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Okay, hear me out because I know this is going to ruffle some feathers. But I'm here for it! If you’ve been feeling the urge to manifest harder, visualize clearer, or clutch your vision board for dear life during eclipse season, this episode might lovingly ruin that for you. 😌 Eclipse season is not a manifestation portal. It’s a surrender portal. In this episode, I riff on why trying to “control the outcome” during eclipses often backfires because eclipses work on a different timeline. They interrupt, reveal, destabilize, and reroute. They don’t respond well to micromanagement. Today I talk about why eclipse energy is more about trust than effort, why things can feel wired and exhausted at the same time, and why this particular Aquarius solar eclipse is stirring collective themes around belonging, truth, nervous system overload, and the future we’re collectively building. I also break down: Why eclipses tend to dissolve what’s no longer aligned (even when we don’t want them to)The difference between “calling something in” and letting the universe reorganize your lifeThe larger astrological backdrop happening right now and why it all feels so intenseWhat to do instead of manifesting when clarity feels slippery and control feels tempting This episode is about trusting what’s already in motion and letting the universe take the wheel. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App a...

What happens when you realize the voice you’ve been following isn’t actually yours. This episode is a love letter to that realization. We talk about why so many of us think our intuition is broken, when really, we’ve just been listening to everyone else’s opinions, timelines, and “shoulds” for way too long. I share how easy it is to confuse anxiety with intuition, and how the ego can sound urgent, loud, and convincing … while the soul is quieter, slower, and doesn’t need to explain itself. I also go into the difference between fear-based guidance and true inner knowing, why intuition doesn’t shout, and how constant self-correction can disconnect us from our own internal compass. This isn’t an episode about fixing yourself or learning a new technique. It’s about remembering. About softening. About noticing where you stopped trusting yourself, and why that actually makes so much sense. If you’ve been questioning your instincts, outsourcing your decisions, or feeling disconnected from your own yes and no… this one is for you. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production a href="https://maelunamedia.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer"...

Okay let’s talk about being delulu Because right now the internet is fully romanticizing the idea that if you just decide something is true, it’ll magically work out. And listen, sometimes that mindset is actually powerful as hell. And sometimes? It’s just avoidance in a cute outfit. In this episode, I’m breaking down when “the delulu is the solulu” and when it quietly turns into spiritual bypassing, nervous system freeze, or straight-up lying to yourself. I get into: Why acting “as if” can genuinely change your lifeThe psychology behind why confidence before evidence actually worksThe moment delusion stops being playful and starts being harmfulHow manifestation turns toxic when it disconnects you from realityThe difference between faith and avoidance (and how to tell which one you’re in)What conscious delusion actually looks like — belief that moves you forward, not keeps you stuck If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re trusting the universe… or just not wanting to deal with something uncomfortable, this episode will hit. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storespan class="ql-ui"...

This episode isn’t cute. It’s honest. Today I’m talking about the parts of ourselves we don’t want to integrate. The ones we wish never happened. Not the soft, Instagram-friendly shadows like dimming your light. Or even that shadows that focus on what others did to you or your wounded inner child. But the moments where we hurt someone. Where we straight up caused harm and moved on with life, with an over-sized bag of shame. This is the kind of shadow work almost no one wants to touch. Because it’s not about reclaiming power. It’s about responsibility. I talk about why it’s easier to face the places where we were wounded than the places where we had agency, and how pretending those parts “aren’t us anymore” doesn’t actually free us, it just buries them. In this episode I talk about: • Why unintegrated shadow doesn’t disappear, it leaks • The difference between accountability and self-shaming • How cruelty, judgment, avoidance, and superiority often come from distorted protection • Why integration is not approval and never justification • What real wholeness actually asks of us This episode is an invitation to stop trying to be spotless… and start being honest. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or...

HOLY FREAKIN MOLY!!! It's real! I signed my NEW book contract this morning and I am giddy with passion and purpose and direction. When I lost my dad the day after Christmas in 2024 I was just hoping the survive the year of firsts. I never imagined the first year after his death would be filled with so much life, creativity, adventure, joy, and new beginnings. My disco ball soul was shattered at the end of 2024, but now a year later I’m shining brighter than ever 🪩 This book is going to show you just how potent and productive looking at your darkness can be. This is what's possible through shadow work. I wouldn't be where I am if I didn't go into my darkness and ask what it had to show me. I've centered my entire career around shadow work because I've seen first hand that it's literally the key to everything you want to become and do. This episode is testament to what "doing the work" can do and how to make your shadow sparkle. AAAAAARRRRROOOOO!!!! Programs and Resources Way of the Witch Coven CLOSES JANUARY 7: https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-covenNOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and...

Let’s talk about January 1st and the lie we've been told! Buckle up, this is a GOOD one! Because if you’ve ever felt exhausted, behind, unmotivated, or low-key resentful of “new year, new you” energy, this episode is your permission slip to stop blaming yourself. January 1st is NOT the new year we've been told it is. And pushing yourself to reinvent yourself in the dead of winter actually does more harm than good. In this one, I pull back the curtain on the calendar itself and how we got tricked into something that robs us of our power. If you’ve ever felt like something about the New Year rush didn’t sit right in your bones… this episode will put language to that feeling. No resolutions. No hustle. Just truth, a bit of fascinating history, and a gentler way to move through the season. Programs and Resources Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-covenNOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production a...

In this episode, I’m talking about grief during the holidays. Not in a “here’s how to get through it” way, but in a let’s sit together in this way. I laugh, I cry, and /i keep it real like always. Grief isn't something to push through. It's not an inconvenience, although our society might have you thinking otherwise. Grief is proof of love. And if your sick of the energy of "holly jolly holidays" this one is for you. If the holidays feel heavy this year… If you’re missing someone… If you’re grieving a person, a version of life, or a season that will never come back… You’re not alone. You’re not doing it wrong. And you don’t have to carry it quietly. Mentioned in this episode: The Wild Edge of Sorrow by Francis Wheeler https://www.amazon.com/Wild-Edge-Sorrow-Rituals-Renewal/dp/1583949763 Laura Lynn Jackson: Signs + other books https://lauralynnejackson.com/ Programs and Resources Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-covenNOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Pull up a chair, because we need to talk about 2026. And no, not in the Instagram “new year, new me ✨” kind of way. We’re leaving a Snake Year and a global 9 year, which basically means the universe has been shaking your life like a snow globe and watching what falls apart. If things crumbled, burned, broke, ended, dissolved, disappointed you, ghosted you, or revealed their true form? Yeah. That was the curriculum. And now we're walking straight into a 1 year… and a Fire Horse Year. And listen, everyone online is acting like this is some sparkly fresh start. But I’m here to tell you the real truth: 2026 isn’t a clean slate. It’s a construction site. It’s not a “glow up.” It’s a rebuild. It’s not “new beginnings.” It’s identity initiation. This episode is the conversation no one else is having. Because everyone wants to sell you optimism, but I want to tell you the truth. In this episode I cover: what a Fire Horse year actually meanswhy Japan’s birth rate dropped 25% last time we have a Fire Horse Yearthe rise of powerful, untamable feminine energywhy a 1 year feels disorienting, not excitinghow to calculate your personal year & what it really meansSaturn + Neptune in Aries (aka identity demolition meets spiritual clarity)why next year burns what you’ve outgrown and ignites what you’ve deniedthe real emotional experience of stepping into a new 9-year cycle If you're tired of spiritual bypassing, manifestation rainbows and unicorns, and fake positivity… This episode is your permission slip to feel the raw truth of what’s unfolding — and the power in it. 2026 isn’t coming to bless you. It’s coming to activate you. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or...

You’re not afraid of your power, like Marianne Williamson said. You’re afraid of what your power will change, of the identity that will die, of the unfamiliar and unpredictable, and unknown. Because when you rise, things shift. Relationships recalibrate. Identity rearranges. Old comfort zones dissolve. Your life gets bigger than the person you’ve been. And your nervous system LOVES a good predictable mess. It hates unfamiliar peace, unfamiliar success, unfamiliar ease. In this episode, I dive into: why the ego clings to the familiar even when it sucksthat WILD Michigan fMRI study where the brain literally panics at the successful future selfwhy you sabotage right when something starts workingwhy consistency feels terrifying (it's change, not sabotage)how identity death is the real shadow of expansion and the truth nobody wants to admit: success is only scary because it guarantees change. If you’ve ever wondered why you retreat, retract, procrastinate, or stall right when things start getting better… this episode is your mirror. You’re not afraid of rising. You’re afraid of what rising will require. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

If you’re already mentally preparing for the holiday Hunger Games, I recorded this for you. But before you pack emotional armor for Thanksgiving, let’s talk about something juicy: Your triggers aren’t meltdowns waiting to happen — they’re portals. Yep. This week on Love, Light & Black Holes, we’re going right into the spiritual lion’s den:n family, holidays, emotional landmines, and the shadow work hidden in your aunt’s passive-aggressive comments. In this episode, I’m breaking down why the holidays turn us into emotional werewolves… why your nervous system reacts before your brain even registers what’s happening… and how to move through family triggers without flipping the entire table over the cranberry sauce (tempting, though). We’re talking: Why your body remembers your family before your mind doesHow triggers are actually invitations, not punishmentsThe version of you your family resurrects (even when you’ve outgrown her)Real-life examples we can all relate to (yes, including “You look tired”)How to handle holiday portals like the spiritually evolved badass you areAnd why sometimes the most sacred thing you can do… is hide in the pantry with a cookie This one is real, raw, and honestly one of the most relatable episodes I’ve ever recorded. Listen before you walk into the holiday lion’s den. Your shadow will thank you — and your future self will avoid a felony. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Stop focusing on trying to to regulate your nervous system. You need to let out the scream you've been holding in the past decade. We’ve somehow convinced ourselves that being peaceful all the time is the goal — like inner peace is the new personality trait. But what I’ve learned (through life, shadow work, and a few cosmic smackdowns) is this: sometimes the most spiritual thing you can do is scream into a pillow at full volume. In today’s episode, we get into the messy truth the wellness world avoids: Why “inner peace” can secretly be a trauma responseWhy your body doesn’t want calm — it wants completionHow sacred rage is actually your path into real peaceThe neuroscience behind anger, suppression, and emotional bottleneckingWhy softness after rage is stronger than pretending you’re chillAnd why your soul doesn’t want constant regulation… it wants permission This is the episode where we break up with performative peace and come back into actual aliveness. Because if you’re never angry … you’re probably not being honest. Grab your matcha, get cozy, and let me tell you why your rage is medicine — and your peace is stronger because of it. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You know that feeling when life rips the rug out from under you, and your first instinct is to grab tighter? Yeah, same. In this episode, I revisit something I wrote a decade ago while living in Granada, Spain, back when uncertainty meant adventure, not anxiety. Back then, I chased the unknown through cobblestone streets and open roads. But after the quantum crumble of the past few years, I’ve learned that uncertainty isn’t something you conquer… it’s something you befriend. In this episode I talk about: Why the ego craves control but the soul craves expansionHow science proves uncertainty is literally the fabric of realityWhy softness is the new strength (and surrender is sacred)What Hartmut Rosa and Gabor Maté teach us about letting goAnd how to find peace when you have no idea what’s next If you’ve been fighting to “figure it all out,” this one’s your permission slip to stop gripping and start trusting. Because control is an illusion — but presence is real. Back then, uncertainty felt like freedom. Now I know it’s the portal to everything real. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Yup ... I'm the problem. IT'S ME! But I'm also the solution, and you are too. Press play on this MICRODOSE that packs a mega dose of wisdom. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You know that moment when your healing journey starts to feel heavy? Like you’ve been journaling, meditating, shadow-working your ass off. And somehow still feel stuck? Or even like things are getting worse? Yeah. That was me. I was compulsively focused on healing, which made me think I was broken. And that ain't it!!!! In this episode, I share the story of when I realized I’d become addicted to healing. It was right after I lost an IUD inside my body (yep, lost), had surgery for fibroids, and watched them grow right back. Like my body was screaming: “you can’t fix what you won’t feel.” That was the moment everything changed. I moved from panic to purpose, from control to surrender, from obsessively “working on myself” to actually living as myself. In this episode I go deep on: How healing can quietly become a form of avoidanceWhy your nervous system can literally get addicted to processingWhat it means to stop identifying with the “wounded self”How to move from endless shadow work into integration and embodimentAnd the exact moment I realized: I wasn’t healing anymore, I was hiding. This one’s raw, real, and probably not what you’ve heard before. It’s not about giving up on healing. It’s about remembering what healing is for. If you’ve ever wondered why your “inner work” doesn’t feel like it’s working anymore, this episode will change how you see everything. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You know those random memories that still make you cringe? The ones that sneak up while you’re brushing your teeth and you’re like, “ugh, why did I do that?” Yeah. This episode is about that. Grab your tea, your oat-milk latte, whatever and let’s talk about what it really means to make peace with all the versions of you that came before. Because here’s the truth: they were doing their best. The one who stayed too long, the one who settled, the one who self-sabotaged, the one who didn’t know any better… she’s not the enemy. She’s the reason you’re here. In this week’s Love, Light, & Black Holes microdose, we’re diving into: Why rejecting your past keeps you stuck in the same loopHow accepting your past selves brings your future self in fasterHow to actually forgive yourself without bypassing accountabilityThe 3-step process I use to reconnect and integrate those old selvesA short mirror ritual that’ll leave you soft, grounded, and free Think of this as the cosmic version of a catch-up with your best friend who loves you enough to tell you the truth: your past doesn’t need to be erased, it wants to be embraced. Programs and Resources NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/