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“I've forgotten who I had lunch with earlier, and even more important, where.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

"I was simply imitating reality, a rough resemblance of a human being, with only a dim corner of my mind functioning. Something horrible was happening and yet I couldn't figure out why - I couldn't put my finger on it.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“We buy balloons, we let them go.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I laugh maniacally, then take a deep breath and touch my chest- expecting a heart to be thumping quickly, impatiently, but there's nothing there, not even a beat.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“There’s no use in denying it: this has been a bad week. I’ve started drinking my own urine.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I like to dissect girls. Did you know I'm utterly insane?” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“This is not an exit.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“Where there was nature and earth, life and water, I saw a desert landscape that was unending, resembling some sort of crater, so devoid of reason and light and spirit that the mind could not grasp it on any sort of conscious level and if you came close the mind would reel backward, unable to take it in. It was a vision so clear and real and vital to me that in its purity it was almost abstract. This was what I could understand, this was how I lived my life, what I constructed my movement around, how I dealt with the tangible. This was the geography around which my reality revolved: it did not occur to me, ever, that people were good or that a man was capable of change or that the world could be a better place through one’s own taking pleasure in a feeling or a look or a gesture, of receiving another person’s love or kindness. Nothing was affirmative, the term “generosity of spirit” applied to nothing, was a cliche, was some kind of bad joke. Sex is mathematics. Individuality no longer an issue. What does intelligence signify? Define reason. Desire- meaningless. Intellect is not a cure. Justice is dead. Fear, recrimination, innocence, sympathy, guilt, waste, failure, grief, were things, emotions, that no one really felt anymore. Reflection is useless, the world is senseless. Evil is its only permanence. God is not alive. Love cannot be trusted. Surface, surface, surface, was all that anyone found meaning in…this was civilization as I saw it, colossal and jagged…” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I stare into a thin, web-like crack above the urinal's handle and think to myself that if I were to disappear into that crack, say somehow miniaturize and slip into it, the odds are good that no one would notice I was gone. No... one... would... care. In fact some, if they noticed my absence, might feel an odd, indefinable sense of relief. This is true: the world is better off with some people gone. Our lives are not all interconnected. That theory is crock. Some people truly do not need to be here.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I'm into, oh murders and executions mostly. It depends.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“Is evil something you are? Or is it something you do?” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I have to return some videotapes.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“All it comes down to is this: I feel like shit but look great.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“I had all the characteristics of a human being—flesh, blood, skin, hair—but my depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep, that my normal ability to feel compassion had been eradicated, the victim of a slow, purposeful erasure. I was simply imitating reality, a rough resemblance of a human being, with only a dim corner of my mind functioning." ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

“There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not there.” ― Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.