Rivers of Ancestors
2024/01/23
(Art by Jessie White, Seeds of Spells)
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I've recently returned from an ancestry workshop, which was deeply moving. Combined with other ancestry work, and discussions about ancestry that have gone on in my life lately, this is opening up a channel for a deeper history of myself, a deeper sense of self.
Perhaps you’re on your own journey into ancestry.
I am of the many beings who have walked before me. They are part of me, with myself as an individual self being the tip of the finger of a body, a great body of ancestors.
For me, raised in an individualistic culture, this is quite a paradigm shift.
For most people, for most of our time here as humans, it’s more usual.
By the way, the lady putting on this ancestry workshop is named Pulxaneeks. She's a First Nations lady from the Xanuksiala First Nation, here in the Salish Sea.
You can find out about her work here.
I recommend her workshops, in-person and online.
Now, I'm going to dive into ancestry as a way of understanding a character.
This character might be yourself, or someone you know. It could be someone in a story you're writing. It could be a fictionalized version of yourself, or someone you know.
When I think of Ancestry, I think of many rivers flowing into one, many creeks coming together into one.
And what is that one river into whom they flow? That is the one who is living now, who is acting on the stage of this world. And these many streams collecting in the watershed, of course, are the different lines of genealogy that have coalesced over decades, centuries, and millennia, into that one who is walking the earth today.
Into us.
And each one of us is such a river, flowing into the future.
In this workshop, Pulxaneeks’ partner Scott led us in a practice that I'd like to share with you.
Here’s the practice.
Touch your fingers to your neck so you can feel your pulse.
Feel that drumming, feel that rhythm.
You might even tap that rhythm on another part of your body, on your chest or leg or somewhere else, feeling that rhythm, and knowing that this pulse has been pulsing since you were born, all the way back to the start of your life.
Pulsing, pulsing, pulsing, since you were born, and yes, before you were born. That pulse was shared with you from your mother's pulse; it was activated by your father's pulse.
That pulsing went on in the body of your mother, of your father, throughout their whole lives, and back to when they were in the wombs of their mothers…
and their mothers…
and fathers….
pulsing back,
back, back,
back.
This pulse goes back thousands and thousands and thousands of generations, into the time before there were humans, such as we know ourselves now.
Now, when you're considering the ancestry of a character—that is to say, the stories that flow into the story of that character's life—you may want to pick one or two streams, because it branches out pretty quick.
Each of us has two parents, and together they have four parents. Altogether they have 8, then 16, 32, and it gets complex pretty quick.
Many of us have ancestry from different parts of the world, so depending on which part of that branch we follow, we end up in very different parts of the world.
Just choose one stream for now, and you can always go with a different choice next time. And as you’re thinking of this strand going back in time, I invite you to consider the land in which they roamed, in which they worked and loved and sang.
Was there deep winter? If so, did it draw people inward, perhaps to make intricate art that took much time to create, and to tell intricate stories? Was there a harvest time, a drying time, a preserving time? Or was the land of these ancestors a warmer land, that made for easier travel, and different harvests coming at different times throughout the year?
All this you might feel from this drumming pulse and feel this in your own blood and bones as
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