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33 episodes
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Date created
2024/10/21
Latest episode
2026/02/10
Average duration
73 min.
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18 days
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Disallusioned Podcast was created to spread awareness on themes of coercive control, cult dynamics, and recovery from high control environments. From shedding light on cults not heard of before to diving deep into relevant philosophical and psychological perspectives, DisAllusioned Podcast brings a variety of viewpoints, discussions, and survivor testimonies. Watch every Sunday
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The Cult of Mike Woroniecki: Beyond Andrea Yates
2026/02/10
In this episode of the DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood speaks with David De La Isla about his experiences with Michael Woroniecke, the leader of a cult that has been linked to the tragic case of Andrea Yates, as well as Ari Sherwood's family. David shares his journey of being drawn into the cult during his college years, the psychological manipulation tactics employed, and the unique nature of his cult. Ari and David discuss the impact of Woroniecki's teachings on individuals, particularly women, and the ongoing influence of his family in perpetuating the cult's ideology. The conversation highlights personal experiences, the role of social media, and the necessity of community support for those recovering from cult influence.
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Censored by Chaos: Free Speech in a Climate of Violence?
2026/01/26
In this episode of the DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood and Jay discuss a range of pressing issues, including the state of press freedom, government censorship, and the role of social media in shaping public perception. They explore the implications of algorithms on information control, the social contract between citizens and their government, and the importance of self-defense and advocacy in maintaining rights in the age of ICE. The conversation also touches on the cult of personality in politics and the uncertain future of democracy in America.
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Adopted into Control: Growing Up in a Family Cult
2026/01/19
In this episode of DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood speaks with Taylor Lucas, a survivor of a small family cult. Taylor shares their complex journey of being adopted by the same family she was born into, the psychological and emotional abuse she endured, and their path to understanding their identity and breaking free from the cult dynamics. The conversation delves into themes of narcissism, the impact of religion, and the struggle for self-expression in a controlling environment. Taylor's story highlights the challenges faced by those who grow up in such environments and the long-lasting effects of psychological manipulation. Tayler emphasizes the importance of awareness and education regarding cult dynamics, particularly in relation to the LGBTQ community.
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Unraveling: The Andrea Yates Case and the Cult Behind the Killer
2026/01/12
In this episode of the DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood delves into the harrowing case of Andrea Yates, who infamously drowned her five children in 2001. The discussion centers around the influence of cult leader Mike Woroniecki on Yates and the broader implications of cult dynamics on mental health and family structures. Sherwood shares personal insights from her own experiences with her parents being ex-members of this cult, emphasizing the need for awareness and discussion about the dangers posed by such groups. The episode also highlights the recent HBO Max documentary that sheds light on these issues, aiming to bring justice and closure to the victims and their families.
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I Married a Guru: Surviving a Yoga Cult
2025/12/29
In this episode of DisAllusioned Podcast, join host Ari Sherwood as she sits down with Joelle Tamraz, author of the book "The Secret Practice: Eighteen Years on the Dark Side of Yoga". Joelle shares her experience joining a yoga cult, and marrying the guru. She details the manipulative tactics employed by her guru, and the complex dynamics of relationships within the cult. She discusses the unique practices of Agni Yoga, the indoctrination through meditation, and the financial exploitation that often accompanies such groups. Joelle reflects on her journey of self-discovery and the challenges of reclaiming her identity after leaving the cult, emphasizing the importance of critical thinking and awareness in spiritual practices.
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Elise's Journey from Assemblies of God: Institutional Corruption and Her Fight for Change
2025/12/14
Join Ari Sherwood on the DisAllusioned Podcast as she interviews Elise Delamare, a former minister and survivor of the Assemblies of God Church. Elise shares her compelling journey from feeling called to ministry at a young age, facing challenges within the church, such as negative perceptions of women in ministry, leading to her involvement in the Assemblies of God church. Elise discusses the intensive ministry boot camp, demanding hours, and tactics of coercive control utilized within the church. Discover her path to healing and advocacy as she exposes the hidden truths and seeks change within religious institutions. This episode is a powerful testament to resilience and the pursuit of truth.
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Cult Survivors and Storytelling: Pressures, Ethics, and Perfectionism
2025/12/07
In the season 3 premiere of DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood dives into the profound responsibility of sharing cult survivor stories. As podcasters and producers, it's crucial to prioritize the mental health and well-being of our guests, ensuring a safe and supportive environment for them to share their experiences. This episode explores the ethical considerations of interviewing survivors, emphasizing the importance of providing resources, respecting each individual's readiness to tell their story, and the importance for survivors to take care of their well being first. Join us as she discusses the delicate balance of advocacy, storytelling, and putting the survivor's needs first.
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Who am I? Figuring out your Identity after a Cult Experience
2025/08/24
In the season 2 finale of DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood dives into the profound challenges cult survivors encounter as they strive to reclaim their identities. Through personal reflections and insightful interviews, Ari explores the journey from indoctrination to self-discovery, highlighting the courage it takes to question long-held beliefs and embrace one's true self. She explores the deep impact of coercive control on personal identity, and the struggle to reclaim decision-making abilities. Ari emphasizes the importance of individual stories while reminding listeners that they are so much more than their past experiences.
Thank you for watching season 2 of DisAllusioned Podcast! If you are a survivor of coercive control and ready to share you story, please feel free to contact Ari Sherwood at: [email protected].
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Unveiling the Cult of North Korea
2025/08/17
In this episode of the DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood and guest-host Jay dive into the complex and often disturbing realities of North Korea, exploring its history, the rise of Kim Il-sung, the impact of the Korean War, and the ongoing cult of personality surrounding its leaders. They discuss the Songbun system that categorizes citizens based on loyalty and the role of propaganda in maintaining isolation. The conversation also touches on the future of the regime, particularly in light of Kim Jong-un's lack of heirs, and the chilling parallels between North Korea's control mechanisms and those of cults. Ari and Jay discuss various themes including the historical context of racism and child marriage, the role of lawmakers in perpetuating these issues, and the authoritarian control seen in different societies. They explore the manipulation of food as a control tactic, the impact of propaganda on public perception, and the importance of freedom of religion and the separation of church and state.
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Exposing the City Builders Cult: The Road to Advocacy
2025/08/10
Join host Ari Sherwood in a compelling conversation with Clare Heath-McIvor, a survivor of the City Builders Church and a passionate advocate for cult survivors. Clare shares her journey growing up in a high-control religious group as the daughter of leader Brian Hearth. Her story is incredible as she details her deconstruction from evangelical fundamentalism, to becoming a whistleblower and advocate for legislative reform. Clare, along with other cult survivors, have been leading advocates on the parliamentary inquiry into cults and fringe groups in Victoria, Australia, which aims to address coercive control in cults and high-control groups, marking a pivotal step in recognizing and legislating against such behaviors. Clare emphasizes the psychological impact of cults and the ongoing struggle for LGBTQ+ rights within religious contexts, highlighting the need for awareness and legislative action, and the importance of survivor-centered advocacy. Thank you for watching DisAllusioned Podcast! Don't forget to subscribe to hear more incredible stories of coercive control, survival, and advocacy!
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The Cult of Eugenics: Historical Roots and Modern Implications
2025/08/03
On this episode of DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood and guest Jay dive into the complex and troubling history of eugenics, exploring its roots in ancient philosophy, the uprise of the eugenics movement in America, and its resurgence in modern advertising. They discuss the ethical implications of eugenics, the nature vs. nurture debate, and the cultural biases that have shaped perceptions of intelligence and worth. They also examine the impact of eugenics on immigration policies and economic inequality, highlighting the ongoing relevance of these issues in contemporary society. Ari and Jay talk about the intersections of religion, history, and politics, exploring how belief systems can shape societal narratives and influence actions. The conversation emphasizes the importance of awareness and responsibility in understanding the patterns of history and their relevance in contemporary society.
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Church Abuse Survivor's Day: A Call to Solidarity
2025/07/27
In this episode of DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood speaks with Geoff Etherton, a former youth pastor in the Church of England, about his experiences in the church and the creation of Church Abuse Survivor's Day. Geoff was a pioneer in the church, and with creative freedom, he was able to establish a coffee shop in the church as a means for meaningful engagement with the public, regardless of religious beliefs. With a sudden change in leadership, he was quickly thrown into coercive dynamics. He discusses the challenges faced within church leadership, the failure to address abuse cases, and the church's perspectives and criticisms of mental health, detailing his experiences being pushed out of ministry for having depression. Geoff shares his personal journey of deconstruction and the significance of community support for those who have experienced church abuse. This led Geoff to start Church Abuse Survivor's Day, in order to give recognition, validation, and solidarity to those who have survived religious abuse. Show your own solidarity and support for fellow survivors by lighting a candle on March 20th at 7:00 pm.
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The Child Who Survived: Jeremy's Cult Experience
2025/07/20
TW: This episode of DisAllusioned Podcast covers extreme and distressing themes, such as CSA, Child abuse, neglect, and torturous conditions. Viewer Discretion is strongly advised.
In this episode of the DisAllusioned Podcast, host Ari Sherwood interviews Jeremy Paskell, a survivor of the cult led by Ariel Ben Sherman. Jeremy gives an open and honest account of growing up in the cult, detailing the leader's long history of cons and manipulative tactics, and the severe punishments inflicted on children. Being raised within the confines of a compound, he reflects on the isolation from the outside world, the limited education provided, and the emotional trauma that resulted from his upbringing. As the conversation unfolds, Jeremy discusses the eventual collapse of the cult and his journey towards healing and recovery. He discusses the aftermath of the cult, including life in foster care, the challenges of reintegration into society, and the journey of healing through writing a book about his experiences.
Jeremy's story gives incredible insight into the dangers and destruction of growing up in a cult. He tells his story with courage and strength, recounting his painful experiences, while offering valuable advice for anyone who has been through such experiences. Show Jeremy support on his journey by supporting his art, https://paskellcreativepainting.com/
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Kingdom Kids: Inside the ICOC Cult
2025/07/13
Join host, Ari Sherwood, for a compelling episode diving into the multifaceted experiences of growing up in the International Churches of Christ (ICOC). Podcaster and cult survivor, Roy Clemens, opens up about the struggles of life as a "Kingdom Kid," grappling with the realization that the ICOC is more than just a church—it’s a cult. We explore the lasting impact of purity culture on adulthood, from internalized shame to relationship challenges. Discover how storytelling becomes a powerful tool for healing, as Roy shares his journey of reclaiming his narrative and finding empowerment through sharing his experiences on his podcast, Clemenz with a Z. This episode offers a profound look at resilience, self-discovery, and the transformative power of giving voice to one's story.
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Rhetoric and Persuasion in Cult Dynamics
2025/06/16
In this episode of the DisAllusioned podcast, host Ari Sherwood and guest Jay continue the Philosophy Behind Cults series, focusing on the role of authority, persuasion, and manipulation of language. They explore the rhetorical strategies of ethos, pathos, and logos, and how these elements are used to establish credibility and manipulate emotions. The conversation also touches on the complexities of validating authority in claims of divinity, and the challenges of discerning legitimate authority in a world filled with misinformation. In this conversation, Jay and Ari delve into the complexities of authority, belief, and knowledge. Throughout, they emphasize the need for critical thinking and discernment in navigating claims of authority.
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