combat to the Fight for Peace.
Josh served with Alpha Company, 1st Battalion, 5th Marines during some of the hardest fighting in Ramadi before later deploying to Afghanistan with Marine Special Operations. In this conversation, he takes us through the reality of combat as a 19-year-old Marine, the burden of surviving when others did not, and the long fight to make peace with the memories that followed him home.
Although AJ and Josh never served together, this episode becomes a deeply relatable conversation between two Marines who carried similar experiences through different units, deployments, and years of war. There are moments where the interview gives way to recognition, where both men are able to sit inside the same memories, ask harder questions, and give language to parts of combat that are rarely spoken about clearly.
This episode goes far beyond firefights and deployments.
Josh speaks candidly about the culture inside the infantry during the height of the Iraq War, the emotional toll of losing friends to IEDs, the confusion of counterinsurgency warfare, survivor's guilt, shame, identity, suicide, and the struggle many veterans face trying to reconnect with life after combat.
This is a conversation about consequence.
About brotherhood.
About grief.
And about trying to find peace after war.
🎙️ Guest — Joshua "Josh" Shores
Marine infantry combat veteran, Purple Heart recipient, former Marine Raider, retired firefighter, entrepreneur, and author of Counting on Death. He served with Alpha Company, 1st Battalion, 5th Marines in Ramadi before later deploying to Afghanistan with Marine Special Operations.
🔗 Find Joshua Online:
📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CountingOnDeath/
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/joshuashoresofficial/
🔗 Website: https://www.countingondeath.com
📕 Book (Counting on Death):
https://www.amazon.com/Counting-Death-Marine-Infantrymans-Journey/dp/1636245706/ref=tmm_hrd_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&sr=8-1#detailBullets_feature_div
🎧 Audiobook:
https://www.audible.com/pd/Counting-on-Death-Audiobook/B0F1Z1HJSG?source_code=ASSGB149080119000H&share_location=pdp
🎙️ Host AJ Pasciuti
AJ Pasciuti is a retired Marine Force Recon Scout Sniper and Infantry Weapons Officer (Marine Gunner), author of Darkhorse: Harnessing Hidden Potential in War and Life, and host of the Combat Story Podcast, where veterans share honest, unfiltered stories of service, leadership, and life after combat.
🔗 Find AJ Online:
📕 Book (Darkhorse): https://www.ajpasciuti.com/book
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ajpasciuti/
📘 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/angelo-pasciuti/
🔗 Website: https://www.ajpasciuti.com/
🎧 Featured Combat Story Episodes with AJ
👉 Combat Story Podcast – Part 1 (USMC Sniper & Force Recon) - Battle of Fallujah | Shooting w/ Chris Kyle | American Sniper | AJ Pasciuti https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4QI-5sNeCs
👉 Combat Story Podcast – Part 2 (Sniper vs Sniper Battle) - Killing the Enemy's Most Lethal Sniper | Force Recon | AJ Pasciuti https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5Ggly1TGAU
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Your S1 2026/09/28
6 hours is too long
I’m a big fan of the show. However, your latest episode won’t even download due to file size.
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Cheribee 🐝 2026/09/20
Excellent podcast
Please remember our military who sacrificed
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Sumsmitus 2026/06/25
The guests need better microphones
Great content and great guests. My biggest complaint is that the guest will often times use a cheap microphone and they sound like they are far away f...
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Rocklike1 2026/05/01
Rapid Fire Comedy Tour
I listen to Combat Story regularly and this was one of the most engaging episodes I have yet to listen to. Keep up the great work and convey my best ...
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M.P. Barry 2026/04/03
Change title to “The life and times of a soldier who was also involved in combat”
Once the narration and dialogue arrives at an actual “Combat Story” it is a great podcast. But in the interval there is banter that should be left on ...
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BrianD.03 2025/11/17
Saturday afternoon weekly listen
I enjoy the episodes and the regular releases every Saturday. I have been a weekly listener since the summer of 2023. Recently it seems like the epi...
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high pressure distributor 2025/10/09
Thank you Ryan
What an amazing show you have built. You have done a great job over the years and we appreciate it. Good luck with your future endeavors. AJ will d...
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the real Gnagey 2025/09/21
Background music
I’ve always really enjoyed this podcast but absolutely don’t like the recent addition of background music. Just let them tell their story.
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Awayagain 2025/09/08
Always a great listen!
I rarely sit still long enough to watch an episode, but I look forward to each podcast to listen while I am going about my day. I have recommended the...
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Godfather Rock 2025/08/29
1-36 Episode
Great interview! There has been very few interviews about CA/Psyop Teams during GWOT or other periods. It was interesting to listen to a first hand...