Initiating Truth-Seekers in the Mysteries, gently guiding them toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith - without dismantling family or community.
Hidden Wisdom is a podcast for seekers who sense there’s more to faith than meets the eye. Drawing from LDS teachings, Christian mysticism, and universal esoteric principles, Hidden Wisdom bridges the worlds of religion and spirituality, inviting listeners to rediscover the sacred language of symbol and integrate the divine masculine and divine feminine within.
The Hidden Wisdom Podcast is part of a larger ecosystem of awakening tools — designed to spark insight, orient your soul, and point you toward deeper practices, community, and guided transformation available through the Hidden Wisdom app and courses.
Hidden Wisdom is hosted by Meghan Farner, mentor and author of “Consider Yourself as Eve: A Guide to Spiritual Development for Women (and the Men Who Love Them.)
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Covenant Ceremonies | House of Learning | Lesson 4
2026/02/06
In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore ancient covenant ceremonies and what covenants truly meant in biblical and Israelite culture — far beyond the modern idea of a simple two-way promise.
Using the story of David and Jonathan as a primary archetype, this lesson reveals how ancient covenants involved the merging of identity, shared inheritance, protection, loyalty, sacrifice, and sacred relationship. These covenant patterns illuminate how God relates to humanity and what it means to enter a covenant relationship with Jesus Christ.
You’ll learn:
✨ Why ancient covenants were relational, not contractual
✨ How covenant ceremonies symbolized shared identity, strength, and inheritance
✨ The spiritual meaning of robes, weapons, and sacred exchanges
✨ How covenant blood symbolism points to Christ’s atonement
✨ Why God identifies Himself as One who keeps covenant and shows mercy
✨ How covenant blessings extend across generations
✨ What covenant faithfulness, justice, and mercy look like in real life
This episode also explores the story of the Gibeonites, the seriousness of covenant obligations, and how God honors covenant relationships even across centuries. Viewers are invited to reconsider temple covenants as sacred relationships of transformation rather than mere ritual compliance.
If you’ve ever wondered what temple covenants truly mean, how God relates to covenant partners, or how ancient practices illuminate modern worship, this lesson provides essential spiritual foundations.
🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube.
🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community discussion, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).
⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.
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5 Practices for Accelerated Spiritual Growth: Awakening, Healing and Sanctification
2026/02/03
In this in-depth episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner shares five core practices that accelerate spiritual growth, drawn from her own lived experience of awakening, healing, and deepened relationship with God.
Moving beyond passive obedience and performative religion, this episode invites listeners into spiritual adulthood—where personal accountability, direct revelation, embodied healing, and courage replace fear-based faith. Meghan explores what it truly means to inquire of the Lord, pursue spiritual rebirth, reframe repentance as healing, and release the subtle fears that keep us spiritually stalled.
Grounded in scripture, personal revelation, and esoteric Christian wisdom, this conversation is for seekers who want a lived experience of the divine, not just belief—without dismantling family, community, or faith. If you’re longing for faster growth, deeper discernment, and a more embodied connection to God, this episode offers a clear and compassionate path forward.
00:00 – 02:30 | Introduction, context, and why spiritual growth can accelerate
02:30 – 05:20 | Why faith expansion doesn’t require burning everything down
05:20 – 07:30 | Why Meghan reflects on growth, timing, and spiritual maturity
07:30 – 15:35 | Practice 1: Personal accountability & reclaiming spiritual authority
15:35 – 24:40 | Practice 2: Inquiring of the Lord & direct revelation
24:40 – 25:40 | Asking courageous questions & trusting God will answer
25:40 – 31:40 | Practice 3: Spiritual rebirth, awakening, and sanctification
31:40 – 34:50 | Awakening vs justification vs sanctification
34:50 – 40:45 | Practice 4: Repentance as healing, integration, and remission
40:45 – 46:10 | Eternal law, embodiment, and becoming a pure vessel
46:10 – 51:50 | Practice 5: Releasing fear (deception, isolation, the body, God)
51:50 – 54:30 | Bonus: Why seekers get stuck—and how to keep going
54:30 – 56:50 | Dark nights, integration, and growing grace for grace
56:50 – 58:20 | Final invitation: sanctification, embodiment, and continuing the journey
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Ancient Temple Types | House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple | Lesson 3
2026/01/30
In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the ancient tabernacle of Moses and how its layout, symbols, and ordinances reveal a powerful pattern of spiritual ascension and preparation to enter the presence of God.
This lesson examines how the tabernacle functioned as sacred space, divided into increasing degrees of holiness, and how those divisions mirror the doctrine of Christ, the three degrees of glory, and the journey of spiritual transformation in mortality.
You’ll learn:
✨ How the ancient tabernacle was designed as a symbolic map of the spiritual journey
✨ The meaning of the outer court, holy place, and holy of holies
✨ How the tabernacle reflects justification, sanctification, and exaltation
✨ The symbolic meaning of the veil, including Christ, creation, sacrifice, and divine embodiment
✨ How the law of Moses and ancient ordinances were designed to prepare Israel to receive Christ
✨ Why ancient temple rituals still matter for modern temple worship and spiritual growth
This episode also explores the Day of Atonement, the mercy seat, the ark of the covenant, sacred color symbolism, and how ancient temple practices foreshadow the life, atonement, and mission of Jesus Christ.
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Hypnotherapy & Deep Repentance: Healing the Root Beliefs Behind Shame, Anxiety, and Addiction, with Nelson Whiting
2026/01/27
In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with Nelson Whiting—bestselling author of Your Problem Isn’t Pornography, certified clinical hypnotherapist, and founder of No Limits Hypnotherapy—for a grounded, expansive conversation about hypnotherapy as a form of deep repentance: getting beneath behavior to the belief systems that drive shame cycles, anxiety, compulsions, and spiritual disconnection.
Nelson explains how real change happens when the conscious and subconscious mind come into agreement, why “time heals” is often a myth, and how prayer, meditation, and clinical hypnosis can help quiet survival mode, restore inner safety, and create rapid transformation through new perspective and new choices. They explore the spiritual implications of inner work, the role of agency, and why healing often requires moving from self-criticism into self-love—so you can reconnect with God, truth, and your highest identity.
You’ll also hear discussion on spiritual discernment (including “false spirits”), the balance of masculine and feminine within healing, and a powerful closing reflection on being “born again” as a spiritual rebirth—held in what Meghan calls the cosmic womb.
Learn more about Nelson: NoLimitsHypnotherapy.com (sessions + resources)
0:00 Meet Nelson Whiting + what this episode covers
1:50 Nelson’s story: seminary teaching → illness → calling to hypnotherapy
4:00 Early hypnosis experience + the power of the mind
6:05 Training with Dennis Parker: “gospel foundation” + adversarial protocols
9:04 Faith as decision-making; bringing subconscious online
12:21 “Your Problem Isn’t Pornography”: why behavior isn’t the root
13:22 How lust patterns form: imagination → memory → emotion → action
17:41 Why common “solutions” are slow (support groups, blockers, confession)
20:49 Repentance as inner work: thoughts → emotions → beliefs
22:37 Repentance = learning; freedom to get it wrong (baseball study)
27:54 Prayer as therapy: “be still and know” + intention behind stillness
30:55 Survival mode, the amygdala, and rapid change through neuroplasticity
32:01 Synaptic pruning: creating “space” between you and temptation
36:19 Spiritual impact: self-criticism, energy depletion, separation from God
41:12 Anxiety/depression as thought-patterns; perspective changes everything
45:38 Hypnotherapy vs guided meditation (why customization matters)
52:24 Nonlinear change: “you can jump to the new self”
54:56 Agency: why “God take it away” can keep people powerless
57:35
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Symbolism + Interpretation | House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple | Lesson 2
2026/01/23
In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore how to interpret temple symbols and why symbolic language is central to spiritual growth, revelation, and scripture study.
This lesson introduces a foundational principle of temple worship: symbols are layered, multidimensional, and designed to teach us throughout our entire lifetime. Rather than limiting symbols to one fixed meaning, viewers are invited to approach temple imagery, scripture, and sacred ritual with spiritual curiosity, humility, and discernment.
You’ll learn:
✨ Why all scripture can be viewed as temple text
✨ How symbols operate on micro and macro levels of meaning
✨ Why spiritual stagnation happens when symbols are interpreted too narrowly
✨ Multiple symbolic interpretations of the veil — including Christ, creation, protection, unbelief, and the divine feminine
✨ How to let the Spirit expand your understanding over time
✨ Practical ways to study and apply symbolism in your personal worship and scripture study
This episode also explores examples from Doctrine & Covenants 109, Hebrews 10, the Sermon on the Mount, and the Book of Mormon, showing how temple symbolism weaves throughout sacred text.
If you’ve ever felt that the temple holds deeper meaning than you were taught — or if you desire a more experiential relationship with God — this lesson offers tools to begin seeing with spiritual eyes.
🌿 New episodes release weekly as part of this 17-part course.
🌿 For reflection tools, guided study, journaling, and community conversations, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).
⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.
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From Survival to Surrender: A Near-Death Experience and the Nature of God with Nekesha Burrell
2026/01/20
In this profound episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by Nekesha Burrell, who shares how her near-death experience (NDE) transformed her relationship with God, fear, and consciousness itself.
Raised in a strict Christian environment and exposed to multiple faith traditions, Nekesha describes the journey from religious fear and survival mode into direct knowing of God beyond limitation. She explores breath as consciousness, intuition as divine guidance, and why peace—not fear—is the true signal of alignment with God.
Together, Meghan and Nekesha discuss religious conditioning, spiritual gifts, embodiment, feminine wisdom, emotional regulation, and why spiritual evolution is not rebellion—but expansion. This episode invites listeners to release fear-based faith, trust their inner knowing, and experience God as an ever-expanding presence rather than a confined doctrine.
00:00 – 01:45 | Welcome and introduction to Nekesha Burrell01:45 – 03:35 | Nekesha describes life before her NDE: fear, survival mode, and hypervigilance03:35 – 06:05 | Growing up Christian across many denominations and faith traditions06:05 – 08:20 | Fear of God, fear of hell, and religious judgment in childhood08:20 – 09:55 | “I wasn’t rebelling—I was evolving”: leaving limitation, not God09:55 – 12:40 | Graduating from believing in God to knowing God12:40 – 14:55 | God as an ocean, humans as vessels — the water bottle analogy14:55 – 17:15 | Intuition, peace, and living without spiritual gatekeepers17:15 – 20:10 | Trusting God through chaos: waves, surrender, and fear20:10 – 22:30 | God doesn’t choose sides; humans are meant to add light22:30 – 25:15 | Breath as consciousness and spiritual responsibility25:15 – 27:40 | “We practice dying every night”: sleep as surrender27:40 – 29:50 | Nekesha’s NDE: creation space, manifestation, and returning to the body29:50 – 32:20 | “I am not a body with a soul—I am a soul in a body”32:20 – 34:20 | Expansiveness of the soul and intuitive nudges34:20 – 36:20 | Spiritual gifts, fear of deception, and religious conditioning36:20 – 38:40 | How fear blocks spiritual perception38:40 – 42:15 | Mind vs body: emotions as truth signals42:15 – 45:00 | Healing trauma through feeling, choice, and self-love45:00 – 47:10 | Boundaries, truth-telling, and reclaiming personal power47:10 – 49:40 | Feminine wisdom, intuition, and embodiment49:40 – 52:15 | Choosing peace over fear and expanding without g Join the Contemplative Prayer + Meditation Q&A with Meghan and Phil McLemore, on February 16th at 7pm MT. Register here!
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Paradigm Shifts | House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple | Lesson 1
2026/01/16
In this first episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen introduce five powerful paradigm shifts that radically transform how we understand temple worship, spiritual growth, and our relationship with Jesus Christ.
This episode explores:
✨ Why you are literally meant to become the temple of God
✨ How the temple endowment is not historical reenactment, but a symbolic map of your own spiritual journey
✨ Why ordinances are symbolic of real spiritual experiences of grace and transformation
✨ How every element of the temple ultimately testifies of Christ
✨ The profound possibility of returning to the presence of Jesus Christ in mortality
Rather than approaching the temple as a checklist of religious compliance, this course invites you into a living, experiential relationship with God — where the temple becomes a blueprint for spiritual maturity, identity, embodiment, and divine intimacy.
If you’ve ever felt that the temple holds deeper meaning than you were taught…
If you desire a more personal relationship with Christ…
If you are ready to engage scripture and symbolism with spiritual discernment…
This series is for you.
New episodes release weekly for 17 weeks.
🌿 For deeper study tools, guided reflections, journaling, and community, explore the Hidden Wisdom app: meghanfarner.com/app
⚠️ This content represents spiritual interpretation and lived experience. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.
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The Hidden Unity of All Religion: Perennial Philosophy Explained with Phil McLemore
2026/01/13
In this expansive episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by Phil McLemore for a deep exploration of the Perennial Philosophy—the timeless spiritual truth underlying all authentic religious traditions. Together, they discuss Christ not only as a historical figure, but as a universal pattern of consciousness revealed across mysticism, scripture, and lived spiritual experience.
This conversation bridges Christianity, Eastern wisdom, esoteric theology, and personal revelation, inviting listeners to move beyond dogma and into direct knowing. Phil and Meghan explore awakening, symbolic language, the limits of literalism, and what it means to truly “have eyes to see and ears to hear” in the modern spiritual journey.
This episode is for seekers who feel called to unity, depth, and spiritual maturity, and who sense that truth is larger—and more beautiful remembering—than any single tradition.
00:00 – 02:10 | Opening reflections and introduction to the episode’s theme
02:10 – 04:30 | Introducing Phil McLemore and his background in perennial wisdom
04:30 – 07:45 | What is the Perennial Philosophy? One truth, many expressions
07:45 – 11:20 | Why religions differ on the surface but agree at the mystical core
11:20 – 14:40 | Christ as a pattern of consciousness, not only a historical figure
14:40 – 18:05 | Symbolism vs. literalism in scripture and spiritual language
18:05 – 21:30 | “Eyes to see, ears to hear” — awakening beyond the ego mind
21:30 – 25:10 | Mysticism across traditions: Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism, and more
25:10 – 28:40 | Why fear-based religion resists mystical knowing
28:40 – 32:20 | The role of ego, identity, and surrender in spiritual awakening
32:20 – 36:00 | The Christ path as transformation, death, and rebirth
36:00 – 39:30 | Unity consciousness and the illusion of separation
39:30 – 43:10 | How perennial wisdom heals religious trauma and division
43:10 – 46:45 | Moving from belief to embodied knowing
46:45 – 50:20 | Practical integration: living from awakened awareness
50:20 – 53:00 | Final reflections on truth, humility, and spiritual maturity
53:00 – 54:30 | Closing thoughts and invitation to deeper inquiry
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Living the Mysteries: An Introduction to True Hidden Wisdom
2026/01/06
In this first episode of Hidden Wisdom for 2026, Meghan introduces the core framework behind the podcast’s direction: living the mysteries. Drawing from ancient traditions, Christian mysticism, symbolism, archetype, and scripture, this episode explains the difference between exoteric religion and esoteric wisdom, and why both are essential for true spiritual maturity.
Meghan explores the soul’s journey as a process of repeated death and rebirth, the movement from head knowledge to embodied wisdom, and the transformation that occurs when inner false identities are released. This episode addresses spiritual development, deconstruction, shadow work, repentance, grace, and theosis, all framed within a Christ-centered path.
Listeners are invited to develop “eyes to see,” reclaim personal spiritual authority, and understand how religion can prepare us for deeper, inward communion with God rather than replace it.
This foundational episode sets the tone for Hidden Wisdom in 2026 and offers a grounded, Christ-rooted approach to esoteric spirituality, divine law, and living a transformed life.
Specific Timestamps
00:00–03:20 | Welcome to 2026 and the purpose of the episode
03:20–06:50 | Defining “Living the Mysteries” and hidden wisdom
06:50–10:45 | Exoteric knowledge: structure, law, and spiritual childhood
10:45–14:20 | Esoteric wisdom: heart knowledge, embodiment, and maturity
14:20–17:55 | The soul’s journey as sanctification and transformation
17:55–21:40 | Theosis, remembering the true self, and unity with God
21:40–25:10 | Asking real questions and beginning spiritual awakening
25:10–28:20 | Death, deconstruction, shadow work, and ego surrender
28:20–33:30 | Grace, rebirth, spiritual gifts, and ancient mystery traditions
33:30–37:25 | Religion vs. spirituality: the bullseye model of truth
37:25–41:20 | Masculine and feminine dynamics in religion and mysticism
41:20–44:50 | Why the esoteric feels dangerous and misunderstood
44:50–48:15 | Pendulum swings, spiritual ego, and imbalance
48:15–51:35 | Light and dark sides of spiritual distortion
51:35–55:40 | Christ as anchor, guide, and archetype of the journey
55:40–59:35 | Introducing esoteric Mormonism
59:35–01:02:55 | Scripture, authority, embodiment, and personal revelation
01:02:55–01:06:55 | Divine feminine, polarity, and perennial wisdom
01:06:55–01:10:10 | Practical steps to begin living the mysteries
01:10:10–End | Direction of Hidden Wisdom in 2026 and closing invitation
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The Word of God, by Humans: Contextualizing the Bible and Tips for Study
2026/01/04
In this extended episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner offers a courageous and deeply grounded exploration of what it truly means to call the Bible “the Word of God.” Drawing from history, theology, mysticism, and personal discernment, Meghan invites listeners to approach scripture—especially the Old Testament—not as an inerrant divine transcript, but as a profoundly human record of humanity wrestling with God.
This episode examines biblical authorship, political and cultural influences, polytheism in ancient Israel, the suppression of the divine feminine, and the role of ego, power, and hierarchy in shaping scripture. Meghan introduces the four levels of Hebrew interpretation, demonstrates how symbolic and mystical readings restore depth and coherence, and reframes troubling biblical narratives as invitations to inner transformation rather than external obedience.
Ultimately, this episode is a call to spiritual maturity: to trust Christ, cultivate discernment, and allow God—not institutions—to be your primary tutor. For anyone studying the Bible this year, navigating faith transitions, or seeking a lived experience of the Divine beyond fear, this conversation offers clarity, permission, and profound hope.
00:00 – 02:40 | Introduction and why this topic matters now
02:40 – 04:00 | Why the Old Testament creates tension and confusion
04:00 – 06:45 | Personal discernment and direct relationship with God
06:45 – 09:45 | Projection, ego, and humans creating God in their image
09:45 – 12:45 | The Bible as a human record—not divine dictation
12:45 – 15:30 | Violence, fear, and misattributed divine commands
15:30 – 18:15 | Ancient Israel’s polytheism and the divine council
18:15 – 21:40 | Spiritual evolution and changing views of God
21:40 – 24:45 | Political power, Rome, and biblical curation
24:45 – 27:30 | Loss of feminine wisdom and oral tradition
27:30 – 30:45 | Asherah, goddess suppression, and missing feminine imagery
30:45 – 34:15 | Excluded texts and erased mystical traditions
34:15 – 37:00 | Four levels of Hebrew interpretation
37:00 – 40:15 | Symbolism as the language of scripture
40:15 – 43:00 | Cain and Abel as inner allegory
43:00 – 46:30 | Discernment, humility, and spiritual maturity
46:30 – 50:45 | Translation bias and priesthood hierarchy
50:45 – 55:30 | Christ revealing the true character of God
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The Tower + the Bride: The Hidden Feminine in Prophecy
2025/12/16
In this final episode of 2025, Meghan reflects on her four-year journey through second coming prophecy, symbolism, and the rediscovery of the Divine Feminine. What began as a study of last-days events has evolved into a deeper realization: Zion’s redemption and the rise of the Divine Feminine are inseparable.
Drawing from LDS canon, apocryphal texts like The Gospel of the Beloved Companion, ancient traditions, temple symbolism, and universal archetypes, Meghan shows how the feminine principles of intuition, relationship, heart-centered wisdom, and spiritual authority have always been woven into prophecy.
She explores Mary Magdalene as “the tower,” Zion as the bride, the birthing symbolism of the new heaven and new earth, and the ways masculine and feminine partnership create the spiritual maturity required for Christ’s return.
This episode dives deep into:
• the parable of the tower
• the true meaning of Magdalene
• the feminine role in death, rebirth, and the millennium
• Zion as a feminine state of being
• the partnership of masculine and feminine energies
• global prophetic traditions pointing to feminine renewal
A powerful close to the year and an invitation to reclaim the feminine in your own spiritual path.
Timestamps
00:00–02:00 | Closing the year and reflecting on the podcast journey
02:00–05:00 | Moving from prophecy study into the Divine Feminine
05:00–07:00 | Asking deep spiritual questions before you’re ready
07:00–12:00 | Parable of the Tower and its prophetic meaning
12:00–15:00 | Magdalene as “the tower” and her true identity
15:00–18:30 | The tower as feminine presence and spiritual being
18:30–23:00 | Two feminine archetypes: virgin and fallen daughter
23:00–25:00 | Feminine principles as prerequisites for Zion
25:00–30:00 | Zion, Jerusalem, and the Bride symbolism
30:00–33:00 | Birthing the new heaven and new earth
33:00–39:00 | Isaiah’s five birth metaphors
39:00–43:00 | Zion as unified heart and mind
43:00–50:00 | Global traditions confirming the feminine archetype
50:00–56:00 | How to rebuild the tower within ourselves
56:00–60:00 | Zion as a state of being and the return of Enoch
60:00–End | Closing reflection and blessing for the new year
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The Hidden History of Mother Mary: Her Lineage, Temple Training, and Real Identity
2025/12/09
In this special Christmas episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan is joined by scholar and author Donna Nielsen for a breathtaking exploration of Mother Mary’s true identity, her lineage, her temple upbringing, and the ancient traditions that honor her far beyond the biblical text.
Drawing from Christian apocrypha, Islamic scripture, German folktales, early temple traditions, Renaissance iconography, and Middle Eastern lineage records, Donna reveals a side of Mary rarely talked about. This is a beautiful, expansive, and deeply reverent journey into Mary’s life and mission—the perfect Christmas episode for anyone wanting deeper spiritual understanding.
Timestamps 00:00–04:00 | Introduction
04:00–06:00 | Protestant vs. Catholic Mary
06:00–13:00 | How stories honor real people without always being factual
13:00–16:00 | Maternal lineage
16:00–27:00 | Prophecy of the tree, branch, flower, and fruit of light
27:00–29:00 | Story of Anna and Joachim
29:00–32:00 | Early childhood portrayals of Mary
32:00–35:00 | Temple customs, Mary’s purity traditions, and symbolic upbringing
35:00–38:00 | Presentation of Mary at the temple: Christian and Muslim narratives
38:00–40:00 | Mary’s weaving
40:00–43:00 | Annunciation symbolism
43:00–46:00 | Women at wells
46:00–48:00 | Mary entering the Holy of Holies
48:00–50:00 | Oldest image of Mary
50:00–53:00 | Mary in Islam
53:00–56:00 | Islamic art and symbolism
56:00–59:00 | Mary the New Eve
59:00–01:03:00 | Nativity traditions
01:03:00–01:06:00 | The three Marys
01:06:00–01:10:00 | Dormition, Assumption, and ancient beliefs about Mary’s death
01:10:00–01:12:00 | Mary in Latter-day Saint tradition and limited portrayal
01:12:00–01:16:00 | Mary as the Virgin in the Book of Mormon
01:16:00–01:19:00 | Virgin: meanings beyond sexuality
01:19:00–01:23:00 | Colors, flowers, fruits, and symbolic art of Mary
01:23:00–01:28:00 | Shell and pearl symbolism
01:28:00–01:32:00 | Medieval chants and Mary’s collaborative role with Christ
01:32:00–End | Closing symbolism: milk, blood, tears, and divine compassion
Additional Resources:
The Protoevangelium of James - Reading by Meghan Farner
Holy Child Jesus by Donna Nielsen
Learn more at donna-connections.blogspot.com
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Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness, with Jocelyn Pedersen
2025/12/02
In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with author and educator Jocelyn Pedersen to explore her groundbreaking new book All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness.
Timestamps with Short Descriptions00:00–01:30 | Introduction and Jocelyn’s background
01:30–03:00 | Jocelyn’s new book and its long journey
03:00–05:00 | How her book builds on deeper mysteries of the gospel
05:00–07:00 | Why fears and veils block spiritual expansion
07:00–09:50 | Bridging individual spirituality and collective religion
09:50–11:10 | Christ’s use of global traditions and symbols
11:10–13:00 | Why symbolic and esoteric learning matters
13:00–16:00 | Addressing fear, deception, and misconceptions about “going off the deep end”
16:00–19:20 | Rethinking sin, repentance, and constant course correction
19:20–23:00 | How distrust and fear relate to the Divine Feminine
23:00–25:20 | Pentagram, symbolism, and the feminine archetype
25:20–27:20 | Trauma-based fears and why we cling to boxes
27:20–29:30 | The parable of the talents as an invitation to seek truth
29:30–31:40 | Fear categories: power, control, esteem, safety
31:40–34:20 | The illusion of control and the feminine unknown
34:20–36:40 | True feminine courage: surrender, trust, and letting go
36:40–39:20 | Jocelyn’s personal story of healing and surrender
39:20–41:40 | The feminine principle of trust and divine heldness
41:40–44:59 | Role of the Divine Masculine and partnership
44:59–48:40 | Structural masculine vs. fluid feminine: finding balance
48:40–52:20 | “Ladies first” and the biblical pattern of feminine condescension
52:20–53:40 | Learning the dance of masculine and feminine within
53:40–56:10 | Why we fear women—and why that must heal
56:10–57:30 | Jocelyn’s women’s event and book release
57:30–End | Closing thoughts and upcoming gathering
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Seeing Christ Beyond Religion: Apologetics, Spiritual Abuse, and Authentic Faith, with Steve Pynakker
2025/11/25
In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner sits down with Steve Pynakker, creator of Mormon Book Reviews and one of the most unique bridge-builders in the religious landscape. Steve shares his lifelong fascination with the Restoration, his journey through evangelical Christianity, atheism, and back into a reconstructed faith, and the spiritual insights he’s gained across traditions.
Together, Meghan and Steve explore the feminine and masculine elements of religion, personal revelation, the role of mystical experience, faith crises, and why genuine connection with God often requires stepping outside institutional boundaries. They dive into the tension between apologetics and Christlike love, the dangers of zeal without compassion, and the shared work of healing religious division.
This heartfelt and challenging conversation invites listeners to seek God beyond labels, recognize the divine image in every person, and cultivate a faith centered on love, humility, and spiritual authenticity.
Timestamps & Episode Structure00:00–02:10 | Introduction
02:10–07:30 | How Steve Entered the Mormon World
07:30–13:00 | Faith Deconstruction and Atheism
13:00–16:20 | Looking for Christ Instead of Faults
16:20–22:10 | The Ego Death of Faith Crisis
22:10–28:00 | Masculine and Feminine in Religion
28:00–33:20 | Toxicity, Power, and the Danger of Misused Zeal
33:20–38:00 | Responsibility as a Public Voice
38:00–44:40 | Where Apologetics Goes Wrong
44:40–52:30 | The Mirror: Calling Communities to Repentance
52:30–56:40 | The Three Questions That Transform Dialogue
56:40–59:00 | Closing Reflections: Love as the Center
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Sacred Sexuality: Healing Shame and Reclaiming Divine Pleasure with McKenna Woolley
2025/11/18
In this profound episode, Meghan Farner and McKenna Woolley explore sacred sexuality—how pleasure, creativity, and divine connection are intertwined. They discuss healing sexual shame, restoring feminine energy, and finding God through embodiment, love, and conscious partnership.
🕰️ Timestamps of Key Conversation Points
00:00–03:14 — Announcements & Updates
Meghan shares gratitude for donors, introduces the new Hidden Wisdom Academy, and details upcoming courses on symbolism, the temple, and divine feminine teachings.
03:14–05:29 — Guest Introduction: McKenna Woolley
McKenna introduces herself as a mother of five, artist, and holistic practitioner whose spiritual awakening deepened after the loss of her child.
05:29–08:20 — Holistic Healing & Spiritual Growth
McKenna shares how motherhood led her into holistic health, herbalism, and sound healing—discovering spirituality through the body.
08:20–11:53 — Awakening Sacred Sexuality
The conversation turns to sacred sexuality: Meghan notes how women are often disconnected from their bodies, and McKenna describes her healing journey through pleasure, grief, and surrender.
11:53–16:10 — Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energy in Marriage
McKenna explains how letting go of control and allowing her husband to step into his masculine role transformed their relationship and intimacy.
16:10–18:57 — Sexuality, Creativity, and Manifestation
She connects sexuality to creativity, abundance, and spiritual manifestation, explaining the role of the sacral chakra as a center of creation and joy.
18:57–23:10 — Understanding the Sacral Chakra
McKenna describes the body’s energetic system and how sexual energy fuels creativity, relationships, and connection with the divine.
23:10–27:24 — Polarity and Feminine Design
Meghan and McKenna discuss the importance of masculine–feminine polarity in relationships and the spiritual design behind gendered energy.
27:24–34:39 — Healing Shame and Redefining Sexuality
They examine inherited beliefs from religious conditioning—how “good girl” programming and misinterpretation of scripture create sexual shame—and how reclaiming pleasure restores holiness.
34:39–40:49 — Sex as a Spiritual Practice
Exploration of tantric principles, sacred intimacy, and how vulnerability and confession open deeper connection to God and spouse.
40:49–46:50 — Pleasure as Creative Power
McKenna shares how awakening her sensuality unlocked creativity, finances, and faith—linking pleasure to divine creation and manifestation.
46:50–52:56 — Healing Through the Body and Mirror Work
Discussion of body acceptance, postpart
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I love how this podcast has evolved the last couple of years. I feel that I am evolving at the same pace and right alongside this podcasts progression...
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Use to be better
I’m honestly not a fan of what this podcast has turned into. I really liked and looked forward to listening to the episodes. I think it’s leaned way t...
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Enlightening + Christ-centered. I've learned so, so much from Meghan and her guests. I can't recommend this podcast enough.
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I just recently discovered this podcast. I am someone who enjoys deep gospel study without losing my way in the weeds. I’ve just listened to two epis...
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No the eclipse of 2024 is not a part of the end times
Jesus was a true prophet because what he said has already come to pass. The last days are the past days. (70 AD was a real thing) Feel free to have me...
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This podcast turns my heart and mind to God. Thank you for the excellent content you provide.
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Exactly what I needed
A couple of years ago I went through a period of being more spiritually on fire than ever before, followed by a period of intense… burnout, i guess? J...
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Uplifting content!
As a student of the signs and wonders prophecies for our day, It’s comforting to know there are so many others on similar spiritual journeys and the g...