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In this short practice, you’re invited to check in with what your body, heart, and mind actually need in order to settle, which could be a change from “just doing what you usually do.” This is not meant to be a practice of guilty indulgence but a training in discerning what would create less suffering. Even though, in practice, choosing less suffering is centered on you in the short term, this can be ripe training for seeing, discerning, and choosing less suffering for yourself and others, now and in the future. This meditation was guided in the Everyday Dhamma Community monthly meetup. ----- Practice Reflection The Buddhist teaching of Right Action (sammā-kammanta) is a teaching that invites us into understanding cause and effect clearly enough to choose what can reduce suffering. In meditation, this looks like noticing what actually helps you settle versus what you think should help. In daily life, it’s the same—the conversation you’d rather avoid but that actually resolves something, the rest you take instead of pushing through exhaustion, the boundary you set that has been long overdue. Learning to discern what supports you teaches you to recognize what supports others, too. You can’t offer what you don’t know how to receive. By training yourself to notice what creates ease and less suffering in your own system, you slowly develop the sensitivity to see it in others. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here🫶🏽 deepen our connection and become a member here🌱 join somatic experiencing™ for qt/bipoc waitlist here💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this meditation, you’re invited to notice what’s here through the felt sense—the somatic doorway. How does whatever you feel feel in the body? Where does it land? How does it shift? Rather than naming the experience and moving on, you’re getting curious about its texture, its movement, and how it shifts and evolves. This meditation was guided in the Everyday Dhamma Community monthly meetup. ----- Practice Reflection We can easily move through an experience quickly and call it mindfulness—feeling something arise and immediately naming it: anxiety, joy, frustration. I certainly did this for years when I started meditating, thinking I was doing a “good job” at being mindful and “being with” my experience. In hindsight, quickly naming something and moving on was more akin to whack-a- mole than anything else. As my practice has taught me to slow down over the years, I’ve realize that the naming lets us off the hook. We think we understand what’s happening but naming is just the mind’s shorthand. I wasn’t giving myself time to truly be with and understand whatever I was experiencing. The practice of getting curious about the felt sense marks the difference between truly understanding your experience vs. conceptually knowing it. From there, deep insights can arise. When you stay with that tingling in your chest instead of just calling it nervousness, you learn in a deep way that it’s not solid; it moves and shifts, showing you anicca or impermanence. With time and repetition, you can also begin to see how, when the storylines and characters fall away, the specificity of the nuance and complexity you’re experiencing is a doorway into the universal, connecting you with all sentient beings. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here🫶🏽 deepen our connection and become a member here🌱 join somatic experiencing™ for qt/bipoc waitlist here💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

We are complex beings made up of different parts—a wise and intuitive part, a fragile and wounded part, an impatient one. And depending on changing conditions like whether we've slept or eaten well, or feel activated, any one of these could be driving the show. And they all belong. In this meditation, you’re invited to notice which part feels most prominent in this moment and to meet it with tenderness. This meditation was guided in the Everyday Dhamma Community monthly meetup. Practice Reflection When I started meditating over 20 years ago, I unintentionally brought the part of myself that was a perfectionist and my own worst critic to my practice, so much so that my practice became another place to measure my self worth. It took me more than a decade and a lot of loving-kindness (mettā) and tenderness practice (and therapy) to shift that tendency that once felt oh! so! permanent! I didn’t end up converting the harsh critic to a loving part, though. The harsh critic ended up getting folded into the unconditional love of mettā where she didn’t need to love me back to belong. All this to say, your fragile and wounded part isn't broken and your impatient part isn't bad. They show up from time to time because of causes and conditions, and they all belong. In daily life, practicing with this can look like both offering yourself patience for your own resistance and contradictions, and seeing others in their actions through the same lens. 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🫶🏽 deepen our connection and become a member here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In uncertain times, when so much feels fragile and out of our control, the Buddhist quality of equanimity—the steady heart in the middle of the storm, the capacity to stay present with what’s here, without pushing it away or clinging too tightly—can feel like a distant ideal. This quality doesn’t arise by chance; it’s something we can cultivate moment by moment, breath by breath, and it’s deepened when we recognize that everything is changing—thoughts, emotions, sensations, and the world around us. In this meditation, we’ll explore that space. You’ll be guided to notice the changing nature of everything—the breath comes and goes, sensations arise and fade, emotions and thoughts move through like visitors at a window. By tuning into that lifespan of things, you train yourself to ride the wave instead of grasping or pushing away. We’ll notice what’s here and practice meeting it with friendliness and care. ----- Practice Reflection One of the ways I define equanimity, or upekkhā, is the capacity to feel everything fully while not being swept away by it. This becomes possible because everything is already changing—this worry won’t feel the same in ten minutes, the joy will shift, for example. Knowing this begins to loosen the grip of both grasping and aversion of things needing to be a certain way. In daily life, this becomes your steadiness, not because you stop caring, but because you’ve practiced enough to know that nothing stays. In the midst of all that’s unfolding in our world, this practice may feel small or insignificant, but it’s anything but. By cultivating equanimity, you’re strengthening your capacity to stay grounded, see clearly, and act with wisdom and care, for your benefit and the benefit of others. That steady heart that can respond with wisdom, even when things feel fragile and chaotic, is one of the most grounded things you can offer. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you're invited to notice something we usually miss: the lifespan of things. Everything that arises—a feeling, a sound, a breath—has a life… and then it fades. We typically notice phenomena when we are in the thick of it, but what if you could notice the fading? There's something that happens when you contemplate that this might be the last time you feel this particular way, hear this particular sound, take this particular breath—tenderness, presence. You stop gripping so tightly because you realize you can't hold it anyway. In this meditation, we are learning that impermanence becomes permission to just be here. Practice reflection: The Buddhist teaching of anicca (impermanence) can sound bleak until you practice with it. Everything changes and everything ends, including moments you love. But there’s something liberating buried under this realization—if everything is impermanent, then this anxiety won’t last forever, and neither will this joy. Neither will this particular ache in your heart. In daily life, we grip what feels good and resist what feels bad, never quite believing that both are temporary. We argue with our partner like it’s permanent. We hold onto a compliment like we can keep it forever. We catastrophize a bad moment as if it defines our whole life. Impermanence is constantly telling us otherwise, but we don’t often hear its message. The contemplation of anicca shows us reminds us to just be present—with your loved one, knowing you won’t have them forever; ith your body, knowing it’s changing; with this breath, knowing it’s the only one you have right now. That awareness doesn’t make you morbid, it makes you tender. 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you’ll be guided to gather your mind around an anchor as an act of power. A gathered mind is a powerful mind, the kind that can see clearly and affect change in a distracted time. As you settle, you might notice unsettledness or frazzledness. Rather than treating it as a problem, simply make space for it, like watching clouds pass, and in that space, clarity can emerge. Practice reflection: We live in an age designed to scatter our attention—alerts, notifications, outrage cycles, doom-scrolling—there’s an endless stream of things pulling our focus away from what actually matters to us. This isn’t accidental. Attention is power, and the more fragmented yours is, the less power you have. Right Concentration (sammā-samādhi) is about gathering your mind as an act of reclamation. When you sit and gather your attention around your breath instead of the news, you’re not escaping the world. Instead, you’re building the kind of clarity and steadiness you need to actually show up for it. Our ancestors before us and our descendants after us need people who can think clearly, see truly, and act with intention. That’s what a gathered mind makes possible. In daily life, this looks like choosing where your attention goes: one conversation with full presence instead of five conversations half-there, one task done with focus instead of ten tabs open and nothing finished. It’s small… and yet it’s not. Every time you reclaim your attention from distraction, you’re building power. 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you're invited to meet yourself and whatever struggles or overwhelm you're carrying with the tenderness you'd naturally offer someone you love. That meeting itself is the practice (and not always an easy one, at that!). We are intending to move toward not striving toward a particular feeling or getting loving-kindness "right" but instead noticing what actually happens in your body when you offer yourself these wishes of loving-kindness. And if that feels too far away, there's permission built in: as much as possible. Even a small softening counts. ----- Practice reflection: We’re often terrible at receiving. We can give endlessly—care, time, attention, energy—but when it comes to being held by kindness (especially our own), something tightens. We feel unworthy. We feel we need to earn it. We resist being vulnerable enough to let it land. The practice of mettā (loving-kindness) helps us create the conditions for our hearts to soften, and then we try to notice what actually happens. Maybe nothing. Maybe a subtle shift. Maybe tears. Regardless, all of it is welcome. In daily life, this looks like meeting your own struggles with the same gentleness you’d offer a struggling friend. When you mess up, can you say “of course, my love, you’re human” instead of spiraling into self-judgment? When you’re overwhelmed, can you let yourself be held by support instead of white-knuckling your way through? And when self-compassion feels impossible, there’s always the permission of “as much as possible.” Even 5% of kindness toward yourself is still kindness. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you'll notice feeling tone in two dimensions. First, the worldly: your reactions to external sensory experiences like sounds, sensations, thoughts, and the pull toward what feels pleasant, away from what feels unpleasant, the drifting of neutral. Then there’s the unworldly: the feeling tone that arises in response to your internal states—when kindness emerges, when concentration deepens, when wisdom touches you. This meditation encourages you to cultivate the capacity to notice both. ----- Practice reflection: We’re usually aware of worldly feeling tone—how we’re pulled toward pleasant sensations and away from unpleasant ones. But the Buddhist teaching of vedanā or feeling tone includes something subtler: the unworldly. How do you feel when compassion arises? When you touch clarity? When peace settles in? There’s a feeling tone there, too, and we can grasp at it just as tightly as we grasp at anything else. The practice invites you to notice both dimensions, partly to recognize that wholesome states also trigger patterns of grasping and aversion. You can cling to peace, you can push away the moment your meditation feels “bad.” Noticing this in yourself is where real insight begins—seeing how the mind works, whether it’s chasing pleasure or chasing spiritual experiences. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you're guided to stop working harder than you need to. What if the anchor you're already noticing is already enough, even if it's not what you think you "should" be practicing with? The invitation is to let practice be a place where you don't have to earn anything through perfect focus, where showing up, even half-present, even while your mind wanders constantly, already counts. A little is better than nothing, not as a consolation prize, but as permission to simply be. ----- Practice Reflection: Most of us move through life believing we have to push harder to be enough—more accomplished, more disciplined, more “on.” Even in meditation, we can fall into that trap, white-knuckling our way toward peace. But what if that’s backwards? The Buddhist concept of Right Effort (sammā vāyāma) is about finding balance: the effort that serves you without the striving that exhausts you. Some days that looks like focused practice, and other days it looks like showing up half-present and calling that enough. In daily life, this matters. You don’t have to overhaul your life to have a good one. You don’t have to be perfect to be worthy. You can bring your whole attention to one conversation instead of your half-attention to ten. You can rest without guilt. You can do less and receive more. The work isn’t always the pushing; sometimes the work is learning when to ease off. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, kindness is your anchor as you notice what’s actually here—the texture of how you’re arriving, the subtle pushes and pulls of feeling tone. Rather than being caught in the story of good or bad, you’re observing the landscape itself, allowing you to relax with what’s present instead of subtly resisting it. Practice reflection: We spend so much energy trying to be in the “right” state—calm when we’re anxious, energized when we’re flat, peaceful when we’re overwhelmed. We treat our actual experience as a problem to solve rather than something to observe. But what if the shift came not from changing what’s here, but from how we relate to it? The Buddhist concept of upekkhā (equanimity) is a kind of warm, clear seeing that isn’t reactive. When you label an experience as “good” or “bad,” you’ve already stepped into a position of judgment and grasping. But when you notice the feeling tone itself—the pull toward pleasantness or away from unpleasantness—you create space, you’re no longer caught. You can observe what’s happening without automatically being moved by it. In daily life, this might look like noticing you’re anxious without immediately trying to fix it, noticing you’re frustrated with someone without automatically acting on that frustration (so! hard!), noticing joy without clutching it so tightly it slips away. Kindness is what makes this possible—not kindness as niceness, but as gentleness with yourself in the act of noticing. You’re not bad for being caught; you’re just human, and in the noticing itself, you’re already free. 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this practice, you'll work with whatever arises—moods, emotions, sensations—through the lens of allowing, investigating, and recognizing it's not yours. When something feels compelling or challenging, can you let it be here without fighting it? Get curious about how it moves, shifts, evolves. The heart of the practice is touching into non-identification—all that moves through you is simply nature being expressed because of causes and conditions coming together in this moment. ----- Practice Reflection: We tend to identify so strongly with what arises—anger means we’re an angry person, anxiety means something is wrong with us, a harsh thought means we’re unkind. But what if these experiences are more like weather moving through you than something intrinsic to who you are? The Buddhist teaching of causes and conditions (pratītyasamutpāda) suggests that nothing exists independently and everything arises from a complex web of factors—lack of sleep, the news you read, a conversation that triggered you, the coffee you had. As a result, your reaction is nature expressing itself through the particular conditions present right now. But! Even though what is arising is not our fault, it is still our responsibility. Yes, you didn’t cause the conditions, but you are responsible for what you do with what arises. You can investigate it with curiosity, choose how you respond, and repair when you’ve acted unskillfully. That’s the balance—it’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility. In daily life, this means catching yourself in a spiral and remembering: this, too, is nature. The irritation with your partner isn’t who you are, it’s what’s arising given the tiredness and stress and hunger of this moment.—and you can still choose to pause before you snap, still apologize, still show up differently, if not just now, then in the future. The practice isn’t about becoming someone different or bypassing accountability, it’s about recognizing you were never the problem to begin with, while also knowing you have the capacity to respond with intention. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this meditation, you’re guided to slow everything down—your noticing, your feeling, your thinking, your breathing. We move so fast and do so much already in our daily lives; the invitation here is to have your practice be a place where slowing down isn’t another task to do but permission to meet this moment with kindness. --- Practice reflection: Slowing down in daily life isn’t about doing things in slow motion. but rather about catching when you’re on autopilot—reaching for your phone, rushing through a meal, responding before you’ve fully listened—and asking: what if I slowed down here? Your body registers speed differently than your mind does. You might think you’re fine, but your shoulders are up by your ears, your breath is shallow, your jaw is clenched. Slowing down somatically means letting your body catch up to where you actually are—feeling the weight of the fork in your hand, noticing you’re standing at the counter eating instead of sitting, and so on. It might sound small, but these micro-pauses create space for something different to happen. You do so much already. What if slowing down, even for a few seconds at a time, could be a place where you don’t have to do anything at all? --- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this meditation, you’re guided to slow everything down—your noticing, your feeling, your thinking, your breathing. We move so fast and do so much already in our daily lives; the invitation here is to have your practice be a place where slowing down isn’t another task to do but permission to meet this moment with kindness. --- Practice reflection: Slowing down in daily life isn’t about doing things in slow motion. but rather about catching when you’re on autopilot—reaching for your phone, rushing through a meal, responding before you’ve fully listened—and asking: what if I slowed down here? Your body registers speed differently than your mind does. You might think you’re fine, but your shoulders are up by your ears, your breath is shallow, your jaw is clenched. Slowing down somatically means letting your body catch up to where you actually are—feeling the weight of the fork in your hand, noticing you’re standing at the counter eating instead of sitting, and so on. It might sound small, but these micro-pauses create space for something different to happen. You do so much already. What if slowing down, even for a few seconds at a time, could be a place where you don’t have to do anything at all? --- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this meditation, you’re invited to explore trust through two layers of support—the earth that is already holding you, and beyond the physical, another kind of holding: all of your past practices, the way awareness finds its way back even when you’ve drifted completely. We often grip in meditation, trying to stay present through sheer effort. But what if you could relax a little more than you usually give yourself permission to? What if trust meant under-efforting instead of pushing? The ground won’t let you fall. Awareness won’t abandon you. The invitation is to let yourself be held. ----- Practice reflection: Faith, or saddhā in Pāli, often translated as conviction or confidence, and at its heart is trust—the kind of trust that develops when you notice something actually working, even if you can’t explain how it works. Faith is what lets you soften and relax. In practice, the ground won't let you fall and awareness comes back. In daily life, this looks like letting conversations unfold without scripting every response, letting projects develop without controlling every detail, letting yourself be imperfect without constant course-correction. Faith is about trusting that you don't have to get it right, and in so doing, mysteriously, it turns out all right. ----- 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com

In this meditation, you'll work with a paradox at the heart of practice: mindfulness requires effort and is also part of your natural essence. You'll be guided to gather your attention around an anchor—breath, sound, sensation—and return to it each time the mind wanders. Then comes the shift: when you notice the mind has wandered, you're actually noticing awareness returning. Can you celebrate that instead of judging it? Practice Reflection: The Five Faculties in Buddhism—faith, effort, mindfulness, concentration, and wisdom—aren’t new qualities to “collect” but rather they’re qualities we’re already cultivating wherever we are on our path of practice and a map that leads us to a freedom from suffering. In daily life, they can show up in ordinary moments. Faith is trusting that turning toward difficulty leads somewhere good. Effort is the energy you bring when you ask “What would serve me right now?”… and actually listen. Mindfulness is catching the moment you realize you’ve been on autopilot. Concentration is staying with one thing long enough to actually be present. Wisdom is recognizing the (unhelpful) patterns—doomscrolling leaves you anxious, certain interactions drain you, rest isn’t laziness—and choosing differently. The practice is learning to strengthen them intentionally, so when life gets overwhelming, you have something to come back to. 🗓️ explore ways to deepen your practice and study here 🌱 learn more about somatic experiencing for qt/bipoc here 💌 receive a monthly letter in your inbox here This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dawnmauricio.substack.com