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Have you ever felt pressure to perform for God or wished your spiritual life felt more rooted? Centered on John 15, this episode offers a freeing reset by exploring how abiding, not achieving, is the true path to intimacy, peace, and genuine fruitfulness in Christ. We are called to remain in God’s love, and this means Christ-likeness, not numbers or accomplishments. Being like Christ is walked out within the family and Christian community as the fruits of the Spirit mature within our relationships with others. As we offer to God our imperfect, honest selves, He can reshape the clay of our lives into His likeness.This honest episode explains how staying, listening, and resting in Scripture anchors your soul in Christ, and the result is spiritual fruit. Have a listen, and you’ll also find out why Jenn loves the month of October!  ABIDE Conference registration March 5-7, 2027 "Abiding" playlist Episode Scripture John 15:1-8 Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: October 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

If you've ever wondered whether your hardships mean God is disappointed in you, this conversation offers a beautiful reminder: the Father prunes because He desires your life to overflow with good fruit. In this episode, Lisa, Matt, and Jacqueline explore the deep imagery of vines, branches, and abiding. They discuss how God tends, prunes, and nourishes His people so that true life can flourish.  In light of John 15:1–2, they explore the Father’s loving work as the vinedresser, the Son as the true vine, and the Holy Spirit as the life flowing between them. Pruning in our lives is a life-giving process when examined in the light of viticulture, the science of growing and cultivating grape vines to make them fruitful. When growing grapes, “sucker shoots” appear healthy but drain life from the vine. This offers a vivid picture of the things we cling to that look life‑giving but are actually destructive. Lies, fear, shame, false identities, and unhealthy striving can become "sucker shoots" that drain spiritual life God lovingly exposes these areas, not to shame us, but to restore communion and vitality. Listen to some beautiful personal stories of conviction, surrender, forgiveness, and deeper freedom.  ABIDE Conference registration March 5-7, 2027 Newark, Delaware Unbound One-Day Conference "Abiding" playlist Episode Scripture John 15:1-8 Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: September 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Jacqueline Harper

Season 6 of the Open Doors Podcast premieres with its theme: The Abiding Life! Our first episode launches a four‑week study of John 15 where we explore Jesus' invitation to "abide in me."  What does it really mean to abide? Is it simply spending time with God, or is it something much deeper? Jenn, Matt, and Lisa discuss what it means to abide. Together, they reflect on the intimate relationship Jesus offers, the Father's desire to dwell with His people, and how abiding is less about striving and more about remaining open to His presence. Drawing from his recent time in Hungary, Matt describes abiding as deep time with a friend, a communion marked by mutual indwelling, and spiritual intimacy through the Holy Spirit. Abiding means open receptivity to the Lord’s presence. Jenn reflects on growing in her identity in Christ,  learning to sense His indwelling presence as she moves through the world. In our day to day, abiding can be a challenge amidst constant noise. Matt offers the simple practice of “recalling God’s presence” by slowing down, detaching, and acknowledging  Him, saying: You are with me. Lisa remembers the hymn Abide with Me, expressing the Christian’s heartcry and invitation for the Lord to dwell with us. She closes with stanza four, making it a prayer. Come rediscover the joy of living from Him not just for Him.  ABIDE Conference registration March 5-7, 2027 Newark, Delaware Unbound One-Day Conference "Abiding" playlist Episode Scripture John 15:1-8 Abide with Me Hymn  Christ at Heart’s Door by Warner Sallman  Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: September 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Jacqueline Harper

In this final episode of Season 5, Neal sits down with Kevin Kuster, author of From Playboy to Prodigal Son which recounts how the former Playboy photographer turned devout follower of Jesus. Kevin shares how an undiagnosed learning disability in childhood planted the lie that he was “stupid” and how that false belief caused decades of striving, shame, and imposter syndrome. Through a powerful encounter with God and the gentle deliverance at an Unbound Conference, Kevin gained freedom from fear and self-condemnation. He recounts the moment he sensed God saying to him, “I will never leave you.”  From the elaborate parties in Hollywood to receiving prayer, he pulls back the curtain on power, celebrity, and pornography, sharing how he found salvation where he least expected it, in the arms of a loving God. Kevin’s story tells of childhood humiliation, then worldly success, and finally the grace of confession, forgiveness, and reconciliation — including a profound healing moment with his father.  He is now an inspirational speaker and co-founder of Watts of Love, a global nonprofit that distributes life-changing solar lights to people living in extreme poverty. This episode speaks directly to anyone carrying hidden shame, battling addiction, feeling trapped in hopelessness, or wondering if freedom is truly possible. With compassion, humor, and profound honesty, Neal and Kevin remind listeners that no wound is too deep, no past too broken, and no person beyond the reach of the Father’s love. Find From Playboy to Prodigal Son  Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: May 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

In this episode, Jenn shares a message she gave at a recent women’s retreat about God’s invitation to experience His blessed life through Jesus. Every invitation calls for a response, and Jenn explores that response through three powerful “R’s”: Return, Repair, and Rest. Return reminds us that God is always pursuing us in love. It begins with recognizing our need for Him. Jenn and Jacqueline discuss the ways God draws us back to Himself, sometimes through dreams or interventions. Repair requires acknowledging what happened and then problem-solving about what to do differently. Jesus emphasized repentance, or metanoia, the Greek word for a transformed mind that leads to a changed action. Through Him, true repair and restoration are possible in our relationships with others and with the Lord. Rest invites us to live rooted, knowing that God’s love does not waiver. We can dwell in the Father's blessing—knowing that we are sons and daughters. Jesus himself rested and showed us that letting go of the 'to-do' list can sometimes be a path to provision. And for a little trivia fun: True or False — Matt Lozano is surprisingly handy with home improvements? Listen to this episode to find out! *We had some technological issues with sound on this one, so it's good, but not our A game.  Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: May 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Jacqueline Harper

Join Neal Lozano in this powerful and deeply personal conversation as he speaks with Kim Zember, speaker, missionary, and author of Restless Heart: My Struggle with Life and Sexuality. Kim shares her powerful message about the greater love and freedom found in Jesus, which is the foundation of her ministry, Boldly Beloved. Kim describes the boldness of her ministry as coming from the radical love she is continually learning and receiving from God the Father. She explains that her ministry helps people move from feeling unloved to becoming "beloved" by God, emphasizing that the word beloved comes from two words: Be Loved. The heart of her message is to trust that God is good and ask Him for an encounter. During the discussion, Kim shares her personal struggles, wrestling with identity, sexuality, and brokenness. She highlights that the opposite of any sin is God, saying “Come as you are. Let Him encounter you, because when you meet a greater love, the lesser loves aren't as appealing.”  Together, they unpack themes of shame, intimacy, spiritual healing, and the power of experiencing God personally, not just knowing about Him. Kim concludes by sharing about her mission work in Africa through Unforgotten Faces,  helping orphans and widows, and encourages listeners toward "Complete Victory" by trusting that God is not finished. Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Sign up for our Enews Release: April 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Jacqueline Harper

Join Matt and Jenn as they discuss the upcoming film,That They May Be One, with Heart of the Father board member Adriana Gonzales. The film — which features contributors like Francis Chan, Dr. Ralph Martin, Dr. Mary Healy, and our own Matt Lozano — examines Christian unity as an important pursuit and burden for the Church today. The discussion emphasizes that unity is not just an idea but an obedience we must live out, fulfilling the prayer of Jesus in John 17. The film explores the Holy Spirit’s work since 1901, demonstrating how historical outpourings, such as Azusa Street, broke down barriers, proving that God uses unity for His outpouring. Matt notes that when we recognize Christ as the head, we find our family in the body. Adriana also shares personal and practical suggestions for pursuing unity along with a 10-day prayer plan following the film's release that concludes on Pentecost 2026! That They May Be One will be released in theaters May 19 and 20. Find more information at thattheymaybeonefilm.com and flourishyourfaith.org. Come join us as we hope to align our hearts with Jesus’ final prayer: that we may be one. Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Find the trailer for That They May Be One Release: April 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

What happens when someone deeply involved in psychic practices and Reiki realizes it isn’t bringing real healing? In this fascinating episode, Lisa sits down with ministry team member Meg Ethridge, a former psychic and Reiki master, who shares her journey out of the occult and into true freedom. Spurred by a sincere desire to help people coupled with intermittent psychic experiences, Meg opened a storefront offering occult services to clients. “I didn’t go looking for the occult, the occult found me,” she explains. But over time, she began to recognize that these practices were not helping people in the way she had hoped. Meg shares candidly what led her into the world of the occult, what brought her back to the church, and how she eventually was pointed towards Heart of the Father Ministries.  Her story reaches a profound moment when she shares, "And by the time I got to the end of [the Unbound session], for the first time I felt the Holy Spirit literally come through the top of my head through my whole body.”  In a culture where social media often glamorizes occult practices as sources of insight or empowerment, Meg’s story provides a powerful witness that real healing comes from one Source alone.  If you’ve ever been curious about the reality behind psychic practices, or are searching for deeper spiritual healing, this episode is for you. Don’t miss this riveting conversation that proclaims the truth of God’s love, His mercy, and the freedom He longs to give. Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Find the trailer for That They May Be One Release: April 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

In this episode, we meet Alejandro Rivero, a husband, father, and businessman from Mexico whose relationship with God was once distant—but through the power of Unbound Ministry, he came to know the Father in a loving and personal way. “Something was changing inside of me,” Alejandro shares regarding the transformation of his faith. He describes how the Holy Spirit brought to light a childhood memory that helped him recognize lies he had believed. That moment opened the door to healing and greater understanding. Moved by his new freedom, Alejandro made it his mission to help others in Spanish-speaking countries experience the same love of the Heavenly Father. Among Alejandro’s initiatives are weekend retreats for college students to become trained in the Five Keys, and equipping others to bring Unbound Ministry across Mexico. He and his team are participating in Pentecost2026.com in Cancun, continuing in their mission to share freedom and the Father’s love. Listen today to hear Alejandro’s personal and profound story of how healing begins with truth! Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: April 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

In this final episode of our book study, Jenn, Matt, and Lisa bring everything together by exploring two powerful themes: charismatic prayer and the ultimate call to become like Him. What does it really mean to pray in the Spirit, and how does that kind of prayer actually transform us? The three talk about how charismatic prayer isn’t just about emotional expression or spiritual gifts, but about surrender, intimacy, and allowing the Holy Spirit to shape us from within. As they reflect on the final chapter, we turn our attention to the deeper promise at the heart of the Christian life: that through grace, we are being conformed more and more into the likeness of Christ. This episode is both a conclusion and an invitation to continue seeking the Holy Spirit, to remain open in prayer, and to trust that God is faithfully at work in us. Because in the end, prayer isn’t just something we do… it’s how we become who we were made to be.  Find Personal Prayer: A Guide to Receiving the Father’s Love Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: April 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

In this week’s episode of Open Doors Podcast, Emily, Jacqueline, and Lisa continue their Lenten book study on Personal Prayer: A Guide to Receiving the Father’s Love, diving into chapters on Scripture, Eucharistic adoration, and devotional prayer.  The conversation explores the richness of Lectio Divina, an ancient practice that helps Christians engage more deeply with sacred Scripture. Emily describes it as “chewing” on the Word of God, noting, “It gives you permission to think out loud with God in prayer. Listen as all three women share dynamic personal examples on topics including scripture memorization, miraculous answered prayer, Adoration chapels, and repeating “The Jesus Prayer” — a devotion rooted in ancient monasticism. And don’t miss Jacqueline’s story about a time in college when the Lord spoke to her through scripture and it proved life-changing! For next week, read Chapters 10 & 11 and tune in to hear the final episode of our Lenten Series on Personal Prayer: A Guide to Receiving the Father’s Love. Find the Lenten Study Reading Schedule Help us continue to bring you more episodes and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: March 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

Jacqueline, Jenn, and Lisa continue our Open Doors podcast walk through Personal Prayer: A Guide for Receiving the Father’s Love. In Chapter 6, they discuss the honest, sometimes uncomfortable journey that exists within the human condition caused by original sin and one’s own limitations. They talk about the temptation to discouragement, the “pit of desolation,” and how the Five Keys of Unbound help remove barriers that keep us from experiencing the Father’s love.  Jacqueline shares how God met her in a very dark season and later used that experience to help her accompany others in their dark place. Jenn reflects on Jesus’ tender encounter with the apostle Peter by the fire on the shore of the Sea of Tiberias and how the Lord approaches each of us with the same mercy. The three explore St. Thérèse’s Little Way as an invitation to bow low, surrender, and embrace our littleness, as opposed to just “trying harder.”  Under Chapter 7, they discuss the beauty and stability of liturgical prayer, which the authors describe as “Heaven on Earth,” and how it can be a call to enter, respond, and participate. Find the Lenten Study Reading Schedule Help Us Make Room for One More and donate here See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: March 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

In this episode Jacqueline, Jenn, and Lisa cover Chapters 4 and 5 of our Lenten study of  Personal Prayer: A Guide for Receiving the Father’s Love. These three examine the depths of loving God by touching on themes like surrender, self-absorption, suffering, and praying to a hidden God. The Lord is always drawing us to himself, giving us faith. Coupled with our natural efforts, however feeble, our faith is met and sustained by Him.  Jenn likens Matt’s call into ministry to an example from Chapter 4 and emphasizes their surety of God’s timing in the moment. She also speaks about her experience in reading Personal Prayer, feeling challenged to full abandonment and pursuit of the Lord. She speaks of offering up suffering to Him rather than allowing for self pity or self absorption. Lisa highlights the Psalms as the “Christian’s prayerbook,” giving examples of the Psalmist’s words that aid the heartcry within varied places of human experience. Jesus is our example of turning to God when feeling forsaken and He will rebuild amidst divine silence.  They conclude this conversation with a deep prayer surrounding words from St. Paul of the Cross that speak of surrender and abandonment to God’s will. Just when you think this book can't get any better, it does. Listen and share with a friend! Find the Lenten Study Reading Schedule See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: March 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

Join us in covering Chapters 2 & 3 of our Lenten book study: Personal Prayer: A Guide for Receiving the Father’s Love with Jenn, Jacqueline, and Emily. This beautiful conversation explores how prayer is less about performance and more about relationship with a loving Father. “It got me excited for prayer!” Emily shares, reflecting on the book’s image of communion with God as two drops of wax melting together, fused in a way that can never be separated. Together these three talk about opening up to the Lord in new and vulnerable ways.  Jacqueline reflects on the shared root of the words attention and tension, noting how prayer draws her out of her own concerns and into deeper intimacy with God. “I want to be attentive so the Lord can draw me in,” she says. Chapter Two lists six “entrances” to vulnerability and stresses the importance of persevering in prayer. Jenn, Jacqueline, and Emily openly share how these themes apply to their own spiritual lives as they “keep showing up.”  The episode also explores three levels of conversation in prayer—transactional, positional, and transformational—and how God invites us into deeper dialogue with Him. Finally, the hosts dive into the mystery of silence, drawing on insights from St. John of the Cross, who teaches that God’s eternal “word” is spoken from silence. Emily concludes with a personal story drawn from her silent retreats, offering insight into ways God calms our fears and meets us in the stillness. Find the Lenten Study Reading Schedule See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: March 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper

“The Introduction is something I often skip in a book,” Jacqueline admits with a laugh,  “but this one was so good I read it three times!” She continues on to emphasize the word “receiving” from the title of our Lenten book, Personal Prayer: A Guide for Receiving the Father’s Love.  Jacqueline, Emily, and Lisa sweetly unpack the idea of being vulnerable in contemplative prayer and delve further into the focus of Lenten disciplines and how dying to oneself brings about fruit.  They discuss how prayer reshapes the way we relate to others, whether in marriage, moments of conflict, or even toward those we struggle to forgive. They then explore how prayer softens the heart and makes room for full, authentic forgiveness. Lisa offers a vivid image from the St. Vincent Archabbey,  a bubbling fountain with its source likened to the Lords’ streams from which we draw, letting Jesus reveal Himself to us so we bubble over. The episode concludes with lines from a hymn that speak of the overflowing fountain of God’s redeeming love. Join us and go deeper in prayer, vulnerability, and the fruit of dying to self. For next week: Read Chapters 2 & 3 of Personal Prayer  Find the Lenten Study Reading Schedule See our upcoming events Sign up for new episode drop alerts Release: February 2026 Music by Christian Harper Production by Christian Harper