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In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator Wyld Ryder for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow burn of becoming fully yourself. Wyld opens up about his journey from a quiet corporate life to embracing his deviant side online, how fitness and self-acceptance became the gateway to content creation, and why piggish desire was always there—just waiting for permission to surface. Together, they unpack how fisting moved from fantasy to reality, why trust and intimacy matter so deeply in kink, and how submission can be an act of empowerment rather than erasure. The conversation also explores authenticity in an oversaturated content landscape, navigating relationships while being publicly sexual, and the importance of genuine connection—both on camera and off. Wyld shares how his dynamic with Brogan helped shape his confidence as a creator, and why staying true to what actually turns you on is the key to longevity. It’s an episode about growth, honesty, and choosing depth over performance—inside and out.

Episode 72 completes the two-part HungerFF Sound Initiative. Following last week’s introduction, Part Two leans fully into execution, featuring four complete track drops that expand the project’s sound, humor, and erotic logic. Recorded as an audio-only episode, this installment blends commentary with music, allowing each track to stand on its own while remaining part of a larger arc. This episode includes “Schlop Schlop,” “I Cleaned Out for This,” “Assgasm,” and “Built to Fist.” Together, the tracks move from playful and visceral to hypnotic and industrial—exploring the sounds of fisting, shared community tropes, the pursuit of anal orgasm, and the fantasy of the perfect fister as something engineered rather than accidental. With Part Two, the Sound Initiative shifts from concept to payoff. Next week, Brolapse returns to its regular interview format.

In Episode 71, HungerFF steps away from traditional interviews and introduces a new music-driven project that blends kink, humor, masculinity, and AI-assisted production. Recorded as an audio-only episode, Part One features full track drops and commentary, giving listeners a guided introduction to the Sound Initiative and the creative mindset behind it. The episode includes complete plays of “Fisting in the Moonlight,” “All Men Love Rosebuds,” and “C**t,” along with a preview of the upcoming industrial EDM track “Obsessive Fisting Disorder.” Spanning genres from country and 1950s swing to warehouse EDM, the project explores fisting culture through unexpected musical styles—leaning into contrast, camp, and unapologetic masculinity. Part Two arrives next week with additional tracks before Brolapse returns to its regular interview format.

Some episodes are fun. Some are loud. And then there are the rare ones that feel like a real conversation you’re lucky to witness. In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, how his husband showed up for him in a way that reaffirmed everything, and why he’s been planning a gradual exit for the last couple of years. Not out of bitterness, not out of shame, but out of clarity. We get into the unseen work behind being “on” all the time. The toll of appearances. The burnout. The pressure to keep up with an online machine that never stops. Rocco breaks down the boundaries that mattered most to him, especially protecting his sobriety and his marriage, and what it feels like to move through the world when people recognize you in places where you’re just trying to be a person. This conversation also goes deeper into chosen family, grief, and aging as a gay man. Rocco talks about coming out in the 80s, the losses that shaped his generation, and how getting older has changed what he values, what he gives his energy to, and what “grace” looks like in real life. We talk about the mental health cost of growing up online, and the quiet reckoning that hits when you’re trying to untangle your public self from your private self. And yes, we revisit a full-circle moment from early HungerFF.com history, including why Rocco said yes to filming his first and only fisting scene and what that trust represented at the time. This one is about legacy, integrity, and what happens when you stop performing and start living. New episodes every Friday at 8 PM. Pre-order Deeper (drops March 1, 2026): https://www.hungerFF.com/deeper

For Episode 69 of Brolapse, Ryan James does something different. Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version. Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words, followed by the first chapter, Impact, giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial revisions. Deeper is not a traditional memoir. It rejects clean arcs and easy redemption in favor of fragments, contradictions, and lived texture. These opening chapters explore survival, addiction, performance, porn, identity, and the cost of turning pain into currency in the age of algorithms—without smoothing edges or offering answers that don’t exist. Starting in March 2026, the Deeper audiobook will be released chapter by chapter as bonus episodes for Spotify subscribers, before eventually becoming available in full on Audible. If you’ve ever wondered what it sounds like when someone tells their story without a safety net, this is where it begins. Pre-order the book now at https://HungerFF.com/Deeper New episodes of Brolapse drop Fridays at 8 PM.

In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough. Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpack how intuition, responsibility, communication, and consent shape truly connected sex—especially in practices that are often misunderstood or sensationalized. The conversation dives into authenticity in content creation, burnout from performing what you think audiences want, and the freedom that comes from returning to sex that feels real. Brogan reflects on why fisting can be one of the most romantic and intimate sex acts he engages in, why cameras can sometimes disrupt that connection, and how presence matters more than performance. They also explore training versus play, the dangers of inexperience masquerading as confidence, how the fisting scene has evolved post-COVID, and why normalization is powerful—but still requires care, accountability, and listening. From bratty bottoms to aftercare, from live events to private sessions, this episode is about slowing down, checking in, and making sure every moment is a genuine “f**k yes.” This is a conversation about sex—but also about growth, trust, and what it means to truly take care of someone when you’re the one “driving the car.” 🎙️ HUNGERFF PRESENTS: BROLAPSE New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM Early video access for Spotify subscribers 🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE: Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 📖 DEEPER — Ryan’s memoir is available for preorder now: https://HungerFF.com/Deeper 👕 HungerWear — “Exactly What I Am” Tee: https://hungerff.threadless.com/designs/exactly-what-i-am-glitter-grit-edition

It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script. Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️ We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff: ✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand) 🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions 🐶 what a “non-sexual day” actually looks like when your brand is HungerFF 🧠 burnout, work-life balance, and learning to take the “latex vest” off 📘 Deeper — what I learned writing my autobiography, why it was the most cathartic thing I’ve ever done, and the advice I’d give my younger self 👊 plus… classic Brolapse detours into pop culture, guilty pleasures, and unexpected questions that hit hard If you’ve ever felt like you have to be “on” all the time… this one’s for you. 🖤 📘 Pre-order Deeper: https://HungerFF.com/Deeper 🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa 🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse ❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene. They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex, shame, and power. Alex also talks FistFest nerves vs. comfort, finding the right kind of play partners, and how he approaches safer sex in 2025 — including PrEP and DoxyPEP — while staying unapologetically slutty. 🕗 New episodes drop Friday nights at 8 PM 🎥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers 🔥 Full video available on HungerFF.com

Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment. Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t even exist yet. From there, we get the real behind-the-scenes evolution: how he went from unsure and inexperienced, to finding his balance between “too rough” and “too soft,” learning to read partners, build a dominant persona, and still keep the foundation where it belongs: communication, consent, and checking in—even on camera. We also get into how he vets potential collaborators (and why he won’t do endless DMs), what makes a partner “ready,” how power exchange actually works when it’s consensual, why he prefers full-session context over short clips, and why he avoids the chems-first culture even while navigating scenes where it’s common. It’s funny, weirdly wholesome, and honestly kind of mind-blowing: the before and after of a persona that went on to become a whole brand—plus a reminder that the hottest sessions aren’t just “pound town”… they’re the ones where people actually talk. 👊💦🖤 🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse 🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse 📻 iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM (Spotify gets early access)

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community. Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. He talks about how sobriety reshaped the way he plays, how being fully present made his connections richer, and why the fisting world feels more like family than a fetish. We dive into the culture outsiders don’t understand, the friendships forged over gloves and laughter, and why fisting isn’t “weird” — it’s meaningful, bonding, and sometimes downright hysterical. Andrew also shares why the Andrew you see in videos isn’t a persona at all… it’s actually the truest version of himself. A mix of heart, humor, filth, and honesty — this episode goes deep in every way possible. Follow Andrew: 🐦 X: @AndrewFFoeniXXX 💙 BlueSky: @AndrewFFoeniXXX.bsky.social New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM. Early video access available on Spotify.

In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport. They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—but the kink happens elsewhere. From nervously sitting in the car before his first Fist Fest to organizing fisting meetups on Atlantis cruises and Telegram, BottomGuyNYC breaks down the bond between fisters, the power of living openly at work, and how mentorship in kink still survives in the age of algorithms. If you’ve ever felt “weird” for how you experience sex, intimacy, or kink, this conversation might make you feel a little less alone. In this episode: Fisting as a sport vs. “real” sex Navigating an open relationship after 20+ years together Flagging red at work and stripping away shame Fist Fest as the “Olympics” and family reunion of kink Telegram, cruises, and building offline community in an online world Mentorship, safety, and why only showing the extreme 45 seconds can be dangerous Follow BottomGuyNYC: X (Twitter): @bottomguynyc BlueSky: @BottomGuyNYC JustFor.Fans: https://justfor. fans/bottomguynyc1 🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM. 🎥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers. 🔥 Full video available exclusively on https://HungerFF. com 🔥

Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel. We dig into the Manchester scene — a tight, clique-based ecosystem built on private invites, house sessions, and community trust rather than big public events. Jake explains how these groups form, how new players get pulled in, and why the North feels so different from London’s isolated, every-man-for-himself vibe. Jake also speaks candidly about chems and harm reduction, sharing how he shifted from chaos to productivity and why calling himself a “workaholic” feels like reclaiming his life rather than losing balance. He breaks down Bump, the hookup app he designed himself, why he refuses to drown users in ads or forced paywalls, and how he aims to give players a cleaner, more respectful space to connect. Follow Jake: 🐦 X: @jakeywakey0 📸 Instagram: @jakerockard 🔗 JFF: https://justfor. fans/ jakeywakey0 🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa 🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse ❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New video episodes every Friday at 8 PM 🔥 Full video exclusively on https://HungerFF. com LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE

For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twenty-something boys on the road. That tour, plus a jump to OnlyFans, blasted him from Dublin obscurity into a quarter-million-follower career. From there, the conversation goes deep—literally. Ridick explains how a lifelong fetish for big toys meant that when fisting finally showed up, it “just worked” the first time. He walks through how experimentation led to his now-famous prolapse, why he sees it as a “wow effect” at the end of a scene, and how fans’ reactions taught him that what felt normal to him was actually rare. Ryan and Ridick compare notes on party tricks, rosebuds, and that strange joy of shocking a room that isn’t quite ready for what you can do. We also get the geeky, tender side: Marvel Zombies binges, Alien and Predator lore, gadgets and drones, and the split between “Ridick” the entertainer and Kuba the introvert who’d rather stay home and cuddle. They talk about being the product and the person, learning how to handle fan interactions in public, and finding a balance so that the performer doesn’t swallow the human being underneath. By the end, it feels less like an interview and more like two future scene partners plotting something dangerously fun. Find Ridick online: • JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/ Ridick_7 • OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ ridick_7 • X (Twitter): https://x.com/ 7Ridick • BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/7ridick (if you don’t want this line, you can delete it when you paste) 🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa 🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse ❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms! 🔥 Full video available exclusively on https://HungerFF. com 🔥

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experience with addiction and HIV into the powerful memoir Blue Movie. From discussing the realities of consent paperwork and performer rights to finding self-worth after meth and the blurred line between pleasure and pain, this one hits every nerve. Blue opens up about life after porn, his law career, and what it really means to survive the industry — not just physically, but emotionally. 🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers.)

Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collaboration with trusted pros made exploring BDSM feel safe and real. This episode is about making curiosity normal—taking a 20-year fantasy and finally living it—without shame, labels, or over-produced perfection. If you’re into open, adult conversations about f*sting, submission, and the power of authentic chemistry, this one hits. Guest — PUP-HULKY X (Twitter): https://x.com/ puphulky OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ pup-hulky JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans /PUP_HULKY Instagram: https://instagram.com/pup_hulky 🔥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers (goes live here first). 📺 Full video: https://HungerFF. com