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In episode 77 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Fausto Castellanos o discuss nearly nine years of sobriety after 11 years of alcohol and cocaine addiction. In this candid conversation, we explore childhood sexual abuse and grooming, questioning sexuality after trauma, addiction-related seizures, relapse, narcissistic abuse, boundaries, people-pleasing, social anxiety, and why toxic love can feel as addictive as drugs. Fausto shares what recovery has taught him about self-worth, healthy relationships, and taking his power back. If you’re navigating addiction recovery, trauma, or unhealthy relationships, this episode is a reminder that you’re not alone.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Fausto's Links Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/hopedealerfausto/Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/hopedealerfausto/Youtube | https://www.youtube.com/@HopeDealerFaustoPodcast | https://www.youtube.com/@Journey2SolutionsPodcastChapters |00:00 Welcome Back Fausto01:20 Fausto's Addiction and Recovery Story04:53 Sexual Abuse and Questioning Sexuality12:50 Why Victims Blame Themselves20:34 Why Fausto Chose Cocaine and Alcohol23:02 Growing Up with a Narcissistic Father27:55 Navigating Romantic Relationships in Recovery32:53 The Polyamory Experiment36:52 EMDR Therapy and Dating Apps42:36 Conflict Avoidance and Social Anxiety48:25 A Day in the Life of Active Addiction55:50 Seizures and Living on the Edge59:00 The Obsession That Never Quits01:02:45 Rethinking Relapse01:06:48 The Love Drug: Addiction to Relationships01:08:46 Toxic Love and Heartbreak01:14:43 Final Thoughts and FarewellFollow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapodTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapodWebsite | www.fthestigma.comPod links |Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224Tags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism #doctor

In episode 76 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Ashley Moore who shares her raw story of her nine-year battle with heroin, meth and fentanyl addiction and the two near-death experiences that finally pushed her toward sobriety. Ashley opens up about childhood trauma, repeated relapses, losing herself in addiction and what it took to rebuild her life in recovery. This is an honest conversation about overdose, healing, motherhood, accountability and the reality that recovery is possible, even when all hope feels lost. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Ashley Moore's Links Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/ashley_marie_moore/ Chapters | 00:00 Interview with Ashley Moore Begins 00:21 Xanax Caused Insomnia 01:54 Addiction, Trauma, and the Nervous System 03:31 Family History and Genetic Predisposition 06:56 Addict and Alcoholic: Same Thing 08:23 Leaving the Program and Relapse 11:41 Fear and Wisdom Keep You Sober 13:10 Growing Up: Family, Death, and Divorce 14:49 Attachment Styles and Childhood Wounds 17:40 Sent to Boarding School and Wilderness 19:10 Wilderness Program and Returning Home 20:00 Behavior Modification Program 22:21 Starting Drugs and the Opioid Epidemic 25:32 Heroin, Speed, and Selling Drugs 27:04 Comeback Ashley Moore Club 28:40 IV Drug Use and Abscesses 31:55 The Dark Side of IV Use 34:36 Hustling and Getting Humbled 35:54 Pregnancy, Jail, and Getting Sober 37:45 Doing the Steps and a Psychic Change 39:17 Core Wound Mapping and Step Four 41:07 Relapse: Ego and Complacency 43:14 Overdosing on Fentanyl 44:41 Battling Shame and Guilt in Sobriety 46:00 Filming the Overdose 47:28 Why Sharing Your Story Matters 49:03 The Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde of Addiction 51:57 Fentanyl: The Elephant Tranquilizer 54:35 The Turning Point and Getting Sober Again 56:13 Lessons Learned: Emotional Maturity 57:24 Finding Your Why 59:30 Overcoming Shame and Stigma in the Industry 01:01:11 Courage and Contrary Action 01:02:31 Closing Thoughts and Gratitude Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Pod links | Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3 Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224 Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism #doctor

In episode 75 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Timothy Obis speaks honestly about addiction, homelessness, and life on the streets. Timothy shares his experiences with crystal meth and Xanax, the circumstances that led to homelessness, and the physical and psychological effects that living without stability can have on a person. This powerful episode offers a firsthand look at survival, isolation, substance abuse, and the human realities that are often overlooked when people talk about homelessness.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Timothy Obis' Links Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/timobiscomedy/Chapters |00:00 Welcome & Introduction00:15 Tim's Background & Recovery00:28 Childhood & Family Struggles02:04 First Encounters with Substances03:20 Self-Image & Early Substance Use04:32 Feelings of Shame & Not Fitting In06:42 Father's Alcoholism08:03 Parent's Split & Family Impact08:28 The Gateway Drug Effect09:50 The War on Drugs Debate12:47 Identifying as an Addict13:54 Life After High School & Moving16:23 Exposure to Sobriety & Meetings17:13 Path to Rock Bottom19:20 The Meth & Xanax Combo20:08 The Slide into Homelessness21:01 First Time Trying Crystal Meth22:03 Life on the Streets26:30 Repeated Attempts at Sobriety27:38 The Mindset of Relapse30:48 Romanticizing Addiction & Using33:40 All-or-Nothing Personality36:00 Struggles With Adderall37:02 The Turning Point to Sobriety39:30 Friend's Death & Seeking Help40:40 Inside Impact Treatment Center42:10 Processing Grief in Sobriety44:20 Life After Homelessness47:00 Financial Struggles & Sobriety54:30 Discovering Stand-Up Comedy58:00 Comedy as a Sober Outlet01:00:00 Advice for Those StrugglingFollow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapodTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapodWebsite | www.fthestigma.comPod links |Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224Tags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism #doctor

In episode 74 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Dani Burd who is a professional dancer and founder of Indigo Dance Company, to discuss addiction, sobriety, relapse, and grief. Dani shares how she became an IV heroin user at 18, got sober with the help of Suboxone, maintained eight years of sobriety, and relapsed while coping with the devastating loss of two people she loved. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Dani's Links Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/daniiburd/ Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/indigodancecompany/ Chapters | 00:00 Welcome and Introduction 00:07 Growing Up in LA County 00:44 Family Dynamics and Parents' Split 01:22 Journey into Recovery 01:59 First Encounters with Substances 04:07 Early Substance Use and Turning Point 05:33 Childhood Anxiety and Self-Consciousness 06:28 Progression of Use 08:02 Opiates and Benzos 10:23 The Road to Treatment 12:28 Heroin Escalation 14:12 Family Response and Support 15:36 Emotional Intensity and Coping 17:17 Living with Mom and Hidden Addiction 19:05 Moving in with Dad 19:50 Legal Consequences and Shame 20:38 IV Use and Dad Discovering 22:10 Rehab Experience and Withdrawal 24:03 Learning in Treatment 26:06 Overcoming the Obsession 27:46 Sobriety in Youth 30:41 Thriving in Sobriety 32:34 Drifting Away from the Program 37:20 The Concept of Recovery 39:23 Relapse and COVID 45:39 The Decision to Drink 48:00 Grief and Active Addiction 51:15 Loss and Despair 53:50 Window of Willingness 55:20 Shame and Barriers to Return 57:40 The Turning Point 01:01:00 Life After Sobriety 01:05:57 Stigma and Internal Struggles Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Pod links | Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224 Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism #doctor

In episode 73 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Dr. Kenny Clark who returns for an honest conversation about addiction, relapse, and what getting sober doesn’t automatically fix. We explore whether addiction is a disease or a choice, the biggest lies addicts tell themselves, AA and 12-step recovery, Suboxone and methadone, and how addiction affects marriage and family. What keeps someone using, even when everything is on the line? Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Kenny's Links Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/drkennyclark/ Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61556847637005 Podcast | https://www.youtube.com/@soloanddoc/ Chapters | 00:00 Introduction and Sobriety Journey 01:30 Changes in Recovery 06:00 Redefining Gratitude 10:50 Wife's Support Through Relapse 20:00 Lessons in Marriage and Recovery 22:50 Awareness of Addiction 28:40 Debunking the Allergy Myth 37:00 Dealing with Anger and Resentment 42:40 Addiction: Disease and Choice 55:00 Career, Licenses, and Amends 01:04:20 Working at the Shelter 01:09:10 Biggest Lies and Addictive Drugs Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism #doctor

In episode 72 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Dave Manheim, opens up about his heroin addiction, using drugs while working at MTV, losing custody of his daughter, and the painful road to sobriety. He shares how he rebuilt his life and turned his darkest experiences into one of the most recognized addiction recovery podcasts. This is an honest conversation about addiction, relapse, fatherhood, recovery, and second chances.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Dave Manheim's Links | Website | https://dopeypodcast.com/Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/dopeypodcast/Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/dopeypodcast/Chapters |00:00 Welcome to F the Stigma00:20 Type A vs. Type B Personality01:40 Vaping and Quitting Smoking04:30 Dopey Podcast Origins07:00 Interviewing Hunter Biden08:30 Early Days of Dopey10:00 Naming the Podcast11:30 Sobriety and Uncertainty13:20 Growing Up in Manhattan15:00 First Encounters with Drugs17:30 Career in TV Production20:30 Heroin Addiction Begins23:00 Rehab and Relapse26:00 Moving to LA and Struggling29:00 Benzos and Blackouts31:00 Mother's Illness and Turning Point34:00 Fatherhood and Shame39:00 Losing Custody and Rock Bottom42:00 Finding AA and Sobriety47:00 Dopey's Growth and Community49:00 Coping with Loss54:00 Why We Use and the Power of Choice57:00 Obsessions and Recovery01:00:00 Lessons from AA Meetings01:03:00 The Real Reason for Using01:05:00 Learning Hard Work at Katz's01:09:00 Dominican Roots and Connection01:11:00 Working at Katz's and Dopey01:13:00 Grieving the Old Life01:15:00 Dopey Con and Future Plans01:17:00 Defining Addiction and Breaking StigmaFollow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapodTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapodWebsite | www.fthestigma.comPod links |Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224Tags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 71 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Matt Barker, who was recently featured on Soft White Underbelly, joins the podcast to share how he transformed his life after decades of addiction, meth use, prison, and devastating loss. Today, Matt is sober, has earned his master’s degree, and uses his experience to help others find recovery. In this raw conversation, we break down the disease of addiction, the insanity and destruction that surround it, the reality of getting sober, and how purpose, accountability, and helping others gave Matt a chance to rebuild his life. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Matt's Links | Podcast | https://www.youtube.com/@almostfamoustotallysober Chapters | 00:00 Welcome Matt Barker 00:14 Growing Up in the Valley 00:46 Last High and Jail 02:34 Sister's Ultimatum 04:40 Running Into Tiny 06:29 Attempted Robberies 07:32 Pep Boys Incident 08:38 Long Beach Detox 11:53 Mother's Call and Dark Knight 14:29 Beginning of Sobriety 16:04 Finding a Sponsor 18:20 Withdrawal Symptoms 20:24 Running Into Weasel 21:11 20 Years of Addiction 26:00 Best Friend's Death 29:05 Meeting Willie 30:38 AA Meetings and Stories 32:23 Anonymity and Comments 34:46 Sobriety and Life 36:35 Obsession Lifted 38:00 Expunging Felonies 40:56 Six Months and Ten Days 42:43 Almost Relapsing 45:40 Importance of Drunkalogue 50:15 Education and Career 54:00 Writing and Screenplays 57:00 Working in Treatment 01:00:20 Wife's Cancer Scare 01:01:33 Understanding Addiction 01:03:00 Stigma and Treatment Industry 01:06:50 Future of Recovery 01:09:45 AA Traditions and Bill Wilson 01:12:00 Different Paths to Recovery 01:14:55 Living in the World 01:16:11 Where to Find Matt Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Pod links | Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3 Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224 Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 70 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Pej, a professional interventionist with 19 years of sobriety and a powerful story of addiction and recovery. Pej spent nearly a decade addicted to drugs and meth while working as a drug dealer, with his addiction escalating after a fatal car accident. Today, he uses his personal experience with addiction to help others, specializing in interventions for clients struggling with psychosis, substance abuse, and addiction. Pej shares what it took to get sober, how he turned his past into a career helping others, and what families need to know when a loved one is struggling with addiction. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Pej's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/pejinterventions/ Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/PejizCorner/ Podcast |  @PrimaryPurposeWithPej  &  @PejInterventions  Website | https://pejinterventions.com/Tiktok | https://www.tiktok.com/@pejinterventions Chapters | 00:00 Welcome to F the Sigma Podcast 00:28 Pej's Recovery Story and Mission 00:53 Pej's Background and Family Life 01:07 Early Childhood and Memories 02:24 Moving to California and First Substance Use 03:43 The Genesis of Addiction 04:59 The Car Accident and Its Aftermath 07:23 Addiction Spiral and Legal Troubles 09:33 The Drug Dealing Lifestyle 12:31 From Counselor to Interventionist 13:43 Becoming an Interventionist 15:35 The Importance of Interventions 17:42 The Reality of Drug Dealing 19:50 The Toll on Humanity 22:32 Hitting a Spiritual Bottom 24:40 The Role of a Mentor 26:00 From Addiction to Advocacy 28:25 Facing the Toughest Interventions 31:27 Enabling vs. Helping 34:47 Personal Struggles in Recovery 38:22 Shedding the Ego 41:49 Where to Find Pej Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 69 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Danny Shannon. Who shares his incredible journey from teenage addiction and years of heroin and ice use to incarceration, homelessness, countless attempts at rehab, and ultimately long-term recovery. Danny opens up about the darkest moments of his addiction, what finally made him choose recovery, and how he transformed his past into a mission to help others struggling with substance use and mental health. Today, Danny is a recovery advocate, speaker, entrepreneur, and the host of the Colorful Past Podcast, where he shares powerful stories surrounding addiction, recovery, and the people who have lived through them. In this episode, we talk about addiction, prison, recovery, relapse, the reality of trying to get sober, and what it takes to completely rebuild your life after years of substance abuse. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Danny's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/dan_the_man_46_/ Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/danny.shannon.395/ Podcast |  @AColourfulPastPodcast  Chapters | 00:00 Welcome and Introduction 02:38 Growing Up in Australia 04:35 First Substance Use 07:37 The First Heroin Hit 10:30 Progression to Addiction 14:17 What Heroin Solved 16:32 First Withdrawal and Jail 19:21 Life in Australian Prison 23:00 Methadone and MAT Debate 27:56 Rock Bottoms and Attempts 32:02 Recovery in America 35:55 Overdoses and Fear of Dying 38:17 Explaining Addiction 42:16 Parenthood and Regret 46:06 The Turning Point 49:59 Life Today and Encapsulator 53:03 Crucial Factors in Recovery 57:01 Leaving 12-Step Fellowship 01:04:12 Message to Those Struggling Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 68 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Courtney LeRoux, who opens up about her journey with mental health struggles and addiction, beginning at just 11 years old. Growing up in South Africa before moving to the United States, Courtney’s struggles eventually led to addiction involving ketamine, alcohol, and other psychedelics. Now over one year sober, she shares the raw reality of addiction, recovery, mental health, and finding hope after years of struggling. Courtney’s story is a powerful reminder that recovery is possible and that your past does not have to define your future. This episode explores addiction, sobriety, substance abuse, mental health, psychedelic use, alcoholism, and the journey to recovery. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Courtney's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/roux_coco/ & https://www.instagram.com/court_leroux/ Website | www.lerouxwellness.com Treatment Resource | https://moongladerecovery.com/ Chapters | 00:00 Introduction & Welcome 00:28 Childhood in South Africa 01:48 Mental Health Struggles & Family Dynamics 03:50 Being the Younger Sister 04:50 Relationship With Her Parents & Healing 05:03 The Impact of Her Father on the Family 07:20 Lessons From Childhood08:02 Her Mother’s Support During Recovery 09:17 How Her Parents Changed During Recovery 10:16 First Encounters With Substances 11:31 Early Alcohol & Drug Use 12:28 The Stoner Phase & Searching for Identity 13:33 Spirituality & Drugs14:56 Spirituality & Substance Use 16:20 Experiences With Psychedelics 17:33 Intentional Substance Use 18:36 Her Thoughts on Therapeutic Ketamine 19:30 Problematic Ketamine Use 20:56 Her First Experience With Ketamine 22:10 Moving to the United States & Lifestyle Changes 22:37 College Experiences & MDMA 23:25 Life in Colorado & Cocaine 24:00 First Contact With Ketamine 25:09 Selling Ketamine & Addiction 26:28 What Is Ketamine? 27:44 Medical Uses of Ketamine 28:33 Toxic Relationship & Selling Ketamine 30:00 Escalating Addiction & Deterioration 31:28 Fleeing to California & Seeking Help 32:33 Deciding to Go to Rehab 33:21 Her Experience in Rehab 35:28 Kratom Addiction & Withdrawal 36:21 Levels of Treatment & Sober Living 39:20 Meeting Her Partner in Rehab 40:28 Working in Treatment Centers 41:41 Surrender & Gratitude 44:46 Mindset, Control & Abundance 47:11 Addiction as a Symptom & Spirituality 49:19 Body Image Struggles & Dance 51:20 Yoga as a Tool for Healing 54:39 The Role of Therapy & Self-Esteem 56:50 The Crucial Role of Recovery 58:02 Changing Your Mindset & Perspective 59:55 Reflections on Substance Use & Recovery 01:02:04 Toxic Relationships & Lessons Learned 01:04:00 Healthy Love & Personal Growth 01:05:20 The Importance of Communication 01:08:59 Thank You & Closing Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 67 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Wendy shares her incredible journey through trauma, grief, addiction, and recovery. After witnessing violence as a child, surviving sexual assault at 15, becoming a young mother, battling alcoholism, and losing her husband to suicide during his active addiction, Wendy opens up about the pain that shaped her life. Today, she uses the grief of losing her husband as her greatest motivation to advocate for mental health, addiction recovery, and hope. Her story is a powerful reminder that no matter how much you've been through, healing is possible, sobriety is achievable, and you can rebuild your life.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Wendy's Links |Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/breezywend/Chapters |00:00 Introduction & Guest Story Tease00:37 Breaking Stigma of Mental Health & Suicide01:12 Dealing with Loss and 'What Ifs'02:27 Acceptance & Guilt after Loss04:08 Personal History With Suicide & Early Life05:13 Childhood, Family and Early Trauma06:31 Witnessing Trauma as a Child08:45 Pushing Through Trauma & Early Abuse10:03 Cycle of Blame, Perfectionism & Seeking Validation12:13 Handling Abuse Reports & Family Response14:01 Seeking Attention, Promiscuity, and Family Challenges15:41 Substance Use and Losing Control18:00 Teen Pregnancy, Family Response & Self Harm22:22 Abusive Relationships & Single Motherhood25:01 Self Harm Patterns and Coping Mechanisms27:10 Mental Health Struggles & Institutionalization29:09 Young Motherhood, Marriage & Eating Disorders32:22 Weight Loss Surgery and Family Changes33:40 Second Marriage & Escalation of Drinking36:42 Alcoholism Takes Hold – Blackouts and Neglect39:55 Family History of Addiction & Alcoholism41:31 Detox Attempts & Cycle of Addiction44:44 First Recovery, Relapse and the AA Journey47:53 Relapse, Escalation, and Self Harm50:34 Marital Turmoil & Husband's Decline53:46 Confronting Loss – Husband’s Suicide59:59 Processing the Trauma & Aftermath01:04:01 Relapse, Isolation, and Hitting Bottom Again01:09:07 Family, Recovery, and Changing Patterns01:10:33 Finding Lasting Recovery & New Purpose01:12:55 Living Out Loud – Service, Sponsorship, and Advocacy01:15:27 Lessons Learned, Family Healing & Legacy01:18:01 Spreading Hope & Breaking Stigma for Others01:21:00 New Life: Fitness, Teaching & Recovery Advocacy01:23:12 Final Reflections & Messages of HopeFollow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapodTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapodWebsite | www.fthestigma.comPod links |Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224Tags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 66 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Betty Guadango to share her incredible journey from addiction, prostitution, and unimaginable loss to lasting recovery and purpose. Betty opens up about growing up with parents struggling with addiction, losing both of them in a suicide pact, and how that devastating tragedy pushed her deeper into addiction. She also shares the moment of divine intervention that changed the course of her life, helping her break free from substance use and begin her recovery journey. Today, Betty is a transformation coach dedicated to helping others heal, find hope, and create meaningful change. This conversation sheds light on addiction, trauma, grief, mental health, recovery, and the power of resilience, proving that no matter how dark life becomes, transformation is possible. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Betty's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/buddha.betty/ Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/bettyguadagno/ Youtube | https://www.youtube.com/@buddhabetty Website | https://buddhabetty.com/ Chapters | 00:00 Introductions & Backgrounds 02:20 Growing Up in Chaos 05:55 First Encounters with Substances 08:08 Progression of Addiction 12:00 Family Addiction & Shared Struggles 14:44 Major Family Trauma & Loss 18:43 Coping After Parents’ Suicide 22:24 Relationships, Co-Dependency & Addiction 27:28 Addiction’s Consequences & Hitting Bottom 33:00 Prostitution & Survival Strategies 36:46 Getting Clean & Crossroad Moments 41:32 Spiritual Awakening & Near-Death Experience 45:34 Forced Surrender & Finding Recovery 48:46 Long-Term Rehab & Healing 52:59 Building a New Life in Recovery 54:25 Spirituality, God, and the 12 Steps 57:57 Addressing Eating Disorders in Recovery 01:01:12 Holistic Healing & Food Recovery 01:03:51 Spiritual Beliefs & Alternate Paths 01:06:52 Lessons, Life Purpose & Helping Others 01:12:00 Wrapping Up & Final Thoughts Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 65 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Skinny Vinny (Vincent Imperati), co-host of Steve-O's Wild Ride, to share his incredible journey from addiction to recovery. Vinny opens up about losing his father to a drunk driver, battling heroin addiction alongside his mother, being body brokered in California, surviving homelessness while living in a porta potty, and overcoming countless obstacles before eventually co-hosting a podcast with his childhood idol, Steve-O. This powerful conversation explores addiction, trauma, grief, recovery, homelessness, and how hope can transform even the darkest moments into a new beginning.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction. Skinny Vinny's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/skinnyvinny/ Youtube |  @Vinnyimperati  Chapters | 00:00 Intro & Skinny Vinnie's Story 03:35 Growing Up: Trauma & Family Background 07:00 First Encounters with Substances 09:38 Opioids, Addiction, and Legal Troubles 13:12 Homelessness & Its Impact 17:56 Family Dynamics & Enabling 23:36 Body Brokering & Recovery Industry Issues 27:31 Finding Sobriety, Filming, and Luck 32:00 Passion Meets Recovery & Working With Jackass Crew 38:32 Work-Life Balance & Sacrifice 43:13 Career, Relationships & Chasing Stability 48:21 Addiction as a Disease? Perspectives 50:43 Inside the Addict Mind: Why Not 'Just Stop'? 55:00 Growth, Relationships, & Emotional Work in Recovery 01:00:46 Legacy, Kindness, & Lessons From Loss 01:04:10 Gratitude & Final Reflections Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Pod links | Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224 Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards, steve-o, #fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 64 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Elisa Saunders, recently featured on Soft White Underbelly, shares her extraordinary journey through childhood trauma, addiction, grief, and recovery. Elisa opens up about the heartbreaking experience of testifying against her older brother as a child, losing both her brother and parents, struggling with alcoholism while working as a school teacher, and receiving two DUIs before finally finding recovery. Now celebrating 14 years sober, Elisa dedicates her life to spreading hope, healing, and proof that recovery is possible. If you're struggling with addiction, trauma, or loss—or love someone who is—this conversation is a reminder that no matter how dark life gets, a new beginning is always possible.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Elisa's Links |Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/elisansaunders/Chapters |00:00 Welcome and Breaking Stigmas 02:00 Discussing Addiction, Cats, and Connection 05:00 Defining Alcoholism & Early Signs 10:00 Growing Up Sheltered & Family Differences 17:00 Florida to California: Life Changes & Family Dynamics 25:00 Trauma, Coping, and Discovery of Alcohol 33:00 First Experiences with Substances & Escapism 39:00 Reflecting on Trauma, Inner Child, and Healing 47:00 Active Addiction, DUIs, and Hitting Bottom 53:00 Consequences, Recovery Challenges, and Spiritual Growth 58:00 Faith, Loss, and Building a Life in Recovery 01:00:00 Final Thoughts: Compassion for Family & ClosingFollow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapodTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapodWebsite | www.fthestigma.comPod links |Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/46dw6sl5t344p6PlBcykb3Apple Podcast | https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/f-ck-the-stigma/id1691599224Tags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards#fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism

In episode 63 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Wild Card, who shares his powerful journey through addiction, relapse, and recovery. Growing up with a father who cooked methamphetamine, Wild Card opens up about how childhood trauma and early exposure to drugs led him into addiction. After losing 9 years of sobriety, he fought his way back and is now 7 years sober. This honest conversation explores mental health, addiction, relapse, resilience, and the hope that recovery is always possible. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction .Wild Card's Links | Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/wildcardthedragon/ Chapters | 00:00 Intro & Meet Wildcard 01:08 Life on Tour & Recovery 02:21 Early Family Dynamics 03:52 First Experiences With Alcohol 05:15 Teen Rebellion and School Trouble 06:26 Talk Show Intervention & Troubled Teens 09:12 Trying Sobriety, Relapse Cycle 12:11 Probation, Meetings & Graduation 14:28 Meth, Mental Health, and Rock Bottom 23:24 Sobriety, Success & Emotional Growth 27:37 Relapse After 9 Years Sober 31:13 Mental Health Struggles in Recovery 34:46 Getting Back and Building Foundation 40:52 Seven Years Sober—Reflecting, Grief & Growth 47:19 The Importance of Compassion 52:44 Role of God & Letting Go 54:57 Closing Thoughts & Where to Find Wildcard Follow us! Instagram | https://instagram.com/fthestigmapod TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigma Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/fthestigmapod Website | www.fthestigma.com Pod links | Tags in this video ↓ fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI, 5150, psych wards#fthestigma #podcast #addiction #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #criminal #addictionrecovery #addict #alcoholism