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Recorded from Sept25th-Sept30th-good open mic experience-mental illness during Fall & Winter-cigarette breath-horoscopes-normalized anti women sentiment-Hanzi isms in the podcast-wondering how I survived this long-lying in my past-recent local comedy specials-not letting internet dictate comedy-Howard Stern formula-Weird dreams-Chrisean Rock-Beef genre passed down to streamers-Converse-Shaq FBI-food critics-trans athletes-Ed Sheeran/Macklemore-grifters off plight-Forced Hasan discourse-America First “leftists”-political kayfabe-Lupe/Obama 911 conspiracies-Lauren Boebert rumors-gimmicked sports characters-Kamala/Abdul-Trump TV-Nolan Wells-Clavicular-Ana Kasparian-Chris D’Elia college campuses-uncharismatic streamers-gimmicked discourse-Janel Grant-Nikkita Hand-Simone Johnson-NPH-Vince Russo-TK praising David Ellison-Busted Open-Last week Raw and Dynamite recaps-Steve Borden concussion-All Out last week Smackdown TNA NXT recaps-RIP PAC & Dennis Haskins-not wanting to be here as discourse becomes worse-ppl hating me no matter what-making myself feel uncomfortable to make others comfortable-having a good time w JFL Toronto festivities-envisioned convos-working on Astrology material-another good open mic experience-reminded of L’s taken-repeated behavior-influenced by Howard Stern self indulgence-radio caller history-New music-JBP Network sub reddit-Sidney Sweeney/Scooter Braun-Jay Z accuser recants-Cornell 7-streamers/Media-Kanye cameos-Drake image-Internet lack of understanding of comedy-WWE HOF-Roman Reigns-WWE on Rumble-Jaxon Ryker-Vince/TK-WWE vs AEW-Keanu Carver Trump media-Zohran/Trump-anti Israel sentiment-Evan Barker-conspiracies-Nationalist movement in BC-Recaps of this week's Raw and NXT

Recorded from Sept16-20th-Last week Smackdown AEW Collision TNA-This Week’s Raw-New music-mental illness during Fall and Winter season and how it might affect my ability to do comedy-dialing back on envisioned convos and positive visualization-trolls-being too old to be a full time comedian-Camron wanting Cardi B arrested-relying too much on horoscopes-correcting bad behavior from the past-how fantasies have backfired in the past-being here as ppl get worse-not doing comedy enough-dumbing down my ability—Howard Stern-instilled paranoia-past tactics to downplay me-Weird Dreams-Durk-Bloodhound q50-Remy Ma/Papoose-Macklemore/Ed Sheeran-Meek vs Ak-Colin K vs Jay Z-Drake FOMO dream-Eminem’s legacy-Yachty/Kharrabooh-Chris Brown/Jasmine Crockett-Boosie on 60 minutes-Fandom believing WWE Narratives-Keith Lee/Darius Wright-DSOTR finale-tragedies repeat in wrestling-fandom shocked problematic cogs showing back up-Reactionaries-Janel Grant-Kota Ibushi-25th anniversary of 911 fall out-Revisiting Stern Show coverage-revisiting Mel Gibson leaks coverage-FBI hiring requirements Regressive streamers-Hayden P-AI discourse-Russia/Ukraine-This week’s NXT Dynamite TNA Smackdown-New music-anti women sentiment- Mental health irrational thoughts-fighting the urge not to rage post on IG-More horoscopes-Howards hand prints on how to market drama-Drill scene in Chicago-Vlad vs Aries-celebs being feds-doxxed juror from Lindsay Clancy case-Jonathan Majors-The left being anti conspiratorial-Hasan forced into discourse-cancel culture-Ana Kasparian-Chris D’Elia new gimmick-Takeover of countries-AI actors-Carrot Top-ppl giving up nuanced thinking for blindly following cult leaders and fundamentalist regimes-Jake Hager-Gable Steveson-Pro TK stories planted-WWE/TNA This week Collision recap

This podcast was recorded over the last week and a half-NXT Heatwave AEW ALL IN-Last week’s Raw NXT Dynamite TNA Smackdown Collision recaps-RIP Butcher aka Andy Williams-Mental health-Trolls-ppl wanting me around-some old Stern segments and blue print for cheap labor in entertainment-how they get ppl to be feds-thinking of all angles-horoscopes-creating chaos in my life-Joe Budden engagement-how these celeb trials become like sitcoms-Keefe D guilty-NORE vs Vlad-Alphonso Smith-Ravyn Simone discourse-Jay Z discourse-Durk-Cudi/Kanye-last weeks new music-Fat Joe n word discourse-Stalking of women wrestlers-ppl rather engage in low stakes discourse-being real heels-nuclear family aesthetic-limited narratives w wrestling-John Cena-Jamie Hayter-politics in new X Men discourse-JK Rawlings-distracting us w storylines in politics over plight-country vs country-Israel solely blamed for all conspiracies-bad faith political accounts-alt media personalities aligning-DSA AOC/Jared Kushner-VP of Bank of America stabbed-Rebel News-Evan Barker-gimmicked arrests-Lindsay Clancy-SNME recap, this week’s Raw NXT Dynamite recaps-Open mic-Going through 2013 obscure calls into Stern Show-more anti women sentiment from this Lindsay Clancy story- Entertainment washing the genocide-TYT going more right wing-9/11 25th anniversary-Nathan Fielder/Elizabeth Holmes-Forced Hasan discourse Gloria Steinem-sensationalist narratives-Trump swaying midterms-WWE alignment w politics-Bari Weiss-Jimmy Kimmel-gimmicked hate for WWE-low stakes comedy discourse online-gimmicked beef and celeb discourse-NORE accusations

Recorded from August23rd-30th-Struggling to get out of event downtown with heavy traffic to see Smackdown-Troll amplifying harassment and lies after recent humiliations because he is a mercenary for different factions and hoping the worst on those making the call-mental health update therapy sessions-New music-The Game’s Documentary 3 being promoted because of beef element-J Cole being called performative-Stephen A Smith-Penn State-Reggie Watts controversy-Karmelo Anthony/Austin Metcalf-WWE/AEW gimmicked narratives-AI discourse-fundamentalist-political discourse being a parody-Anna Faris vs Chris Pratt-Aug24th-Last week Smackdown recap-Aug26th-Last week TNA AEW Collision recap this week Raw and NXT recap-Aug29th-Bacteria build up in my mouth delayed the podcast-doing open mic in new territory-being a performer on radio and streaming and learning from wrestling-hackers changed by birth date on Facebook-worst physical pain to symbolize dealing w a mentally painful summer-This week’s new music-nuclear families in celeb world-celeb gender wars-out of the loop on Durk’s trial-Trump Lake Ontario-WNBA storylines-tabloid discourse in sports-Zohran-More forced Hasan discourse-making every conspiracy Israel related solely-Bad Bunny-uncharismatic streamers-Aug30th-Harry Potter series discourse-Mark Ruffalo-Dolly Parton-Target costumes-Tim Curry-Lindsay Clancy-Mark Curry accusations-Fake left rehabbing Milo Y-fake political feuds-character arcs in wrestling-fandom given incentive to amplify the negative for content farming-Velveteen Dream-Letting storylines play out-Missy Hyatt-This week Dynamite Smackdown TNA and Collision recaps

Recorded from August15-20th-mental health hurdles, comedy, politics, celebrity, hip hop, new music, and wrestling recaps and discourse

Podcast was recorded through August 8th-13th-Aug8th where I felt I was going to feel alone on my bday and start thinking irrationally about how I never have the best birthdays and start questioning my existence and how it becomes easier each year that no one cares about your birthday-billionaire type put more effort to try and pretend no one cares than actually letting ppl naturally not care-fantasy world vs my reality-self sabotaged more this year-Therapy Sessions-mental accumulation-new music-Asap Rocky vs Drake-Game vs Kendrick-how streamers and media are characters-Josh Shapiro in Meek Mill music video-banned streamers gimmick-villains-DSA primary victories-bunkers-Perez Hilton-boring wrestling discourse-DSOTR-limited narratives about HHH-AEW Grand Slam recap-J Cole shows sold out-Aug 9th-Ended up having a nice birthday at comedy bar and being less irrational after an enjoyable experience-portable charger-not having many panic attacks-predicting if open mic will be a good experience-Joe Biden cancer-WNBA Royce White-August12th-last week’s Smackdown, TNA AEW Collision, this week RAW NXT-Aug13th-This week Dynamite-mental health after birthday week and learning from past experiences to try and be better-struggling to get back in my groove at open mic after taking a break-not wanting to go regressive-used to distract myself w tv movies and eating-the pressure in guys being in the boys club-being influential on the impressionable-bored w discourse-getting into stand up too late in life-rather die alone than be an incel-how Big Bang Theory ended up being funnier than gimmicked podcasters-Howard Stern-hip hop media covering Drake antics more than the art form-Chris Crack song titles-wrestling discourse at an all time low-DSOTR-forced political martyrs-normalization of regressive storylines in politics-fake libs and left-DSA storylines-Hunter Biden-Eli Roth-WNBA storylines-Lindsay Clancy-Trump Netanyahu-Zohran thots-abortion

Finally found the file of the podcast audio that was deleted from my podcasters app because I gave Full Gear 2025 a bad review.. plus this is when the first Platner controversy started so look back at my thoughts on that.

August2nd-SummerSlam Night 1 Recap-RIP Vincent Pastore-mental health & avoiding agents in my life-handling my emotions better than in high school-not trying to go out of my way to pine-not feeling good long term putting effort to be irrational and resisting feelings-wasting most of summer w this irrational stuff-past sabotage-troll antics-bad political tweets-weird dreams-Aug3rd-SummerSlam Night 2 recap-Aug4th-having to be forced to see my parents decline because I didn’t sell my soul and being controlled most of my life which is detrimental to any future relationship-being demoted to fist bumps-fighting off panic attacks and learning from the past-why women are on another level than men w mental health-agents invading my house-testing myself mentally-difficult to confront feelings when forces want you to become an incel-never getting out of my current reality -wanting to go back to eating my feelings-history of envisioning an entire relationship before it happens-forces paying customs to put chaos in my life-hatred for the past and being used-weird dreams-Roland Martin sex tape-how current content creators think they’re covering news when its just storylines-Sidney Starr-WNBA discourse-Bernie Moreno-AI-Russia Ukraine-More forced Hasan discourse-Fauci-alt media needing obvious villains-undermining public health-MTG new political party-Mass shootings-Wrestling fandom-Aug 5th-RAW NXT recaps-RIP Dory Funk-Mental health-catching feelings adds one more on a long list of stress I have in my life-industry old guard left me for dead hoping Id crumble and learned their tactics from the mental abuse Ive dealt with-cogs who have not been discarded and humiliated yet won’t see my view until they go through it

AEW Redemption, RAW NXT Dynamite Recaps-mental health & fighting off irrational thoughts and admitting to vulnerable feelings at the risk of being mocked especially w vultures spying-buzzing in the wall vibration loud that its activated to elevate my already irrational thoughts-difficulties in social situations that reminds me of high school-industry factions being obsessed with me-not being afraid of being vulnerable while keeping my guard up-during incel era being vulnerable about women will me a joke so there is pressure not to fall for anyone-rather admit I took an L than becoming an incel-fine with dying alone-accumulated trauma-challenging year mentally not being able to eat my feelings-not regretting trying to connect-Troll fan fiction-closeted conservatives-Tony Yayo vs Memphis Bleek-beef becomes its own sub genre in entertainment-Rick Ross album considered a flop-Diddy-True crime has become its own sub genre across all art forms-women cogs groomed systemically for the anti women sentiment-some new music-initiations in pro wrestling-fandom acting like morality police-gimmicked name changes and overproduced shoot promos-WWE radio-Ryan Garcia-DSOTR Big Bossman-Triple H booking-botched concerts-normalization of heinous crimes-MTG-manufactured discussions on podcasts and streams-Bad faith actors defending Israel-Elon Musk feuds-DSA-AI discourse Jared Leto accusations-Civil Unrest-conspiratorial discourse feels boomer-Fauci discourse-Recaps of TNA Collision and Smackdown-More music releases-ppl pettiness show why they are not leader material-vultures not being as mentally free as me so they act soulless because they think Im an easy target for feeling happier-rather admit I get hurt catching feelings than pretending to be above it while trolls get mad I didn’t go irrational Online fandom get mad when establishment is self aware because it gives it away those talking points were funded by the establishment-never being free physically so mentally connecting is my only skill-stress comes from resisting admissions to how I feel-wrestling discourse has become a parody like forcing Jacque Rougeau into the conversation because more effort gets put into online storylines than the actual productv

Troll coming up w mediocre fan fiction of me-they worry about me spiritually which is why they need me alive-when ppl say they need me here it is normally meant for more abuse and entertainment purposes-ppl want to align or oppose me to be characters in my life-over the last decade having diff handlers audition to be in my life-femcels wanting men to go incel route-spying on my journal entries-Hunter Biden on the gay mafia-how cogs become recruited feds-the troll pretending by online activity that he is liberal because they will activate him to do something-future sacrifices-WWE being the obvious villains-WWE Radio and how WWE has always controlled the media-cogs finding ways to get at my psyche so I end up breaking down-Sopranos fandom-ppl will show off aesthetic but still check to make sure Im miserable-establishment cogs having a “love me daddy” attitude toward their industry leaders-how me showing interest makes other cogs get noticed by the higher ups invested in me-tactics done to try and make me snap while they activate buzzing in the walls-countering irrational thoughts-trying to connect really exposed ppl who couldn’t stand I was trying to find some happiness-always will have to be a loner so I don’t get hurt-trying to fight off old self behavior-subtle bullying tactics-how I connect and then alienate ppl-ppl taking advantage of my insecurities-being one of the ugliest ppl on this planet-eventually cleansing ppl from my mind-how Im a big challenge mentally-Old Stern bits-regret paying advice forward-regret being consumed by alt media-how I channel Howards authentic nature while everyone copies his tropes-The Game YG Verzus-Tabloid discourse-AI-New Music-getting bored with redundant narratives in political discourse-New Ali G movie-Unfunny streamers-Israel discourse-forced Hasan discourse-fake left ignore China’s alignment w Israel-America First mind set-Troy Jackson vs Susie Collins-fake culture war promotion for Odyssey-very brief unmotivated recaps of Smackdown TNA and AEW Collision

Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown SNME AEW Collision-Weird dreams I have had-This week’s Raw and NXT recaps-New music-mental health and not knowing what to expect going back to comedy-putting my guard up-being in the Godfather 3 era of political/entertainment discourse-anti conspiratorial fake liberals-hypocrisy from older establishment comedians and free speech-Chappelle using gay slur to mock JD Vance-how older Stern segments are rebranded in today’s climate-Trolls-Hollywood being conservative-gimmicked online promotion for the movie Odyssey-cleansing mentally before going to open mic-friendly Lyft drivers-being reminded of the past socially-forcing politics in world cup discourse-identity politics in limited ways-anti women sentiment being normalized-forcing anti Semitism in the midst of genocide and genuine plight-gimmicked boycotts-Cardi B being a forever discourse character-Omega reacting to tweet about Ospreay-Sammy Guevara potentially leaving AEW-fuckability politics-Vince McMahon/Janel Grant-counter programming discourse getting boring-we are in the worst era of wrestling analysis-Dana White scripted meltdown-celeb involvement w sports has never felt more watered down-funded streamers-crazy fandom-Not watching WWE Unreal-Election rigging-grifters luring ppl into fundamentalism-Iran US war-legal open carry-conservative figures exposed for being creeps w no real consequences-future women enslavement-glorified political thots-funded chaos-Platner defenders-True crime discourse and AEW Dynamite recap

Brief thoughts about returning to open mic-Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown, AEW Collision, this week’s Raw AEW Dynamite and NXT-going into my mind state going back to comedy after a month hiatus, and not knowing if it will be the same post melt down-not writing my irrational thoughts down for several days-Forest fires in Canada and how the air quality looked so yellow it gave me a Tony Soprano level trigger of one of my most infamous 2011 dreams-comments about me going aggressive over women cogs in media when Ive literally risked my life going at top level men in the game so limited identity politics won’t work on me especially if pick me’s in media are auditioning to be Mar A Lago bimbos online political fandom mad at me for calling propagandists that normalized Platner-How todays personalities want to be Howard Stern but all they are is Ralph Cirella-Alt media personalities are uncharismatic-every cog in the game being initiated-every delegation adding to the divide-how I want to be a spirit-country vs country aesthetic-glorified thots-AIPAC funding both sides of discourse-grifting off genocide-glad Im not sought after-Taking advantage of ppl spying journal entries-embracing irrational thoughts-not needing to please ppl to have a social life if it reminds of the past-regretting going back on IG-suspecting everyone lies-blind fandom-Howard and Vince similarities-not knowing half of the staffers released by Stern Show-Me doing more consistent broadcasting than Howard-being black balled-being punished by the hive mind-how being into women gives them the upper hand-Hollywood always being conservative and funding the internet discourse-looking at all the angles of potential scenarios-regressive behavior-Trolls-Dreams-Jay Z Concert discourse-the beef in hip hop and where it is going-Chuck Schumer farting- Ebro Rosenberg-Music from last week-DSOTR TNA Episode 3-power slap-Conor McGregor-wrestling conspiracies-CM Punk discourse Mia Yim/Keith Lee-Meltzer Mercedes-Lindsey Graham dead-Is Mitch McConnell alive-Streamers not main character ready and won’t take accountability-ICE-the fake libs deny Bill Clinton is a creep-the fake libs and left uplifted Hunter Biden only for him to hang out w Nick Fuentes Gimmicked elections-Boosie Trump-dumbing down Joe Rogan-Iran war-fake martyr politicians-gender affirming care-Israel aid-Fetterman against democrats

Fending off the “imaginary” tactics that don’t officially exist-going over the accumulation of what Ive been through the last decade or so and how current situations remind me of the overall accumulation-really lengthy almost 2 hour rant about the Graham Platner stuff and how ppl keep falling for recycled marketing perpetuated by the compromised alt media-blind fandom for streamers, alt media and celebs have led to really dumbed down behavior-content farming off controversial ppl makes them more money-dividing us by groups with funded discourse-being sent recruiters and the mental health from the system forcing handlers-horoscopes/dreams-buzzing in my walls-wanting to give into irrational thoughts to teach myself a lesson for trying to see the good in people-ppl auditioning to play roles in my life-how I assume everyone is an agent- how ppl tell me they need me around but then try to make me unhappy and paranoid as ever-why I dont bust balls with certain ppl-regressive premises-taking advantage of vultures who monitor my private thoughts who then judge me while they are the ones invading my privacy-being put through many tests-how ppl want the unstable Hanzi from Howard Stern but you get a more refined, vitriolic one-how the ppl who have blown up in their popularity should be thankful I was blackballed because I would’ve raised the bar too high with my realness-punished for trying to pay advice forward-never having true allies-not desperate to be social-Jay Z discourse-Drake-gender wars within entertainment-Dark Side of the Ring TNA episode 1 and 2 thoughts-Chelsea Green-Sheamus-Conor McGregor-Trump involved with World Cup-Tyler Robinson trial-DOGE- Mass shootings-Recaps of Raw NXT and AEW Dynamite w the booking of MJF and Sami dropping their world titles

Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my ability to cater to other mediocre people-future sacrificial lambs-how vultures will pretend to care after I die-the long term effects of doing too much gossip-Dreams-cogs giving creeps carte blanche while putting me through 80 million purity tests-no one can match my realness-factions doing Howard Stern tactics-not gonna feel bad about cogs future sob stories-vultures doing behind the scene tactics to make it look like Im going on the offensive when Im constantly playing defense-always being followed-envisioned convos-having bigger fish to fry than dealing w new recruits-if I break balls ppl who dish it out can’t take it-who gets propped up in what era-turning genuine plight and turning it into culture wars-trying to break free from consuming the fundamentalist entertainment industry-bailing out of social shit when ppl get too comfy around me-using my vulnerability to my advantage-not much music releases-Lil Uzi rehab leak-white parties by billionaires-fed influence in hip hop discourse-incentive for extreme fandom-streamers doing a gen z f**k boy version of what Stuttering John used to do-Jay Z casino bid discourse-gimmicked ways to keep beef era going-BET awards antics toward SZA/Doechii-normalizing anti women sentiment-identity politics being used in the most on surface way-initiated cogs-fundamentalism in all industries-not being able to truly confide in anyone in the game-current tv shows-Louis CK comedy special Using politics and race for discourse with WNBA-Tucker’s third party-end times prophecy-fake libs help the right by denying any conspiratorial elements-Hague discourse-gimmicked discourse over Taylor Swift arranged showbiz marriage-blind fandom-turning politics into TMZ style-funded extremists-fandom shocked their fav celebs are supporting fascism-self immolation-fake left and libs gimmicked fighting-DSA storylines and some wrestling discourse that is getting boring-Recaps of AEW Collision, Smackdown and TNA

The first 2 1/2 hours is recaps of TNA Slammiversary, AEW Forbidden Door, NXT GAB, RAW, NXT episode-trolling tactics-mental health-creating chaos in my life-cogs are still unwell even w all the perks if they get mad at my lowly opinion-edge lord schtick does not stand out if Im not around because ppl are surrounded by the hive mind-ppl who partake in mind games will have the same done to them and no one will sympathize w them-distracting myself the second week of not going to comedy with wrestling-billionaires funding ppl to monitor me-unwell cogs happy Im not in a good place mentally-organizing setbacks in the middle of recording podcast-triggering vultures who monitor me with my vitriolic journal entries-needing to go shopping for clothes-forces making it difficult to move on-the rebooted versions will never be as real with me-new recruits can’t go one on one with me mentally-might look like a slob but have boss level mentality-watering down art forms-vultures forming super teams most wrestling discourse is forced and just there to monetize off of-systemic injuries-Big E on mental health—beef within hip hop media watered down since Drake Kendrick beef-gimmicked celeb discourse-Willy Wonka competition show-Bill Maher Kevin Spacey-fake left using genuine plight to do product placement for badly made right wing movies-ppl still denying any conspiratorial thinking-controlled opposition-gimmicked online debates-viral clips meant to make ppl reactionary-fake smears against “anti establishment” figures-Taylor Swift gimmicked wedding-AEW Dynamite recap-more mental health and created chaos-how I shake the hive mind on my own-Pooh Shiesty-Jelly Roll scandal-Lebron-wrestling discourse-leaked audio of Vince