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In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Dan Cleland. Dan is a Canadian entrepreneur, author, and former CEO and co-founder of Soltara Healing Center in Costa Rica. Blending plant medicine, mindset mastery, and social entrepreneurship, he is the author of The Pulse of the Jungle and 12 Laws of the Jungle. 00:00 - 01:05: Introduction to Dan Cleland, his background in heavy metal, and his path as a square peg in the retreat space 01:06 - 05:22: Building Pulse Adventure Tours, Arcana Spiritual Center in Peru, and founding Soltara Healing Center in Costa Rica 05:23 - 09:51: Dan’s early life struggles, lost direction in his 20s, and a life-altering fall off a 20-meter cliff in Australia 09:52 - 14:34: Recovering from severe physical trauma, discovering Ayahuasca, and setting off on a journey to Peru 14:35 - 18:00: Getting robbed in Cusco, suffering food poisoning, and finding his first Ayahuasca ceremony in New Mexico 18:01 - 22:30: Experiencing retreats at Chimbre, writing his early blogs, and building early adventure-based retreat tours 22:31 - 26:40: Working with the Shipibo lineage in Iquitos, launching Pulse Tours, and acquiring land with local community support 26:41 - 30:02: The forging process of Ayahuasca and the resilience needed to run a complex plant medicine center 30:03 - 34:52: Navigating operational chaos, guest safety, facilitator challenges, and supply chain realities in Latin America 34:53 - 38:20: The transformational ripple effect of plant medicine on thousands of retreat guests and local communities 38:21 - 42:17: Balancing the beauty of life-changing transformations with the messy business mechanics of retreat centers 42:18 - 47:08: Raising capital for Soltara, navigating border closures and zero revenue during the pandemic, and scaling back up 47:09 - 49:52: Facing market saturation in Costa Rica, shifting industry dynamics, and deciding to transition out of Soltara 49:53 - 54:25: The difficulty of scaling retreat models, personal founder touches, and Dan's book 12 Laws of the Jungle 54:26 - 1:00:18: Key principles from 12 Laws of the Jungle: "The jungle doesn't care," gladiator mindsets, and hunting for deals 1:00:19 - 1:04:03: The Cashflow Quadrant framework, shifting from employee to business owner, and life post-exit 1:04:04 - 1:08:18: Staying active through new ventures, documentaries (Drinking the Jungle), and closing advice If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com. Find more about Dan Cleland at Daniel Cleland's Website or on Instagram @danielccleland.

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ speaks with Bruce Eckfeldt—a seasoned entrepreneur, systems thinker, certified exit planning advisor, former CEO of an Inc. 500 tech firm, and host of the Psychedelics Invest podcast. 00:00 - 01:00: Introduction of guest Bruce Eckfeldt, highlighting his background as an architect, tech founder, exit planning advisor, and host of Psychedelics Invest. 01:01 - 04:04: Bruce shares his personal journey from architecture to interactive tech, selling his company in 2013, recovering from a broken back using cannabis, and transitioning into the cannabis and psychedelic podcast space. 04:05 - 05:15: Sam and Bruce discuss using podcasting as an effective tool for learning and connecting with people. 05:16 - 09:30: Bruce details his first personal psychedelic experience—a weekend retreat involving psilocybin and San Pedro in the California Redwoods—and the deep sense of internal trust and connectedness it provided. 09:31 - 14:00: A discussion on executive and founder burnout, where Bruce redefines burnout not as overexertion, but as an integrity issue stemming from putting energy into work that lacks alignment with personal values. 14:01 - 18:30: Sam and Bruce discuss founder dynamics, the natural life cycle of business stages, energy allocation, and the typical 5- to 7-year life shift cycle. 18:31 - 21:00: Addressing the rumor/fear in Silicon Valley of founders drinking Ayahuasca and quitting their companies or drastically altering their lives. 21:01 - 24:00: Bruce explains his intensive retreat format for executive teams, using natural settings, discomfort, and strategic reflection to drive organizational change. 24:01 - 28:50: Exploring the potential of combining plant medicine with business retreats to treat burnout, alongside the importance of doing internal work before making radical external life changes. 28:51 - 32:25: Unpacking why entrepreneurs build businesses—balancing purpose versus proving oneself—and using the analogy of picking a mountain to climb. 32:26 - 34:25: Why successful people struggle to enjoy their achievements, shifting the focus from fleeting happiness to deep engagement and purpose. 34:26 - 39:30: Bruce introduces his book, Springboard, which guides founders on post-exit planning, scaling, and reverse-engineering their business exit strategies. 39:31 - 44:50: Examining "conscious capitalism" and the intersection/tension between business investors, clinical researchers, and traditional ceremonial plant medicine practices. 44:51 - 49:25: How leaders should integrate psychedelic insights without impulsively disrupting their organizations or teams. 49:26 - 52:25: Recurring visual realms, geometry, and neural patterns experienced during psychedelic journeys. 52:26 - 53:25: Closing remarks and where to find Bruce Eckfeldt's work (on his LinkedIn, and his book Springboard).

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) speaks with Una Meistare. Una is a prominent Latvian cultural journalist, art critic, and co-founder/editor-in-chief of Artterritory and Spirit Territory. Having spent over two decades exploring fashion and design, she now researches alternative states of consciousness, ethnobotanical healing, and the therapeutic potential of psychedelics. 00:00 - 02:00: Overview of Latvia's mental health statistics, high suicide rates, and Una's background in art journalism 02:01 - 04:30: Una's initial introduction to Ayahuasca through an interview with Brazilian artist Ernesto Neto 04:31 - 07:15: First secret ceremonies with the Huni Kuin tribe and attending the World Ayahuasca Conference in Girona 07:16 - 10:15: High rates of treatment-resistant depression in Latvia, suicide statistics, and organizing therapeutic psychedelic conferences 10:16 - 13:30: Traditional plant harvesting protocols, asking permission from nature, and overcoming cultural stigma 13:31 - 16:30: Integration challenges, psilocybin's potential in Latvia, and local mushroom-foraging culture 16:31 - 22:30: Deep dive into the traditional Latvian pirts (sauna) ceremony as an ancient method for altered states of consciousness 22:31 - 26:30: The energetic qualities of trees (oak and linden) and cross-cultural parallels in heat-based healing 26:31 - 32:00: Seasonal dynamics in Latvia, extreme light/dark cycles, and reconnecting with nature 32:01 - 36:15: Sauna rituals as a healthy alternative to heavy alcohol consumption 36:16 - 41:10: The surge of Ayahuasca tourism in Latvia, interpreting symbolic messages, and Rick Strassman’s perspectives on ego amplification 41:11 - 46:40: The intersection of psychedelics, art, emotional intelligence, and Una's exhibition on six universal emotions 46:41 - 50:10: Final thoughts on inner healing, self-reflection, and where to find Una's work If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com. Find more about Una Meistare at www.artterritory.com and www.spiritterritory.com.

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Kat Courtney. Kat is a traditionally trained ayahuasquera, huachumera, pioneering integration coach, and dedicated death doula. After completing a decade-long apprenticeship in the Amazon within the Shipibo-Conibo lineage, she founded Plant Medicine People to help seekers safely navigate the world of psychedelics. 00:00 - 02:00: Kat’s background, healing journey with Ayahuasca, and the natural multidimensional state of consciousness 02:01 - 05:15: Transitioning from corporate game production at Disney to traditional shamanic plant medicine 05:16 - 07:40: Overcoming bipolar diagnosis, bulimia, alcoholism, and finding hope through Ayahuasca 07:41 - 11:05: Navigating grief and the transition of loved ones through death doula perspectives and the Ho'oponopono prayer 11:06 - 14:48: Exploring Ayahuasca as the "vine of the dead," ego deaths, and psychedelic birth/grief portals 14:49 - 18:20: Addressing abuse in the plant medicine space, teacher falls from grace, and accountability for the ego 18:21 - 20:00: Shadow work, Carl Jung, and discovering the "golden shadow" and hidden superpowers 20:01 - 22:15: Ayahuasca's impact on dysregulated nervous systems and the importance of gentle titration 22:16 - 25:00: The reality of sitting in over 1,000 ceremonies as an apprentice and facilitator 25:01 - 29:00: Kat's legal battles with Homeland Security, federal charges, and navigating systemic hypocrisy around DMT 29:01 - 34:40: The dangers of fast-tracked facilitators, energetic safety, and physical/emotional risks 34:41 - 37:00: How Ayahuasca learns and evolves alongside human consciousness 37:01 - 40:25: Handling projections, pedestals, and participant trauma as a facilitator 40:26 - 44:50: Practical integration, avoiding the "ceremony slump," and connecting with nature 44:51 - 49:10: Daily self-check-ins, holding hope for collective consciousness, and closing thoughts If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com. Find more about Kat Courtney at www.plantmedicinepeople.com.

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Shane Mauss. Shane is an award-winning stand-up comedian, science communicator, and host of the long-running podcast Here We Are. Known for blending evolutionary biology, neuroscience, and comedy, he is also the creator of the documentary Psychonautics and the immersive two-part comedy special Trips, filmed at Meow Wolf. 0:00 - 02:40: Shane’s background, rebel youth, and blending science, comedy, and psychedelics 02:41 - 08:52: The origin of Trips and creating immersive visual comedy experiences 08:53 - 11:45: Conventional education vs. self-directed learning and humor as an educational tool 11:46 - 24:32: The famous "Purple Lady" DMT entity story and shared trip experiences 24:33 - 36:58: Exploring the reality of trip visions, brain architecture, and Jungian archetypes 36:59 - 42:33: Navigating dogmatic spiritual views, ego-centrism, and mania in psychedelic spaces 42:34 - 55:46: Shane’s dark side of psychedelics: Reckless use, manic psychosis, and Psychonautics 55:47 - 58:20: Grounding fail-safes in traditional Ayahuasca use vs. unguided tripping 58:21 - 1:03:52: Performing stand-up comedy while under the influence of LSD and mushrooms 1:03:53 - 1:05:48: The challenges of accidental microdosing and trying to function in normal life 1:05:49 - 1:09:00: Details on Shane's Trips special, Meow Wolf, and future projects If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com. Find more about Shane Mauss at www.shanemauss.com.

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ speaks with Dr. Richard Louis Miller, a clinical psychologist with over 60 years of experience in humanistic psychology and addiction recovery. Dr. Miller is a former faculty member at Stanford University and the University of Michigan, an advisor to the President's Commission on Mental Health, founder of the Wilbur Hot Springs Health Sanctuary and the Cokenders program, and author of Psychedelic Medicine. Dr. Miller shares his journey through the early psychedelic movement, the historical and political factors behind drug prohibition, and his personal protocols for longevity and health. Key Episode Highlights & Timestamps First Psychedelic Experiences & The 1960s Renaissance (01:36 - 08:31) Dr. Miller recounts his first experiences with DMT, Sandoz LSD at the Esalen Institute in 1967, and ingesting Morning Glory seeds after reading Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert's work. He discusses how the subsequent 50-year government shutdown affected early research. Pioneering Holistic Addiction Treatment (04:38 - 06:19) Establishing the Wilbur Hot Springs sanctuary and the first holistic health chemical dependence program, integrating meditation, exercise, nutrition, and acupuncture to safely detox over 1,500 individuals. Societal Structures, Politics, and Psychedelics (12:53 - 25:11) Dr. Miller and Sam explore how psychedelics dissolve boundaries and foster a sense of planetary unity. They discuss why governments have historically restricted these substances, the pitfalls of societal division, and alternative models of social care and taxation. Longevity Protocols at 87 (32:25 - 41:42) Dr. Miller shares his personal maintenance routine for longevity: weightlifting, daily aerobic conditioning, strict nutrition, drinking half his body weight in ounces of water daily, and maintaining active social connections in line with Blue Zone principles. Overcoming Terminal Health Diagnoses & Microdosing (43:15 - 47:58) How Dr. Miller reversed terminal heart failure and survived nodular melanoma, highlighting the role of double aerobic exercise, a strong immune system, and disciplined LSD microdosing in his recovery. LSD, Creativity, and Innovation (47:58 - 52:16) The historical impact of LSD on scientific discoveries and technology (such as DNA sequencing and Silicon Valley innovation), and the lost potential caused by ongoing restrictions. Mentioned Books by Dr. Richard Louis Miller Psychedelic Medicine Master Your Mind The Adverse Effects and Therapeutic Benefits of Psychedelic Medicine (Upcoming) Connect & Learn More Ayahuasca Retreats: Visit www.lawayra.com Dr. Richard Louis Miller: Learn more at wilburhotsprings.com or find his books and content on Amazon and social media platforms.

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of Lawayra) sits down with Beth Weinstein—a spiritual business coach, entrepreneur, and pioneer in the psychedelic integration space. Beth is the host of the Medicine for These Times Podcast and creator of the annual Psychedelics, Sacred Medicines, Purpose, and Business Summit. Blending her background in NYC fashion startups, neuro-linguistic programming (NLP), and extensive plant medicine work, Beth shares insights on bridging the gap between deep mystical experiences and practical, soul-aligned business success. Key Episode Highlights & Timestamps Childhood Activations & Early Experiences (01:02 - 03:09) Beth reflects on early childhood experiences in California contemplating existence, mortality, and her first unexpected acid trip at age 14 that opened her eyes to the vast potential of the human mind. Discovering Ayahuasca & Transitioning from Corporate Life (03:09 - 09:09) How major life changes and a strong spiritual foundation led her to sit with an Ayahuasca master from Peru. She discusses leaving behind the corporate/tech-startup world to answer the call of entrepreneurship. Ego, Illusions, and Discerning True Visions (09:09 - 15:29) Beth and Sam dive into how plant medicine illuminates your true self, but warn against the trap of ego inflation—such as quitting your job on a whim to become a facilitator after a single retreat. She shares methods for integrating visions thoughtfully over time. Avoiding the "Starving Healer" Archetype (15:29 - 21:16) Practical advice for transitioning out of standard careers into the psychedelic or coaching space without operating from financial desperation or chasing social media illusions. The Reality of Running Retreat Centers & Sacred Reciprocity (21:16 - 31:20) Sam and Beth pull back the curtain on the massive, hidden operational costs and physical labor required to sustainably source plants, run retreats, and support teams. They unpack the misconceptions around pricing, undercharging, and sacred reciprocity. Stepping Out of the "Psychedelic Closet" (42:43 - 51:34) Addressing the stigma surrounding psychedelic use in professional environments, the importance of non-judgmental integration support, and why normalizing these experiences is crucial for societal growth. Aligning with Your Soul's Purpose (51:57 - 57:40) Reframing "soul purpose" not as a rigid career endpoint, but as making space for what makes you feel alive—whether that's art, music, or business—and combating midlife burnout. Connect & Learn More Ayahuasca Retreats: Visit www.lawayra.com Beth Weinstein: Learn more at bethweinstein.com, listen to the Medicine for These Times Podcast, or follow her on Instagram @bethweinstein.

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Jesse Gould. Jesse is a former US Army Ranger and the founder of the Heroic Hearts Project, a 501(c)(3) nonprofit dedicated to helping military veterans overcome PTSD and trauma through psychedelic-assisted therapies. We touch upon topics of: Jesse's military background and his personal struggle with PTSD and alcohol (02:50 - 05:00) Seeking help through the VA and avoiding lifelong pharmaceutical reliance (04:38 - 06:20) Discovering Ayahuasca and traveling to Peru for his first ceremony (06:20 - 09:59) Navigating challenging Ayahuasca ceremonies, physical purging, and healing MTBI (12:35 - 18:30) Parallel between military bonding and group dynamics in psychedelic retreats (22:00 - 25:15) Founding the Heroic Hearts Project to support veterans and their families (28:00 - 33:00) Standard and ethical considerations when choosing retreat centers for veterans (33:50 - 37:10) Research findings on brainwaves, PTSD reduction, and integration (38:30 - 42:30) Addressing common stigmas and skepticism among military veterans (52:00 - 56:20) If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com Find more about Jesse Gould at heroicheartsproject.org or on Instagram @heroicheartsproject.

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Dr. Rick Strassman, the landmark psychiatrist and researcher who single-handedly broke the decades-long freeze on human psychedelic research. As a clinical associate professor at the University of New Mexico, Dr. Strassman conducted the pioneering 1990s clinical trials into DMT and authored the bestselling book DMT: The Spirit Molecule. He is a leading pioneer exploring the profound intersection between psychopharmacology, biology, human consciousness, and mystical experiences. We touch upon topics of: His background in chemistry, meditation, and early interest in Eastern religions (01:13 - 03:09) Lessons from Zen monks and the connection between LSD and Western Buddhism (03:09 - 05:31) Personal meditation experiences and processing repressed trauma (05:31 - 11:00) Endogenous DMT production in the pineal gland, cortex, and near-death experiences (11:00 - 14:14) The DMT neurotransmitter system hypothesis and reality modulation (16:57 - 19:32) Stress, childbirth, and naturally occurring DMT (19:32 - 22:43) Dr. Strassman's early personal psychedelic experiences and meeting Terence McKenna (23:16 - 26:16) Navigating regulations and launching the landmark 1990s DMT study (26:16 - 34:30) Clinical trial settings versus traditional spiritual and shamanic frameworks (34:30 - 42:06) Endogenous DMT, Biblical prophecy, and Hebrew scripture (42:06 - 47:09) Critiquing the Mystical Experience Questionnaire and life integration (48:27 - 52:06) Comparing smoked DMT, Ayahuasca, and LSD (58:27 - 01:00:37) The nature of psychedelic entities, simulation theory, and shared visions (01:00:37 - 01:08:26) Key books and practical safety advice for psychedelic explorers (01:08:50 - 01:12:15) If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com Find more about Dr. Rick Strassman at rickstrassman.com or on Substack at Rick Strassman.

In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Dr. Manesh Girn, a neuroscientist, psychedelic researcher, and co-founder and CEO of Five Discovery, a psychedelic biotechnology company developing therapeutics for neurodegenerative disorders. Previously, Dr. Girn completed his postdoctoral fellowship at the University of California, San Francisco working with Dr. Robin Carhart-Harris to investigate the neural mechanisms underlying psychedelic experiences. He has authored over two dozen peer-reviewed publications on brain networks, psychedelics, and cognition. We touch upon topics of: His personal introduction and background in Eastern spirituality (03:00 - 04:00) Parallels between meditation and psychedelic altered states (04:00 - 05:10) The scientific concepts of ego dissolution and ego inflation (05:10 - 10:00) How psychedelics work in the brain and neuroplasticity (10:00 - 13:00) The brain as an interconnected ecosystem (13:00 - 15:10) Why disruption and temporary chaos lead to healing and recalibration (15:10 - 17:00) Coherence, transient states, and capturing brain dynamics (17:00 - 19:10) Myths and realities of the Default Mode Network (DMN) (19:10 - 21:40) Other brain networks affected by psychedelics and their therapeutic roles (21:40 - 24:00) Psychedelics for creativity, professional breakthrough insights, and non-hallucinogenic therapeutics (24:00 - 27:00) Using complexity science and system-level approaches in mental health (29:45 - 32:45) Why individuals experience highly variable, context-dependent psychedelic effects (32:45 - 34:50) Precision psychiatry and personalized dosing (34:50 - 37:10) Placebo-controlled research on microdosing vs. high-dose applications (37:10 - 41:40) The difficulty of studying the neuroscience of bad trips (41:40 - 44:00) The value of first-person psychedelic experience for scientific researchers (44:00 - 46:15) How the brain is hardwired to experience deep love, gratitude, and connection (46:15 - 49:10) The challenges of measuring endogenous DMT and theories of post-retreat reactivations (49:10 - 54:30) If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com Find more about Dr. Manesh Girn on Instagram or YouTube @thepsychedelicscientist, his personal website maneshgirn.com, or learn about his biotechnology company at fivediscovery.com.

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with Mike Jay, a world-renowned cultural historian, author, and curator. Mike is a leading expert on the forbidden history of the human mind, dedicated to uncovering forgotten or hidden narratives regarding the intersection of science, medicine, and human consciousness. Rather than focusing solely on modern spiritual or therapeutic applications, Mike explores the deep historical contexts of mind-altering substances, tracing the lineage of human experimentation from 19th-century self-experimenting scientists to ancient, cross-cultural indigenous practices. He is the author of several acclaimed books, including Psychonauts: Drugs and the Making of the Modern Mind, Mescaline: A Global History of the First Psychedelic, and High Society: Mind-Altering Drugs in History and Culture. Mike opens up about his own multi-decade personal history with psychedelics, explaining how early encounters simply "blew his mind" before the modern medicalized or spiritual frameworks existed. He breaks down the shifting definitions of "drugs" versus "medicines," the forgotten era of 19th-century intellectual self-experimentation, and how recovering our deep historical perspective is vital to navigating the modern psychedelic renaissance safely and intentionally. Key Discussion Points 01:09 – The Pre-Spiritual Psychedelic Era: Mike discusses beginning his relationship with psychedelics decades ago, a time before formal therapeutic or spiritual frameworks existed, driven purely by an intellectual and experiential desire to expand and explore the limits of the human mind. 05:26 – Shifting Paradigms of "Drugs" vs. "Medicines": Exploring how the modern Western concept of a "drug" is a relatively recent, heavily politicized invention that artificially separated chemical compounds from the ancient cultural, ritualistic, and intentional settings that defined them for millennia. 09:23 – The 19th-Century Self-Experimenters: A look at the forgotten history of early "psychonauts"—including doctors, philosophers, and scientists like Sigmund Freud—who routinely used themselves as the primary laboratories to map out how various substances altered human consciousness, emotion, and perception. 13:56 – The Rediscovery of Mescaline: Tracing the cross-cultural journey of mescaline from its ancestral indigenous roots in Peyote and San Pedro (Wachuma) ceremonies to its late 19th-century synthesis in Western laboratories, serving as the literal catalyst that birthed modern psychedelic research. 21:34 – Science, Materialism, and the Unseen: Discussing the massive cultural challenge of translating subjective, deeply mystical, or spirit-centric psychedelic experiences into the strictly materialist and quantitative language required by modern clinical science and academia. 31:15 – Global Plant Medicine Traditions: A comparative historical analysis of how different global societies across time constructed sacred, protective boundaries around altered states of consciousness to seamlessly integrate powerful plant teachers without societal destabilization. 45:59 – De-escalating the Drug War Mindset: How recovering a comprehensive, non-prohibitionist historical perspective allows modern society to move past the toxic binaries of the "War on Drugs" and safely embrace the normalization of cognitive liberty. 55:24 – Intentional Spaces and the Future: Mike shares his vision for the future of the psychedelic space, emphasizing the vital importance of prioritizing context, personal intention, and sacred or natural settings over the sterile, substance-only approaches of corporate pharmacology. Connect with Mike Jay: Website: mikejay.net Featured Books: Psychonauts, Mescaline, and High Society (available on Amazon, his website, and major book retailers). Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with Mark Wolynn, a leading international expert in the field of inherited family trauma. Mark is the director of the Family Constellation Institute in the US and the author of the international bestseller It Didn't Start With You, which has sold over three million copies worldwide and been translated into 42 languages. Bridging the worlds of epigenetics, neuroscience, and somatic healing, Mark dedicates his career to showing how the unresolved traumas of our parents, grandparents, and ancestors can live on in our bodies as unexplained depression, anxiety, and chronic health conditions. Mark opens up about his own dramatic healing journey—how a sudden, unexplained loss of vision in his 30s forced him to travel the globe to uncover the root of his illness, ultimately leading him back to healing his broken maternal relationship and unlocking the secrets of generational trauma. He breaks down how trauma alters gene expression, the deep mechanics of collective family loyalties, and how mapping our core language can finally liberate us from repeating ancestral burdens. Key Discussion Points 01:22 – The Blind Spot of Ancestral Trauma: Mark shares his personal story of losing his eyesight to a chronic, incurable eye condition in his early 30s, which catalyzed a global spiritual search that ultimately revealed his physical illness was rooted in severe, inherited family anxiety. 05:26 – Shaking the Family Tree: Understanding why individuals who seemingly have perfect lives still struggle with unexplained morning depression or panic attacks, and how the chemical or stress response of a parent's or grandparent's trauma can pass forward downstream. 07:41 – Epigenetic Tagging and Survival Skills: How extreme trauma prints chemical "tags" onto our DNA that act like dimmer switches, adjusting our fight-or-flight dials to a "10" so that grandchildren inherit hypervigilant survival reflexes for a war that never arrives. 11:07 – Trapped in the Contraction: A look at the psychological pattern where traumatized individuals find peace or expansion terrifying, constantly waiting for the "next shoe to drop" because their baseline was flooded with maternal cortisol while in utero. 13:56 – Unconscious Loyalties and Hidden Secrets: Exploring how family systems carry an unspoken, invisible loyalty to repeat the misfortunes, financial failures, relationship downfalls, or coping mechanisms of ancestors until the trauma is openly looked at and healed. 21:34 – The Power of the Knowing Field: Demystifying the "paranormal" or quantum biology aspect of family constellations, explaining how complete strangers can step into a room and precisely channel the exact feelings, words, and unsaid motivations of a client's relatives. 31:15 – Attachment vs. Generational Trauma: Why Mark chooses to clinically treat early attachment trauma first—which impacts 85% of his clients—to establish a safe, grounded somatic core before diving into deeper generational history. 37:41 – The 3-Year Memoryless Window: How the crucial period from utero to age two wires the developing human brain for safety or threat, and the exact three questions regarding feeling "seen, known, and soothed" that uncover early developmental wounds. 45:59 – Somatic Pathways to Healing: Shifting the brain's overactive amygdala out of the limbic system and into the prefrontal cortex by cultivating deep compassion, implementing a somatic gratitude practice, and learning to sit through uncomfortable bodily sensations. 53:24 – Human Studies & The Core Sentence: Mark details the major updates in his 2025 revised edition, highlighting new global human data showing trauma transferring up to five generations, and how identifying your "worst fear" instantly diagnoses whether your wound is rooted in attachment or ancestry. 01:00:00 – Replicating the Mother in Romance: Why humans unconsciously choose romantic partners who mirror the exact unresolved, unhealed, or distant traits of their mothers, attempting to re-enact the childhood attachment loop until it is made conscious. Connect with Mark Wolynn: Website: markwolynn.com Books: Look for the fully revised and updated 2025 edition of It Didn't Start With You and the official It Didn't Start With You Workbook on Amazon or major retailers. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, the host connects with Carlos Tanner. Carlos is the founder and director of the Ayahuasca Foundation, an organization he established in 2009 after moving to the Peruvian Amazon in 2004. Transitioning from his own personal healing journey to becoming a dedicated apprentice of indigenous curanderos, Carlos now bridges ancestral wisdom with modern scientific research. He is also a founding member of the Psychedelic Medicine Association, dedicating his life to helping individuals navigate trauma, healing, and deep personal transformation. Carlos opens up about how his early life and philosophical studies uniquely prepared him for shamanism, how a severe opiate addiction catalyzed a life-saving leap of faith into the Amazon, and how his work bridging clinical science with the Shipibo tradition is sparking a global revival of ancestral plant relationships. Key Discussion Points 01:22 – Seeds of Shamanism & Overcoming Addiction: Carlos explains how playing with an Ewok shaman toy, experimenting with psychedelics in high school, and studying the philosophy of religion laid his spiritual groundwork. This foundation ultimately aligned with a life-saving synchronicity that brought him to Peru in 2003 to break free from a downward spiral of opiate addiction. 05:26 – Shifting Western Paradigms: Exploring the dramatic evolution of the ayahuasca space over the last two decades, moving away from a purely materialist, chemical-to-biology framework toward a deep respect for shamanic ritual, intention, and complex traditional practices like plant dietas. 09:23 – From Rugged Adventure to Modern Comfort: How the demographic of people seeking ayahuasca expanded exponentially as retreat environments evolved from rustic, off-grid jungle camps requiring multi-hour treks to fully accessible modern research and retreat centers powered by solar energy. 13:56 – Synchronistic Infrastructure & The Foundation's Birth: Carlos shares the wild logistical journey of committing to study under Shipibo healer Don Enrique Lopez, inheriting an unfinished community infrastructure project in the remote Mishana reserve, and using an inheritance from his late mother to launch the Ayahuasca Foundation in 2009. 21:34 – Bridging Science and Spirit: Highlighting the "field of dreams" creation of their dedicated research facility, partnering with Onaya Science to publish academic papers on personality changes, anxiety, and depression, and collaborating with the Heroic Hearts Project to study veterans suffering from treatment-resistant PTSD. 26:26 – Cellular Agency and the Earth's Agenda: A deep philosophical look at human willpower, proposing that humans operate much like individual cells within the grander physical body and consciousness of the Earth, carrying out a vital cellular role dictated by a higher planetary intelligence. 31:15 – Healing as an Art Form & Expanding Awareness: Breaking down the neurobiology of ayahuasca, explaining how it temporarily deactivates the brain's sensory gating filters to expand conscious awareness, and how true healing occurs when a person uses that heightened sensitivity to correct false beliefs and traumatic misinterpretations. 37:41 – The Challenge of Scientific Language: Discussing his role as a philosopher of healing and navigating the complex linguistic tightrope of translating deeply spiritual, non-material indigenous phenomena to a rigid Western scientific community without being seen as having "gone off the deep end". 45:59 – Noya Rao and Global Shamanic Revival: An exploration of Noya Rao, an enlightened tree consciousness central to their Shipibo lineage, and a profound story of a student who successfully utilized traditional Shipibo dieta protocols on the Blue Lotus plant to demonstrate how intact traditions can revive ancestral relationships with native flora globally. 55:24 – The Future of the Psychedelic Space: Delving into the conflict between process-based plant medicine traditions and substance-focused Western psychedelic therapy, while proposing how modern medical protocols—like chemotherapy—could be radically improved if administered within an intentional, sacred retreat setting. Connect with Carlos Tanner: Website: ayahuascafoundation.org Note: Messages sent via the website’s "Contact Us" form go directly to Carlos. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with combat sports legend Cain Velasquez. Cain is a two-time NCAA All-American, a two-time UFC Heavyweight Champion, and the first Mexican-American heavyweight champion in UFC history. Known throughout his career for an unstoppable, relentless pace that broke the toughest fighters on earth, Cain has since transitioned that warrior spirit into a profound mission advocating for ancestral healing and the transformative potential of plant medicines. Cain opens up about how his early life in combat sports functioned as a raw mechanism for processing childhood trauma, how losing his mother and brother catalyzed a profound spiritual awakening, and how navigating legal trials and prison time became the ultimate training ground for his integration of ayahuasca and 5-MeO-DMT. Key Discussion Points 01:14 – Raising the Stakes: Cain discusses his transition from childhood wrestling—which he picked up at age 12 because it was free—to mixed martial arts, driven by an instinctual pull toward higher physical stakes and martial arts discipline. 02:42 – The Mexican Fighting Spirit: Discovering right away that getting hit didn’t phase or scare him, but instead unlocked a deep, instinctual resilience and strength that allowed him to retaliate and put fight combinations together quickly. 04:34 – Combat as the First Medicine: How the physical extremes of MMA served as Cain's initial form of therapy, allowing him to release stored emotional trauma, build unbreakable poker-face boundaries against pain, and completely lose himself in the sport. 08:45 – The Body Breaks Down: Navigating severe career injuries, back surgery, and an intentional daily relationship with THC and CBD to manage pain while completely changing his mental creative perspective on fighting. 11:07 – Unmapped Grief & The Medium: Processing the sudden, deeply traumatic losses of his mother and brother within a two-month span, and how a session with a medium helped shift his mental loop away from their final moments and toward a higher spiritual perspective. 14:54 – The First Ayahuasca Journey: Sitting in his first ceremony on the exact anniversary of his brother's passing, where he instantly felt he "knew the plant more than he knew himself," choosing to fully surrender his trust to the medicine. 17:58 – No Accidents: Cain shares his visionary download regarding the perfection of human life, realizing that his soul and higher self mapped out his exact earthly timeline with Source before incarnating to guarantee maximum spiritual growth. 24:32 – Dissolving in 5-MeO-DMT: Undergoing a shattering ego death during a high-dose Bufo experience, where his consciousness left his body, expanded into everything and nothing, and experienced an infinite existence of pure love and universal strength. 28:07 – The Reintegration Crisis: Facing a severe midlife integration crisis over a two-month period where his perception of life had fundamentally changed, leaving him without a guide to help anchor his massive energetic downloads back into reality. 29:41 – Prison as a Silent Meditation Retreat: How his subsequent time in jail and prison was divinely orchestrated by Source as a mandatory period of absolute solitude, teaching him to find total inner happiness and realize that the entire universe is stored within, regardless of external walls. 31:42 – Synchronicities from a Cell Window: Learning radical gratitude for microscopic wins, including a profound moment where he manifested a wild hawk to fly six feet from his window seconds after mentally asking to see one close up. 36:16 – The Prison Sweat Lodge: Hanging around the Native American circle in prison to connect with his own Yaqui ancestry, and learning the ultimate test of surrendering to the heat inside a traditional Lakota-style four-round Inipi sweat lodge. Connect with Cain Velasquez: Instagram: @officialcainvelasquez Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ sits down with Jonathan Robinson, a psychotherapist, New York Times bestselling author of over 10 books, and a frequent guest on The Oprah Winfrey Show. Jonathan has spent decades exploring human connection, interviewing foundational spiritual figures like Mother Teresa, the Dalai Lama, and Ram Dass. His latest work, Ecstasy as Medicine, and its counterpart Ecstasy for Couples, centers on the immense therapeutic potential of MDMA. Jonathan shares his transition from growing up in a chaotic environment to studying chemical consciousness, explaining how MDMA acts as a biological "fast-track" for vulnerability, emotional rewiring, and healing relationships. Key Discussion Points 02:15 – A Dysfunctional Childhood as a Gift: Jonathan discusses how growing up around family volatility forced him inward at age 12, sparking an early mastery of self-hypnosis, meditation, and early psychedelic experimentation. 05:40 – The Early Days of Legal MDMA Research: Conducting a master’s thesis on MDMA for trauma in the early 1980s before it was criminalized in the US, and how modern data proves it is exponentially more effective for PTSD than standard antidepressants. 09:15 – "The Drug Never Took Effect": A hilarious story of Jonathan giving pure MDMA to his conservative parents, who spent the evening resolving 45 years of hidden marital tension and cuddling—completely unaware they were under the influence. 13:45 – The 5-Hour Therapy Session on Steroids: The mechanics of facilitating over 700 MDMA journeys, and why Jonathan chooses to run his intensive deep-dives and integration work virtually over Zoom for maximum domestic comfort. 18:20 – Blaming, Shaming, Complaining, and Explaining: Why standard relationship defense mechanisms fail 100% of the time, and the core communication framework required to shift a relationship dynamic immediately. 22:50 – The Illusion of "Dishes" (The Aunt Story): How an MDMA session saved Jonathan’s own marriage by revealing that his wife's displaced anger over refrigerator doors was actually unmapped grief regarding her late aunt. 27:15 – The "Sweet Killer" Dilemma: A 300,000-year evolutionary look at why male brains were naturally selected to prioritize protective aggression and goal achievement, and how modern environments require an intensive education in empathy. 33:10 – Collectivism of Spiritual Lifelines: Insights from living in Buddhist, Hindu, and Christian monasteries, culminating in Jonathan's ultimate personal religion: "Do what works." Connect with Jonathan Robinson: Websites: ecstasyformedicine.com | awarenessexplorers.com Featured Books: Ecstasy for Couples, Ecstasy as Medicine, and Communication Miracles for Couples. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com