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Jasmine grew up in an unstable home, and at six years old, she began experiencing sexual abuse from her stepfather that continued for six years. She opens up about her mom’s response, the lasting effects of childhood trauma, and how being left without help led to further abuse as a teenager. Sponsored By: → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to access personalized, affordable care for weight loss, hair, menopause, and more. On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:03:46 - What was her first experience of sexual abuse? → 00:06:30 - When did her stepfather’s abuse begin? → 00:09:42 - What happened when her stepfather broke into her room? → 00:13:46 - What happened when her sister told their mom? → 00:17:20 - Why didn’t her mom leave her abusive stepfather? → 00:19:42 - What happened when she finally told her mom? → 00:23:00 - Why didn’t she realize what was happening was wrong? → 00:26:08 - How did the abuse affect her childhood and friendships? → 00:28:44 - Why did her stepfather’s abuse become more frequent? → 00:30:26 - What happened when her mom suddenly became sick? → 00:33:56 - What happened after her mom died? → 00:35:22 - Why didn’t her family report the abuse? → 00:38:06 - Why was she placed in a mental health facility? → 00:40:46 - How did her past trauma affect her relationships as a teenager? → 00:43:16 - Why did she cut ties with her family at 18? → 00:45:32 - Why hasn’t she reported her stepfather? → 00:48:08 - When did she feel ready to talk about her trauma? → 00:50:10 - How can sharing your story help other survivors feel less alone? → 00:52:06 - Why is childhood sexual abuse so damaging? → 00:54:00 - How did it feel to share her story from beginning to end? → 00:56:12 - What else does she want people to understand about her family? Further Listening → My Father Was a Pastor and a Predator | https://youtu.be/ChjEtgNM1EI?si=W4ne4OgROyPXHAUv More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

Paranormal investigators Kyle and Jack from Hauntings of Ohio join me to share their most terrifying encounters inside haunted hospitals, the unexplained activity they’ve captured on camera, and the experiences that have made them question what’s really out there. From threatening spirit box responses to a terrifying encounter with a sprinting ghost, they reveal what it’s really like to investigate the paranormal. Check Out Hauntings of Ohio:  → YouTube → Instagram  → Facebook → X  → TikTok Sponsored By: → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to access personalized, affordable care for weight loss, hair, menopause, and more. → Shopify | Every story has a turning point. If you're ready to build something of your own, start your journey with a free trial at https://shopify.com/insane → Quince | Find the fall pieces you’ll reach for most at Quince. Download the Quince app for app-exclusive offers, or go to https://quince.com. Get free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Now available in Canada and the UK, too. And when Quince asks where you heard about them, let them know it was We’re All Insane. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction  → 00:04:04 - What Were Their First Paranormal Experiences? → 00:08:12 - Can You Capture Ghost Voices on Audio? → 00:09:42 - Their First Ghost Hunt → 00:12:50 - 12 Hours in a Haunted Location → 00:14:44 - How Does a Spirit Box Work? → 00:17:06 - What Ghost Hunting Gear Do They Use? → 00:20:34 - How Do They Protect Themselves? → 00:25:00 - What Happened During a Terrifying Night at a Haunted Asylum? → 00:28:26 - How Do They Review Ghost Footage? → 00:30:00 - How Do They Edit Their Videos? → 00:35:08 - How Did Their Channel Grow? → 00:40:04 - Their Scariest Paranormal Capture → 00:46:00 - What Have They Caught on Camera? → 00:52:04 - Can Spirits Get Stuck in the Past? → 01:00:00 - When Is a Ghost Hunt Over? → 01:03:10 - Why Keep Evidence Private? → 01:10:22 - Why Explore New Haunted Places? → 01:15:54 - Why Keep Ghost Hunting? → 01:18:14 - Intelligent vs. Residual Hauntings → 01:21:46 - What Happens After Death? → 01:33:30 - What Happened After Burning a Ouija Board? → 01:34:12 - Do Investigators Fake Evidence? → 01:39:10 - Tips for Beginner Ghost Hunters? Further Listening → I Spent the Night in the Conjuring House More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What happens when a skeptic spends the night in some of the most haunted places in America? Paranormal investigator Connor Blaine joins me to share the terrifying encounters that turned his curiosity about ghosts into a full-blown obsession with the paranormal. Check Out Connor: → Youtube | https://www.youtube.com/@connerblaineparanormal → Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/connerblaine/ → TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@connerblaineparanormal On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:01:07 - Why did he start investigating the paranormal? → 00:02:25 What happened during his first night at the Conjuring House? → 00:04:41 - What did he take away from the experience? → 00:07:41 - How does he pick haunted locations? → 00:08:09 - Which investigation first made him question his skepticism? → 00:11:24 - How can you tell if something followed you home? → 00:15:03 - How did he cleanse his home after the experience? → 00:16:39 - What was his scariest paranormal encounter? → 00:20:59 - What happens during a spirit box session? → 00:23:31 - Has he ever seen a ghost with his own eyes? → 00:25:34 - What equipment does he bring to a ghost hunt? → 00:27:25 - Why does he rely on his camera instead of professional microphones? → 00:28:37 - How often does he travel to investigate haunted locations? → 00:30:25 - How have people reacted to his paranormal videos? → 00:32:29 - What happened during his investigation at the SK Pierce Mansion? → 00:34:54 - Where does he want to investigate next? → 00:37:11 - Are spirits trapped between worlds? → 00:40:42 - What happened during a terrifying thunderstorm at the Garnett House? → 00:45:41 - What voice did he hear while investigating Gettysburg? → 00:46:42 - Is he afraid of investigating haunted locations? → 00:48:47 - What happened when he visited an insane asylum? → 00:52:05 - What places are prone to paranormal activity? → 00:53:55 - What other unexplained experiences has he captured? Further Listening → I Talk to Dead People | https://youtu.be/Akvvg8imEV0 More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

Alicia Barr shares the story of her 4 year affair with a married man 30 years older than her, and the struggle to walk away from a relationship she couldn’t let go of. She opens up about ending the affair, healing through therapy, and how her experience inspired her book, More Than a Secret: How a Mistress Broke Free from Her Affair. Check Out Alicia:  → Website → Instagram → Facebook → TikTok → Substack  Sponsored By: → ZocDoc | Taking care of your health just got easier – start here with Zocdoc: https://zocdoc.com/insane #sponsored → Quince | Find the fall pieces you’ll reach for most at Quince. Download the Quince app for app-exclusive offers, or go to https://quince.com.Get free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Now available in Canada and the UK, too. And when Quince asks where you heard about them, let them know it was We’re All Insane. → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to access personalized, affordable care for weight loss, hair, menopause, and more. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:02:34 - Why Did Alicia Feel Rushed to Live the American Dream? → 00:03:20 - Why Did Her Marriage Begin to Fall Apart? → 00:05:40 - How Did Their Friendship Begin? → 00:10:10 - Why Did the Church Get Involved? → 00:17:12 - How Did They Reconnect? → 00:19:44 - How Did Their Friendship Grow Closer? → 00:24:26 - When Did the Affair Begin? → 00:28:58 - How Did Her Divorce Happen? → 00:30:22 - Why Did She Fall in Love With Him? → 00:32:50 - When Did Alicia Hit Rock Bottom? → 00:41:22 - Why Was It So Hard to Leave the Affair? → 00:50:56 - How Did Her Niece Change Her Perspective? → 00:54:30 - What Finally Made Her End the Affair? → 00:56:36 - How Did Therapy Help Her Move Forward? → 01:03:14 - How Did Their Final Separation Affect Her? → 01:05:16 - How Did Their Final Goodbye Go? → 01:12:40 - Why Did He Tell Her Never to Contact Him Again? → 01:14:12 - Why Did Alicia Decide to Tell the Truth? → 01:17:00 - Why Did She Decide to Write a Book? → 01:18:30 - How Could Her Story Help Other Women? → 01:36:16 - What Hope Does She Have for Others?  Further Listening → I Cheated on My Pregnant Wife… With a ManMore We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Katie joins me to talk about discovering her psychic abilities, seeing spirits, and a terrifying encounter with a demon. We talk psychic readings, intuition, cheating, witchcraft, manifestation, and learning to trust the unseen. Check out Katie Surbeck: → Website | https://www.katiesurbeck.com/ → Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/katiesurbeck/ → Tiktok | https://www.tiktok.com/@katiesurbeck On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:02:40 - When Did Katie Discover Her Psychic Abilities? → 00:03:24 - What Was Her First Experience With a Spirit? → 00:07:56 - How Did Her Family React to Her Abilities? → 00:10:10 - How Do Spirits Communicate With Her? → 00:14:08 - How Did She Explore Her Psychic Abilities? → 00:17:14 - What Happened at Her Spiritual Retreat? → 00:21:30 - How Did Her Psychic Abilities Reveal Cheating? → 00:25:42 - How Does Meditation Develop Psychic Abilities? → 00:31:00 - Why Is Shadow Work Important for Spiritual Growth? → 00:35:46 - What Do People Ask in Psychic Readings? → 00:37:16 - What Happened During Her Demon Encounter? → 00:40:22 - Can Objects Hold Spiritual Energy? → 00:45:02 - How Does Full Moon Witchcraft Work? → 00:47:32 - How Can Spell Oils Help With Manifestation? → 00:52:08 - How Does Beauty Magic Work? → 00:55:20 - Why Is Spiritual Community Important? → 00:58:08 - How Can You Trust Your Intuition? Further Listening → My Boyfriend Stabbed Me 11 Times Then Killed Himself | https://youtu.be/f9ovbPBnnKg?si=f2muAApMvK-tJcXT More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

A year ago Remington Weckbacher, known online as RemTheBurntGuy, survived an oil field explosion that left him with burns covering more than 80% of his body. We talk about what happened after he came home, including PTSD, night terrors, flashbacks, learning how to cope with trauma, and the mental work that came with rebuilding his life.  Check Out Remington: → GoFundMe → Instagram → YouTube → TikTok → Facebook Sponsored By: → Shopify | Every story has a turning point. If you're ready to build something of your own, start your journey with a free trial at https://shopify.com/insane → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to access personalized, affordable care for weight loss, hair, menopause, and more. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction  → 00:00:43 - What has the recovery process been like?  → 00:02:45 - What is the surgery process like?  → 00:04:43 - What did his girlfriend ask him the morning of the accident?  → 00:05:49 - What was his job?  → 00:06:53 - How did his work day start? → 00:08:20 - How did the oil field explosion start? → 00:11:42 - What happened when the explosion threw him from the rig? → 00:13:07 - How big was the explosion and could it have been prevented?  → 00:14:19 - How did he survive being trapped in the fire? → 00:16:57 - How did they put the fire out?  → 00:18:21 - What happened to the two men that passed away?  → 00:19:36 - What was going through his mind when it happened? → 00:20:42 - How did they finally call for help? → 00:23:32 - What happened during the ambulance ride to the hospital? → 00:25:41 - What did he experience while he was unconscious? → 00:28:55 - What were the first surgeries he went through?  → 00:31:04 - What was his daily care like in the hospital?  → 00:32:01 - How bad was the infection he had from the water?  → 00:33:28 - What was it like waking up after two and a half months? → 00:35:48 - How did his family cope while he was in the hospital? → 00:37:03 - What happens during recovery from severe burns? → 00:40:01 - How was his mental health throughout the process? → 00:42:35 - Why did he start going to therapy?  → 00:44:21 - When did he reconnect with other survivors?  → 00:45:46 - Why did he decide to leave the oil field? → 00:47:06 - What are his future goals?  → 00:49:02 - Why did he start sharing his story online? → 00:51:25 - How did the fire impact his memory?   → 00:52:47 - What surgeries and procedures are next for him?  → 00:54:25 -  How are skin grafts helping him regain mobility? → 00:58:42 - How did he learn to feel comfortable in his new body? → 01:03:19 - How does he want to use his experience to help others? → 01:06:28 - How did he learn to cope with his trauma? → 01:07:36 - What everyday things became difficult after the accident? → 01:12:43 - How is he using his experience to educate others?  → 01:16:46 - How does workers compensation work?   Further Listening → My Boyfriend Stabbed Me 11 Times Then Killed Himself More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

21 years ago, Matthew was stabbed 11 times by his boyfriend and survived. He joins me to share the story of what happened, from the warning signs he didn’t recognize at the time to the attack, his recovery, and the shocking details he learned afterward. We talk about manipulation, red flags, domestic violence, and how he eventually came to understand what happened to him. Check Out Matthew Gibson: → Instagram https://www.instagram.com/matthewproblem/ → TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@matthewproblem → YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@UCxGPjy8VkL1d3SQuXTbT4tQ On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:00:34 - What happened 21 years ago? → 00:01:30 - What was supposed to be a birthday surprise? → 00:05:38 - How did he escape after being stabbed? → 00:03:30 - What happened when his boyfriend attacked him? → 00:09:14 - What happened when he arrived at the hospital? → 00:11:54 - What did he learn about his boyfriend after the attack? → 00:14:06 - What lies did his boyfriend tell him? → 00:17:00 - What happened the day before the attack? → 00:21:08 - Why did he decide to share his story 21 years later? → 00:25:08 - What happened when he shared his story online? → 00:27:04 - Why is listening to your intuition so important? → 00:29:18 - How long did it take him to physically recover? → 00:32:28 - Why can trusting someone make betrayal even more terrifying? → 00:36:32 - What was his experience like while recovering in the hospital? → 00:40:00 - Did he feel like he had a near-death experience? → 00:42:00 - What did the experience mean to him? Further Listening → Surviving Attempted Murder-Suicide https://youtu.be/gJBV3oEt9bA?si=mtwpXOYExYVdXTde More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

In this episode, we sit down with Nelson Rodriguez, host of Honor Among Thieves, a candid conversation about growing up around crime, getting pulled into a massive healthcare fraud scheme, losing everything, serving time in federal prison, and ultimately rebuilding his life through storytelling. Check Out Nelson:  → https://Honoramongthievespodcast.com → Instagram → Podcast Instagram  → YouTube Sponsored By: → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to access personalized, affordable care for weight loss, hair, menopause, and more. → ZocDoc | Taking care of your health just got easier – start here with Zocdoc: https://zocdoc.com/insane #sponsored On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - How did he become obsessed with crime stories? → 00:02:04 - How did his parents' stories shape his childhood? → 00:04:22 - Why did Scarface have such a big influence on him? → 00:05:32 - What made him believe the gangster lifestyle was worth chasing? → 00:14:11 - How did he go from being completely broke to making thousands a week? → 00:15:53 - When did he realize he was committing federal fraud? → 00:17:34 - How did the fraud actually work? → 00:22:04 - How did making easy money completely change his lifestyle? → 00:29:34 - What was he spending his fraud money on? → 00:31:12 - How long did he commit fraud? → 00:33:49 - Was he ever afraid of getting caught? → 00:35:41 - Why did he finally decide to walk away from the fraud? → 00:41:10 - How did the FBI eventually discover what he had been doing? → 00:45:10 - What was it like being arrested outside his home by the FBI? → 00:52:19 - Why did he lose his business? → 00:54:51 - What did he do while out on bond? → 00:57:33 - What happened while he was in federal prison? → 01:02:50 - How did prison change his perspective on life? → 01:05:42 - What did he learn from the people he met in prison? → 01:07:28 - What inspired Honor Among Thieves? → 01:11:17 - Why is rebuilding life after prison harder than prison? Further Listening → I Sent My Boyfriend’s Brother to Prison More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Louise Barnett spent 15 years living through extreme highs and devastating lows without knowing she had bipolar I disorder. She chased relationships, drugs, alcohol, and anything else that could quiet the noise in her mind. Louise joins me to talk about her memoir, Tainted Love, and the four relationships that became chapters of her life. We talk addiction, mania, depression, motherhood, attachment, self-sabotage, sobriety, and what it actually feels like to live with bipolar disorder. Check Out Louise:  → Website → Instagram → Facebook → LinkedIn → TikTok → Amazon Sponsored By: → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to get personalized, affordable care that gets you. → Shopify | Every story has a turning point. If you're ready to build something of your own, start your journey with a free trial at https://shopify.com/insane → Wayfair | Find furniture, decor, and essentials that fit your unique style and budget. Head to https://Wayfair.com right now to shop all things home. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction  → 00:01:38 - What does living with undiagnosed bipolar disorder actually feel like? → 00:02:59 - How did growing up Mormon impact her life?  → 00:05:15 - Why did substances become a way to escape? → 00:11:52 - Why can relationships become chapters of our lives? → 00:14:49 - What makes us stay in relationships when we're afraid to be alone? → 00:16:23 - How did these relationships impact her mental health? → 00:21:01 - What happens when the highs suddenly turn into a crash? → 00:24:30 - How did pregnancy change her life?  → 00:26:39 - What does mania feel like?  → 00:31:24 - What was it like the first time she left Patrick?  → 00:34:28 - How is gratitude important for healing?  → 00:36:21 - What was her inpatient treatment experience like?  → 00:39:40 - What happened after she left inpatient therapy?  → 00:45:01 - What does motherhood look like while struggling with bipolar disorder? → 00:48:36 - What does sobriety change when you're also managing bipolar disorder? → 00:51:32 - Can you actually manage bipolar disorder without letting it control your life? → 00:55:06 - How do you find self love and challenge feelings of loneliness?  → 00:59:22 - Why can learning to sit with yourself change everything? → 01:06:29 - How do her life coaching sessions work?  Further Listening → Molested By My Brother More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For early releases, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At 16 years old, Kate went to a lake house party with someone she trusted, unaware that the night would change her life forever. After drinking a small amount, she blacked out and spent years trying to understand what happened. Eleven years later, Kate received the case file and discovered witness statements and confessions that gave her a clearer picture of that night. She opens up about the lasting impact on her relationships and mental health, her struggles with depression and OCD, and finding healing through finally telling her story. Check Out Kate:  → Instagram  → Tiktok Sponsored By: → Wayfair | Find furniture, decor, and essentials that fit your unique style and budget. Head to https://Wayfair.com right now to shop all things home. → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to get personalized, affordable care that gets you. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:02:18 - What Was Kate’s Childhood Like? → 00:04:56 - What Led to Her Being Sent to a Wilderness Camp? → 00:09:12 - What Was the Wilderness Camp Experience Like? → 00:15:08 - What Were the Rules and Conditions Like at the Camp? → 00:20:34 - What Happened to Kate at 16 Years Old? → 00:22:20 - How Did Kate Know Nick? → 00:26:24 - How Much Did Alcohol Play a Role in What Happened? → 00:27:16 - What Happened on August 11, 2009? → 00:28:36 - Why Did Kate Feel Like She Wasn’t the “Perfect Victim”? → 00:31:22 - What Happened When They Arrived at the Lake House? → 00:35:02 - What Does Kate Remember From the Assault? → 00:40:00 - What Happened After She Woke Up? → 00:45:00 - When Did Kate Begin Telling People What Happened? → 00:50:00 - Why Did She Decide to Report the Assault? → 00:53:16 - How Many People Later Confessed About That Night? → 01:00:00 - Why Did She Feel Like Other Survivors Had Been Through Something Worse Than Her? → 01:08:04 - What Did She Discover When She Finally Got the Case File? → 01:21:08 - How Did the Assault Affect Her Relationship With Sex? → 01:23:18 - Why Was One of the Witnesses Reluctant to Testify? → 01:25:00 - What Did Karen Say Happened That Night? → 01:37:16 - Who Else Was Present and What Did They Know? → 01:39:12 - What Did Samantha Remember From That Night? → 01:42:02 - How Long Did the Assault Continue? → 01:46:06 - What Did Garrett Tell the Detective? → 01:48:16 - Why Did Nick Refuse to Speak With Police? → 01:50:18 - What Did Jared Say About Whether Kate Had Been Drugged? → 02:10:02 - What Kind of Therapy Did She Do to Help Heal? → 02:19:20 - How Can Survivors Take Back Their Power? → 02:21:08 - How Can Talking About Trauma Help With Healing? → 02:27:18 - How Has She Worked on Her Mental Health and Emotional Regulation? → 02:30:52 - How Did She Get Through One of the Hardest Periods of Her Life? → 02:35:36 - How Did Her Breakup Affect Her Mental Health? → 02:38:06 - Why Did She Finally Start Talking About Her Intrusive Thoughts in Therapy? → 02:40:48 - What Does Moving Forward Look Like for Her? Further Listening → My Boyfriend Trafficked Me To His FriendsMore We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Elijah grew up with an abusive and manipulative father, and at nine years old, his childhood was completely changed by sexual abuse from his older half-brother. He opens up about how that trauma led to years of anger, rebellion, substance use, and destructive behavior before eventually becoming a husband and father and learning to break the cycle. On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:00:58 - What was his father like growing up? → 00:08:46 - What happened with his older half-brother? → 00:13:16 - What happened when he told his family about the abuse? → 00:15:34 - Why did his father try to stop his mom from going to the police? → 00:17:54 - What happened in court after the abuse? → 00:20:00 - Why did his father make him reconcile with his brother? → 00:21:18 - How did the abuse change his behavior? → 00:24:54 - Why did he run away from home? → 00:29:24 - How did he get involved with stealing cars and drugs? → 00:31:18 - What happened when he moved in with his father? → 00:34:36 - How did his father respond to his mental health struggles? → 00:37:30 - Why didn’t anyone step in? → 00:40:10 - How did his wife react when he told her about his childhood? → 00:45:36 - What are some of the worst things his father did? → 00:52:00 - How did he survive living on the run? → 00:58:48 - Why did his father humiliate him in front of others? → 01:01:54 - Why did he drop out of school? → 01:07:06 - How did his first serious relationship become abusive? → 01:08:04 - How did he reconnect with his future wife? → 01:11:06 - Why did he move in with his wife’s family? → 01:13:56 - Why did he cut his father off again? → 01:17:14 - What changed when his wife got pregnant? → 01:22:40 - Why did he decide to distance himself from his father? → 01:27:50 - Why did his father sue him? → 01:28:58 - What happened when they went to court? → 01:32:24 - Why did he decide he was done with his father for good? → 01:35:12 - How did he get his first DUI? → 01:37:20 - Why did he choose rehab over jail? → 01:46:44 - How did rehab change his perspective on recovery? → 01:48:24 - How did his friend group change after rehab? Further Listening → I Was Set Up by the Cartel https://youtu.be/oxckFaDNddU?si=QVkwQQDpHiCVhyAV More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

For most of his life, Jason did what he thought he was supposed to do. He got married, built a career, and checked all the boxes, while quietly suppressing something he had actually known since he was six years old. In 2003, at 28 years old, Jason came to terms with the fact that he was gay after developing a relationship with a coworker who was also married. What followed was incredibly complicated. There was an affair, two marriages, a pregnancy, fear of being outed, and eventually one of the hardest conversations of Jason's life, telling his wife the truth. Check Out Jason:  → Jason's website: https://www.jasonwaidmiller.com/ → Jason's Instagram: @jasonwaidmiller → Jason's TikTok: @jasonwaidmiller  Sponsored By: → Shopify | Every story has a turning point. If you're ready to build something of your own, start your journey with a free trial at https://shopify.com/insane → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to get personalized, affordable care that gets you. → ZocDoc | Taking care of your health just got easier – start here with Zocdoc: https://zocdoc.com/insane #sponsored On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:01:49 - What was it like knowing he was gay from such a young age? → 00:02:47 - Did he feel attracted to his wife? → 00:04:26 - How did he know he was gay from six years old? → 00:06:15 - Why did he suppress his sexuality for nearly 30 years? → 00:07:32 - How did the affair begin? → 00:12:52 - How did he feel after the first time he was with Matt? → 00:14:21 - What was the most stressful part of the affair? → 00:17:51 - What changed for him after the affair started? → 00:21:42 - What happened when he found out his wife was pregnant? → 00:25:02 - Did finding out he was going to be a father change things? → 00:28:09 - How did they decide it was time to tell their wives? → 00:30:26 - What was the difference between attraction and exploration? → 00:34:36 - What was it like telling his wife, “I’m gay”? → 00:37:27 - How did his ex-wife respond? → 00:40:45 - Why did she want to talk to Matt? → 00:41:54 - What was Matt’s response? → 00:43:36 - How did his ex-wife choose forgiveness and grace? → 00:47:46 - What made him decide to share his story publicly? → 00:51:48 - What did they do after coming out? → 00:56:20 - What is Matt’s relationship like with his ex-wife? → 00:58:38 - How did people in his community react? → 01:01:12 - When did Matt and Jason get married? → 01:03:28 - Why did he start posting on social media? → 01:10:54 - How did his wife’s reaction impact the rest of his life? Further Listening → Being Gay in a Homophobic House More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week, Ellen opens up about the traumatic story of being attacked by two wolf hybrids when she was just 5 years old. She shares what she remembers from the attack, the devastating injuries that nearly cost her her leg, and the physical and emotional aftermath that followed. She also opens up about living with PTSD, night terrors, and panic attacks, how EMDR and art became part of her healing, and what it has meant to finally share her story 25 years later. Check Out Ellen:  → Instagram  → Website  Sponsored By: → Quince | Find the fall pieces you’ll reach for most at Quince. Download the Quince app for app-exclusive offers, or go to https://quince.com/insane. Get free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Now available in Canada and the UK, too. → MasterClass | MasterClass keeps adding new classes, so there’s never been a better time to get in. Head to https://masterclass.com/insane to get at least 15% off any annual membership. → ZocDoc | Taking care of your health just got easier – start here with Zocdoc: https://zocdoc.com/insane #sponsoredOn This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:03:30 - Why are wolf hybrids dangerous around children? → 00:05:14 - How did the attack happen? → 00:07:58 - How did the wolf attack her leg? → 00:08:42 - What does she remember afterward? → 00:14:58 - How did her parents react? → 00:17:00 - Why did doctors consider amputation? → 00:19:30 - How did the attack affect her parents? → 00:22:18 - How did she recover from four surgeries? → 00:27:36 - What was her hospital stay like? → 00:31:58 - How did losing her hamstring affect her? → 00:34:08 - How did she overcome her fear of dogs? → 00:36:08 - Did the owner face consequences? → 00:40:50 - How did the attack cause her passion for art? → 00:44:18 - What happened during her first psychedelic experience? → 00:50:26 - How did the trauma affect her family? → 00:59:12 - Why did she finally share her story? → 01:05:06 - Why was her dad worried about her sharing online? → 01:09:40 - Why do wolf hybrids end up in sanctuaries? → 01:13:50 - How did telling her story help her heal? Further Listening → Dove in a Lake and Broke My Neck More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week, a survivor opens up about the deeply disturbing story of being sexually abused by an adult woman he trusted when he was just 11 years old. He shares how the grooming began, how he was manipulated into believing the abuse was love, the shame and confusion he carried for years, and how the trauma continues to affect his relationships, substance use, and healing today. Sponsored By: → HERS | Ready to reach your goals? Visit https://forhers.com/insane to get personalized, affordable care that gets you. On This Episode We Cover:  → 00:00:00 - Introduction  → 00:04:09 - What Was His Childhood Like? → 00:06:22 - What Was Happening at Home? → 00:08:32 - How Did He Meet His Abuser? → 00:13:22 - Why Did He Trust Her? → 00:19:00 - When Did Grooming Turn Into Abuse? → 00:24:02 - Why Did She Make Him Keep It a Secret? → 00:27:22 - Why Was She Giving Kids Drugs and Alcohol? → 00:33:46 - Did the Abuse Affect His Sexuality? → 00:36:08 - Why Did She Say He Would “Latch Onto” Her? → 00:36:48 - When Did the Sexual Abuse Escalate? → 00:41:44 - How Did the Abuse Affect His Family? → 00:44:34 - Why Couldn’t He Connect With His Mom? → 00:46:04 - Did His Friends Suspect What Was Happening? → 00:48:18 - How Did the Abuse Affect School and Friendships? → 00:51:34 - How did the abuse continue as he got older? → 00:55:06 - Why didn’t anyone intervene? → 01:00:00 - What happened when her niece came to visit? → 01:07:04 - When did he first try to end the relationship? → 01:10:44 - Why did the abuse start again? → 01:13:50 - When was the last time he saw his abuser? → 01:14:14 - How did he tell his fiancée what happened? → 01:16:22 - When did he finally start therapy? → 01:19:42 - What happened when he saw his abuser again? → 01:26:04 - Why does he want to speak out about his story? → 01:31:50 - What does he want other survivors to know? Further Listening → I Dated My PredatorMore We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts  For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Madeline was diagnosed with a brain tumor at just 27 years old, but her health struggles started long before that. In this episode, Madeline opens up about years of unexplained neurological symptoms, chronic illness, a Lyme disease diagnosis, and the long journey to finally understanding what was happening in her body. She shares what it was like to feel dismissed by doctors, constantly search for answers, and eventually face a brain tumor diagnosis. Check Out Madeline: → Memoir https://a.co/d/04Cq0xMm → Journal https://a.co/d/0bSYES24 → Substack https://substack.com/@madelineswann → Music https://tr.ee/Pc8WxqU4b9 → Instagram https://www.instagram.com/madelineswannllc? → Linktree https://linktr.ee/madelineswann Topics Discussed: → What Were Her First Neurological Symptoms? → Why Was Her Chronic Illness So Hard to Diagnose? → How Was She Diagnosed With Lyme Disease? → How Was Her Brain Tumor Discovered? On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:00:26 - What Were Her First Neurological Symptoms? → 00:01:46 - What Did Doctors Find on Her First MRI? → 00:05:08 - Why Did She Go Years Without Answers? → 00:12:00 - How Did She Get Diagnosed With Lyme Disease? → 00:15:16 - What Was It Like Finally Having Answers? → 00:19:22 - What Was Lyme Disease Treatment Like? → 00:22:24 - Why Was She Searching for Holistic Treatments? → 00:23:34 - What Is Neurofeedback? → 00:24:24 - Did Chiropractic Care Actually Help? → 00:26:00 - What Happened When Her Symptoms Came Back? → 00:29:50 - Why Did Her Vertigo Come Back? → 00:32:22 - How Was Her Brain Tumor Discovered? → 00:36:20 - How Did Her Brain Tumor Change Her Perspective on Life? → 00:39:22 - How Do You Live With the Uncertainty of a Brain Tumor? → 00:43:06 - How Does Illness Affect Your Identity? → 00:47:48 - Why Is Sharing Your Story So Powerful? Further Listening → Hung From a Power Line By My Leg for an Hour | https://open.spotify.com/episode/1UGCzpN37jZJAtqOwqIfJl?si=Cd05bpUOSK6lSOM5UXPhEQ More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane