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In this ep what came through was how trust naturally arose from the intense transformation and healing I’ve been doing over the last decade. I share some personal insights on how trust came not from force, but from choosing my inner truth consistently and of course choosing to love myself unconditionally. It’s been more and a shedding of false ideas to reveal a part of me that feels it’s been there the whole time. For more of my shares, please see my website and socials. www.freedomwithfenda.com

In this episode I am sharing how the choice to love myself unconditionally has helped me be less afraid and feel much freer to be my true self.

In this ep I’m talking about the energy of judgement and how to gently start dismantling it and lessen its power in your life. It’s a big one! But very very powerful when you start to free yourself of its dynamics. Tune in!

I was listening to an old book of mine that reminded me of how limiting I have found the law of attraction stuff out there. Especially the stuff around giving and receiving. If you’ve had similar frustrations around it…that’s because you intuitively know there’s more to it and it’s actually a lot more easeful than the efforting you have to do to align with its teachings. Yes there is a deeper power in you at play…and it has to do with your emotions, your beliefs, and really aligning with unconditionality and authenticity. Take a listen!

Speaking from my personal and present experience, I felt very strongly to remind myself and you, if you need it, that it’s ok to feel that. It’s a valid experience that, like everything, doesn’t mean it’s ultimately true and eternal. Detecting the subtle fear in myself has helped me see the control I’m still trying to wield by rushing in to fix or stop those feelings from happening. It’s a such a deep and tricky pattern, multi-layered as well. I also pose the inquiry question for whoever is listening to this episode…where in your life are you afraid of someone you love not feeling loved and cared for by you or the universe itself? And what are you doing (the pattern) to try and stop that? And the next important question….why?

This path can be challenging. Today I’ve taken a pause just to acknowledge this. Experiencing a lot of fear and exhaustion at the moment.

Living in alignment and flow is a dynamic experience! I feel like life is really showing me that at the moment and reminding me that everything is serving alignment…even judgement.

Today I’ve had the realization that I don’t fully believe in unconditional love, that I’m supported by the universe, that I’m loved ultimately and that I’m a spiritual being of power and abundance and all that good stuff. And I’m weirdly very ok with that.

In this episode I am transmitting for the first time what freedom really is to me on this awakening path, and how it came through….something I call a personal gateway. I hope you can feel a little waft of it in yourself as I talk you through this experience I had. Freedom is a state of being and has nothing to do with anything at all. And it is the highest gift of self-love you can give yourself. Enjoy!

Back again. Little update on my journey. More surrender and letting go and there’s more to come. Check out my blog and socials through my website.

Just coming back to reconnect and reignite my podcast. Following that inner calling again to keep sharing and showing up. Just a little vibe update.

In this episode I’m sharing about the many times I come back to this core wound of feeling unwanted in my feminine energy. There can be so much incredible resistance when we are getting to the core…but I feel that this time around in the spiral will be huge and pivotal. I hope you find something in this episode to comfort you on your journey.

The energy has been unrelenting in my journey right now. In this ep I’m just sharing about the energy of struggle and the deep calling to really really connect with myself, trust the journey and be honest with my intentions of self love.

I am beginning season 2 with a deep question. Is freedom what you truly want? I have had a huge shift around my inner sense of freedom since the last episode. Today I “know” i am free and so I just want to share with you the subtle but powerful shift that allowed this experience to happen.

In this ep I’m sharing about the deep fears I’m currently facing and the beautiful possibilités coming out of it. Also I share two perpectives that I like to remind myself of when I go into fear that may be helpful to you. I mention and recommend the following in this ep: Christian Sundberg (his story and book A walk in the physical), Bashar (if you like channeling and higher perspective stuff) and a really helpful website that I was guided to called calmdownmind.com.